The Man Who Saw Her Beauty. Michelle Douglas

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СКАЧАТЬ her cosmetics into her make-up bag. The make-up bag she took everywhere. Just in case. For touch ups. Emergencies. Once she’d succeeded in convincing Glory she was better… Well, then they could all get back to normality.

      And that was what she really wanted—normality. Her motives weren’t purely altruistic.

      She paused to grip her hands in front of her. Bluff. That was the answer. If she could bluff her way into winning the Miss Showgirl quest twenty years ago, bluff her way into a modelling career and then bluff her way into fashion college, surely she could bluff everyone into thinking she was healthy again?

      She pulled in a breath. ‘Piece of cake.’ The mirror proved that she could still present herself to the best possible advantage. Looking at her, nobody would believe that she was anything but healthy and whole.

      You are healthy.

      ‘Oh, Blair, look at you!’ Glory said the moment Blair entered the kitchen. ‘You look fabulous. As if …’

      ‘As if I’d never been sick,’ Blair finished for her.

      ‘Well, yes, but …’

      Bluff! She twirled on the spot for good effect. ‘I’m as good as new.’ She kissed her aunt on the cheek before taking her seat and pouring muesli into a bowl. Bluff had not got her through surgery and chemotherapy. Glory had done that.

      ‘Tea?’ Glory lifted the teapot.

      ‘Yes, please. And stop looking at me like that, Aunt Glory. The last few months have been … hard.’

      ‘Hell on earth,’ Glory growled.

      She reached across to clasp her aunt’s hand. ‘And it’s beyond wonderful to have the opportunity to spend a month mooching around here. I can’t tell you how much I’ve been looking forward to it.’

      ‘I can’t tell you how good it is to have you home.’

      Glory’s bottom lip quivered and Blair wanted to kick herself all over again for going back to work so soon, for fainting, for worrying everyone anew. She knew how much her aunt loved her. She knew how much her aunt had feared losing her. She knew what her aunt had gone through.

      It was why she’d given herself this month off as a holiday.

      She swallowed the hard knot in her throat. ‘Aunt Glory, they got all the cancer. They blasted me with chemo to make sure. I’m getting stronger every day. I’m practically as healthy as any other woman my age. I’m going to live a long and fulfilling life. No more kid gloves, okay? It’s time for things to get back to normal.’

      ‘No more kid gloves?’ Glory murmured, but she shook her head as she said it.

      ‘That’s right. So drink your tea before it gets cold.’

      Blair waited until her aunt had eaten a piece of toast before saying, ‘You said last night that you have a meeting of the Agricultural Show Society today?’

      ‘Ooh, yes.’

      The enthusiasm in Glory’s voice gladdened Blair’s heart. ‘With the show in three months’ time, I’m guessing this is the first official planning meeting?’

      ‘That’s right, love, and everyone will be there.’

      ‘Fabulous! Count me in.’

      Her aunt’s teaspoon clattered back to its saucer. ‘Oh, but, Blair …’

      She tried not to wince at the anxiety that strained her aunt’s voice. She’d lain awake last night, thinking of ways she could prove to Glory that she was okay again. Being seen out and about in the community, and functioning fully and normally was the best she’d been able to come up with. ‘It’ll be lovely to catch up with people I haven’t seen in a while. And surely there’ll be some small thing or two that I can help out with for the next month or so?’

      ‘You should be resting!’

      ‘Oh, I’ll be doing plenty of that too.’ She stretched her arms back behind her and grinned. ‘I’m on holiday—I plan on being lazy and having some fun. The show-planning will be fun. I always loved this time of year when I was a girl.’

      ‘I remember.’

      The wistful note in Glory’s voice had Blair’s throat thickening all over again.

      The show meeting was every bit as gruelling as Blair had expected.

      There were all the expected stares that made her flinch and cringe inside, and lots of ‘My, aren’t you looking well?’ comments, and genuine surprise that helped ease all that flinching and cringing. She had no intention of being an object of pity.

      Oh, poor Blair. It’s so terrible to lose your parents at such a young age.

      She’d grown up with that refrain and she’d hated it. There was no way she was adding, Oh, poor Blair. It’s terrible to lose a breast so young, to the litany.

      Even if it was terrible.

      Even if she couldn’t look at herself in the mirror naked any more.

      Nobody else needed to know that.

      So she chatted and laughed, drank tea and ate cake, and took a seat at the table when Joan, the chair of the Agricultural Show Society, called the meeting to order. She listened intently as the meeting progressed, and even made an occasional suggestion.

      ‘Rightio—let’s move on to …’ Joan checked the agenda ‘… the Miss Showgirl quest.’

      Blair shifted on her seat. The Dungog Miss Showgirl quest was part-beauty-pageant, part-charity-fundraiser, and part-public-speaking contest, and had been part of the town’s history for as long as anyone could remember.

      And twenty years ago she’d won it.

      Perspiration prickled her scalp as inevitable comparisons bombarded her. Her body had been perfect once, and she’d never fully appreciated it. Now, it was …

      She swallowed and blinked hard. She didn’t want to remember how perfect her body had been twenty years ago and how imperfect it was now. Her hands clenched against the assault of grief. She didn’t want to be reminded of all she’d lost. She risked a glance at Glory. Could she sneak out of the meeting unobserved?

      As if sensing Blair’s pain, Glory swung round.

      Blair schooled her features. ‘Ooh, what fun!’ She rubbed her hands together. ‘How many contestants are there this year?’

      ‘Girls?’ Joan called down to the end of the table where a group of teenage girls were gathered. ‘How many of you are entering for the quest?’ She counted the raised hands. ‘Ten? Lovely.’

      There’d been a dozen in Blair’s year.

      ‘Now, we do have a bit of a problem.’

      Aware of her aunt’s gaze, still surveying her from the other side of the table, Blair kept her face clear and her attention squarely СКАЧАТЬ