For the Greek Tycoon's Pleasure. Lucy Gordon

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      “How is that different from regretting loving him?”

      “My love was a good thing.”

      “That ended up causing you pain,” he observed wryly.

      She couldn’t deny it. Loving Art had nearly destroyed her on every level. And loving Zephyr didn’t look like it was going to be a much better prospect. At least she knew where she stood with him, though.

      That was something, wasn’t it?

      Zephyr gave one of those self-deprecating smiles he used when negotiating and it made her stomach clench to have him use it on her. “Look, I’m not trying to be the Scrooge of happily ever after, but you and I both know someone loving you is no guarantee they won’t betray you.”

      “That doesn’t mean you shouldn’t open yourself to love at all.” She tried to keep the desperation his attitude evoked out of her voice. It wasn’t his fault she’d been dumb enough to fall in love with the wrong man. Again.

      “It works for me.”

      And she couldn’t fault him for his attitude. Now that she knew his mother had abandoned him to build a better life for herself, Piper couldn’t help understanding Zephyr’s distrust of love.

      “But Neo loves Cassandra and vice-versa. Or so you said.”

      “Cassandra is one woman in a million.”

      The pain those words caused took Piper by surprise, making her heart cramp and her whole chest cavity hurt. Because they implied she was not such a woman. Who was she kidding? Certainly not herself. This whole conversation put Zephyr’s attitude toward her in stark relief.

      He didn’t love her. Not even a little. He didn’t anticipate loving her, either. Not ever. Which was really not what she wanted to hear. The pain coursing through her mocked all the promises she’d made to herself after walking away from Art. She wouldn’t lose her livelihood when she and Zephyr’s sexual relationship ended, but she wasn’t sure her heart would survive, even if her business did.

      Piper was head over heels in love with a man who did not believe in the concept for himself, and moreover he looked forward to marrying one day. Only Zephyr clearly did not intend that woman to be her. Not when he so blithely told her maybe she would find love again one day.

      He’d reneged on his own words of maybe finding love and she felt like retracting hers as well. Was the prospect of love worth the possibility of this pain again?

      She remembered the last time she had felt this awful inability to breathe. It had been when she realized once and for all that Art did not love her and never had. And once again, for her pride’s sake and maybe even for Zephyr’s sake, she had to hide the devastation going on inside her.

      “I think you might be right,” she said, trying not to choke on the words.

      “About what?”

      “I do a pretty sucky job deciding who to fall in love with.”

      “I couldn’t agree more.”

      She laughed, but felt no humor. “Thanks.”

      “I’ve no interest in talking about Art Bellingham anymore.”

      “Trust me, this whole conversation is leaving me cold.”

      His eyes narrowed, but he smiled. One of his “armor smiles” again and she wanted to be sick. “So, tell me what you want to do tomorrow.”

      She needed to do a better job of hiding her emotions. Starting now. “I’m a museum freak. I’d really like to see the National Archaeological Museum, the Acropolis Museum and maybe the Benaki Museum.”

      “That’s quite a list considering you did not plan to sightsee on this trip.”

      “I spent the time you were in the shower pouring over the guidebook in our hotel suite.”

      “Ah. So, tomorrow is to be a gluttony of museums.”

      “If you’d rather do something else, I can find my own way to the museums.”

      His brow quirked at this suggestion. “There is nothing I would rather do than spend the time with you. I grew up in this city. I have seen it all.”

      She couldn’t see him visiting the Acropolis when he was living on the streets, but she didn’t say anything. It was taking all her wherewithal to tamp down emotions she had not fully acknowledged before today, feelings that would be unwelcome to their intended recipient and would cause her nothing but aching heartbreak.

      “As long as we are planning our schedule, what would you like to do the day after tomorrow?”

      “I thought we were flying out to the island.”

      “I’ve got a helicopter booked for late afternoon. I wanted to maximize your off time.”

      “You spoil me.” And he did. He might not love her, but he was her friend and he cared enough to want her to be rested and happy. “This isn’t supposed to be a vacation.”

      “Yes, in fact, these days are intended as exactly that. Surprise to you though they were.”

      “But the day after tomorrow was supposed to be work.” She wasn’t sure which would be worse, spending more time sightseeing or being stuck in close proximity with him on a private island paradise.

      “So, I changed the schedule a little.”

      “Whatever you want.”

      He frowned. “I want you to enjoy yourself.”

      “I am in Greece, what is not to enjoy?”

      “Then you will approve of a visit to Sounion and the temple ruins for Trident there?” he asked.

      “Sure, that would be fine.”

      “Would you prefer to do something else?”

      “No, not at all.” It really didn’t matter. She needed to come to terms with her own inner revelations and his as well. The setting for doing that hardly mattered.

      “Then, Trident’s Temple it is.”

      She nodded. “Thank you.”

      “Think nothing of it. I knew it had to bother you to be visiting Greece and only see a small barely developed island the whole time you were here. You’ve got far too curious and adventurous a nature to be content with that.”

      “You know me well.” On the surface anyway.

      He’d be shocked out of his Gucci leather loafers to discover she was in love with him. And not in a good way.

      That night, their lovemaking was slow and intense. Zephyr unwrapped her like a fragile gift of immeasurable value, and she tried to take it at face value, unable to deal with the pain of dwelling on emotions she СКАЧАТЬ