All I Am. Nicole Helm

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СКАЧАТЬ were not her forte, but Wes made everything that usually freaked her out seem irresistible.

      Well, you better do some resisting, Cara Pruitt.

      “So, anyway, my mom had opened an organic grocery store in California and done pretty well, and it gave me the idea for organic pet food stuff. Did some research. Set up a business. Blah, blah, blah.”

      “That’s pretty amazing. Starting your own business. I watched Mia do it, and she had a farm to start with. It’s really impressive you put together a whole business you can sustain yourself and a bunch of animals with.”

      He stared into the creek. “It’s okay.”

      “Right. Well, I’m impressed. I can’t even make myself go after a job I want, let alone start my own business.”

      “What’s your excuse?”

      She gave him a rueful smile. “Cave under pressure. Useless with expectation.” She nudged a few pebbles with her foot. “I’m working on it.”

      “I would freaking hope so.”

      There was an undercurrent in the way he mumbled it. Kind of mean. The meanest she’d ever heard him sound. Even meaner than when he’d yelled at that lady at the market. “Huh?”

      “Sorry, no patience for that bullshit.” He stood, shoving his empty baggie and soda can in his pocket. He held a hand out for her trash, but she didn’t give it to him.

      “What bullshit?”

      “Not going after something you want because you’re afraid.” He made a “give me it” motion with his hand, which, for some reason, made her clutch the trash even tighter.

      “I’m not afraid. That’s how I’m wired. Or whatever. I can’t handle it. I’ve tried.”

      “You know what I have to say to that?”

      “Something really nice and comforting?”

      “Try harder.” With that, he let out a sharp whistle that had the dogs jumping to their feet and scrambling after his already retreating back.

      Cara stared after him until he was a few feet away. Sweetness stood at the top of the hill, whining at her. Only then did she move.

      Oh, hell, no, that had not just happened. He had not barked “try harder” at her as if she was some soldier. She might be his employee, but she took orders from no one.

      And he was about to find that out.

CHAPTER SIX

      WES HAD WARNED HER. That was his one and only defense. Before he’d offered her the job, he’d warned her he sucked with people. So, you know, she could not be surprised that he’d been a total jerk.

      Sure.

      He stalked back to the barn, headache inching its way up the base of his skull. A ball of tension, dull for now. He forced Monster back inside, even though the dog whined. Usually he let both dogs out on their runner in the afternoon, but right now he needed to get inside the cabin.

      Inside and away from the woman stomping toward him looking as if she was going to beat him up.

      He’d probably let her. He didn’t know where all that stuff had come from. It certainly wasn’t his place to tell her she was wrong and ridiculous, even if she was. So much for trying to be pleasantly friendly to coworkers. He couldn’t even get that right.

      “You have no right to say that stuff.”

      He shrugged. “True enough.”

      She opened her mouth, and her eyebrows drew together. She huffed out a breath. “I—you—oh, I could punch you.”

      “I’d apologize, but...” He was an idiot. Apologize and but did not go in the same sentence. He knew that, but, well, he didn’t feel like apologizing. She was fully functional and apparently had the opportunity to do something she loved, and she had caved?

      She was gorgeous, funny, personable and, from all accounts, had a decent family life. What excuse did she have for not going after her dreams?

      “But what?” she demanded, hands fisted on hips, muddy shoes tapping on the soggy grass.

      “Would you be so angry if I wasn’t right on the money?”

      Her mouth dropped open, her foot stilling and hands dropping to her sides. She looked frozen. Like a statue or one of those mannequins that only came to life when someone wasn’t looking.

      “You—”

      “Look, I warned you about how I am with people. So, you know, if that’s a problem, feel free to quit.”

      Again there was a long pause before she reacted in any way. Which spoke volumes about how together she was. That she could pause and think before acting.

      “I can’t quit.”

      “Yes, you can. In fact—”

      “This is all I have right now. As much as I think you’re being kind of a, well, something I can’t say to the man I want to not fire me. I’d rather be here than back at the farm supply store.”

      “What about that hair place?”

      “They already replaced me. I can fill in, but that’s only in emergencies. Even this job doesn’t cover all my expenses. It’s supposed to be my motivation to ask Sam for another chance at the pie thing. So you can’t take it away. I won’t let you.”

      Maybe that was why he didn’t understand her self-deprecating, fold-under-pressure speech. He’d yet to see her fold under anything. She stood her ground. She swept in where she had no business being. She’d somehow convinced him to give her his dog.

      She was a hurricane, and hurricanes didn’t fold.

      “Then let’s go inside and work. And not talk. This, this right here is why I don’t do the chitchat thing.”

      She muttered a curse under her breath, and he was pretty sure it was directed at him. He couldn’t hold it against her.

      He walked toward the house, and she followed. This was some kind of truce. It was better than where they’d been when she’d put flowers in her hair and asked him how she looked.

      Beautiful. Breathtaking. Words a guy like him didn’t think, let alone say aloud. But Cara defied his norm. The talking about not having animals when he was a kid, and commenting on her life and choices. That wasn’t something he did with anyone else. He’d been trying to be normal, but it had spiraled out of his control.

      Thank God she defied his norm in annoying ways, too. As long as she could push his buttons, he was safe. Don’t worry, Wes, your virginity is very, very safe.

      But instead of heading inside, she stepped in front of him. He had no choice but to look at her. No choice but to be sucked into Hurricane Cara.

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