Название: Debbie Macomber Navy Series Box Set
Автор: Debbie Macomber
Издательство: HarperCollins
Жанр: Контркультура
Серия: MIRA Collections
isbn: 9781474006811
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“But—”
“But,” he cut in, “you can’t trust what you’re feeling right now. So let’s leave it at that. Okay?”
“Leave it?” she flared. “Rush, no….”
“I’ll be your friend, Lindy, but that’s all I ever intend to be.”
“My friend?”
“And that’s it, so don’t argue.” He downed the last of his coffee and set the cup in the sink with as much force as if he intended to shove it down the drain. “I’ll see you later.”
“Okay. If that’s the way you want it.”
“I do.”
“Then I’d be honored to have you for a friend, Rush Callaghan.”
He paused, his back to her. “No more kissing, Lindy. I mean that.”
“No kissing,” she echoed.
“We’re going to live as brother and sister from here on out.”
“Brother and sister.” Lindy knew that would last until about lunchtime tomorrow, if that long.
“And if it proves too difficult for us, then I’ll make arrangements to live aboard the Mitchell.”
“If you think it’s for the best,” she agreed, doing her best to swallow her amusement. Rush’s reaction was exactly as she’d guessed it would be. “If that’s what you honestly want.”
His hand slammed against the counter. “You know it isn’t,” he said, and whirled around to face her. “Damn it all to hell. Have you the slightest notion of how close we came to making love last night?”
She nodded.
“I’ve never known a woman who could tie me into knots the way you do. I promised myself I wasn’t going to touch you again, and here it is seven-thirty in the morning and I want you so damn much I hurt.”
Silently she stepped to his side and looked up at him, her eyes wide and innocent.
“Damn it, Lindy,” he groaned. “Why do you have to be so beautiful?” He slipped his arms around her waist and exhaled sharply. “Now kiss me before I go. I’ll be back as soon as I can.”
Obediently she twined her arms around his neck and raised her lips to his. “Anything you say, big brother.”
Freshly ground hamburger squished between Lindy’s long fingers as she meshed the meat and spices together to form patties for the barbecue grill. It was a lovely summer afternoon in a week that had begun with such marvelous promise.
The front door opened and Rush let himself in to the apartment.
“Hi,” Lindy called out, pleased to see him. He was fifteen minutes later than usual, and she’d hoped he hadn’t missed the ferry, which ran hourly. “How do barbecued hamburgers sound for dinner?”
“Fine.”
The word was clipped and impatient, as though what she served for their evening meal was the least of his concerns. Surprised at his gruff tone, Lindy turned around to find him standing in the doorway, his brow furrowed in a frown so tight it darkened his face.
“Did you have a bad day?”
“No.”
Something was obviously troubling him, but from the hard set of his mouth, she knew it wouldn’t do her any good to ask. In an effort to ignore his surly mood, she hurried to tell him her good news. “I got word from Steve. The Atlantis is due in as early as next week.”
Rush acknowledged the information with a curt nod.
“There’s cold pop in the fridge if that interests you.”
Apparently it didn’t because Rush left her and moved into the living room to turn on the television. Lindy finished her task, washed the hamburger goop from her fingers and joined him there, sitting on the arm of the sofa. She rested her elbow gently on Rush’s shoulder while Susan Hutchinson from Channel 7 relayed the latest news-making incident from the Persian Gulf.
When Rush pulled out of Bremerton, Lindy knew the Mitchell would be headed for those same trouble-infested waters. Her heart thudded heavily in her chest as she battled to control her anxiety. She hated to think of Rush in any danger and wished the Mitchell was headed for the South Pacific or somewhere equally pleasant.
Rush must have sensed her fears because he wrapped his arm around her and gently squeezed her waist. Her hand slid over his shoulder and she kissed the top of his head, loving him more each minute of every day.
“Lindy?”
“Hmm?”
The tension in his shoulders was so severe, she wondered how he could hold himself stiff for so long and still breathe.
“When I leave, I don’t want you clinging to me.”
She blinked, not sure she understood what he was saying. He seemed to be implying she would make a scene on the dock, weeping and gnashing her teeth because the man she loved was heading out to sea. That he would even imagine such a thing was an insult. The other implication was even more offensive.
“Are you suggesting that once you leave I should start dating other men?”
A week seemed to pass before he answered. “Yes. I think that would be a good idea.”
Lindy was slow to react to what he was suggesting. Her emotions went from surprise to mild irritation, then quickly broadened to out-and-out fury. She jerked her arm off his shoulder and leaped to her feet. “Well, thank you very much.”
“For what?”
If it hadn’t been so tragic, so painfully sad, Lindy might have laughed. She’d never felt as close to any man as she had to Rush these past two weeks. When she’d declared her love, she hadn’t been looking for white lace and promises. The words had been seared against her tender heart and she hadn’t been able to hold them inside a minute longer. She hadn’t asked anything of him, but she certainly hadn’t expected this intolerable pat on the hand, telling her she was too young, too immature or too stupid to know her own mind.
“For God’s sake, think about it, will you?”
“What?” she returned in like voice. “That I’m still a baby and certainly incapable СКАЧАТЬ