I'll Be There For You. Kerry Barrett

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СКАЧАТЬ of young women sitting opposite who were deep in conversation, their heads close together.

      Not so long ago, I’d have been able to poke about in their minds and find out what they were saying ‒ or at least get an idea. Now, even though I stared at them, I couldn’t catch so much as a whisper. Things really were pretty dire.

      When Nessa came back, we went through the staff schedule for the next few weeks, making sure every therapist had a treatment room, that every yoga class was booked into the studio, and that anyone who was on holiday had cover. Then Nessa paused.

      ‘I’m thinking of going away myself,’ she said. ‘In August.’

      I took a mouthful of coffee, hoping she wouldn’t see how much the thought of being without her terrified me.

      ‘Great,’ I said. ‘Where are you going to go?’

      ‘Just to France,’ she said. She looked at me from under her blunt black fringe. ‘Will you be okay?’

      ‘Oh I’ll be fine,’ I said blithely.

      Nessa played with the handle of her coffee cup.

      ‘Harry,’ she said. ‘I know we’ve not known each other that long. But I knew all about you long before I met you – with the website and then the spa – and now I like to think of you as a friend.’

      She looked at me in a questioning way and I gave her a weak smile.

      ‘I think of you the same way,’ I said, lamely.

      ‘It’s just I can’t help thinking you’re not your normal self,’ Nessa went on. ‘That you’re in some sort of trouble.’

      The temptation to just unload all my problems on to her was huge. But I knew if I suddenly announced I was a witch who couldn’t do witchcraft, the problems I had now would be nothing compared to what came after. The witchy world wasn’t hierarchical or structured but, even so, I had a reputation as one of the best. Who knew what could happen to my businesses if word got out. My plans to expand the spa into a new site in Edinburgh and maybe further afield would be derailed, that was for sure.

      ‘No trouble,’ I said. ‘I’ve just been really busy, with the kids and then these new plans ‒ I didn’t expect to find a new site so fast. But it’s all underhand. I mean, in hand.’ I smiled at her again, a bit manically ‘Under control.’

      When I’d recruited Nessa it was with the intention that she could cover my adoption leave, and then move across to manage the Morningside salon when it opened. Now I wasn’t sure how that would work, given that I needed her so much at my side. But I’d cross that bridge when I came to it.

      ‘So you’ll be fine to take on all the counselling when I’m away in the summer?’ Nessa said, looking at me searchingly.

      ‘Absolutely.’ I lied. ‘No problem whatsoever.’

      As we walked back to the spa, my mind was racing. I had a little over four months to sort out my magic. Otherwise, as soon as Nessa went away and I took over, my clients would realise what was happening. And then I’d be well and truly stuffed.

      Back at my desk I logged into InHarmony again, and was relieved to see I had lots of replies to my message.

      Until I read them, of course.

      ‘Can you tell us how powerful you were before this loss of magic?’ asked one user called WonderWitch. ‘It’s likely you’re remembering things with rose-coloured specs and actually you weren’t that strong to begin with.’

      ‘Oh yeah?’ I said out loud, bristling at the implication. ‘Strong enough to make life tricky for you, love.’

      There were quite a few messages along those lines. I was surprised people took the time to reply to a message in such an unhelpful way, but perhaps it made them feel better about themselves, I thought.

      Other people told me it was hormones and a normal side effect of giving birth. They’d obviously ignored the bit where I told them my children were adopted.

      A bit further down there was a message from someone called MildredHubble. I grinned at the reference to the Worst Witch books, which were my favourites growing up, too.

      ‘Sorry to make this about me,’ Mildred began. ‘But a similar thing happened to my former best friend when her brother was going through a rough time ‒ I think it was triggered by the stress and I also think she was suffering from depression. For various reasons I didn’t help her as I should have. I saw her recently and she cut me dead ‒ not surprisingly. I feel awful about it, and I think helping you would be a good way to make amends.’

      The relief I felt at knowing I wasn’t the only witch this had happened to was almost overwhelming. I felt tears well up in my eyes just because I wasn’t on my own any more.

      ‘Mildred,’ I typed. ‘Thanks so much for telling me about your friend and offering to help. I’m so desperate to get this sorted out but I don’t want to tell of my closest witch friends or family ‒ there’s too much at stake.’

      I reduced the screen and started working on the staff rota Nessa and I had just put together, until a small ping told me I had a reply.

      Mildred had messaged me privately on the website.

      ‘My friend had been through a lot of stress,’ she wrote. ‘We did a bit of research and discovered it’s not uncommon for witches to lose their powers like that.’

      But I wanted to know the end of the story.

      ‘Did she get them back?’ I typed. ‘What did she do to get better?’

      A reply pinged back straight away.

      ‘She did get them back,’ Mildred wrote. ‘It wasn’t easy but the first thing she did was to go…’

      The message stopped.

      I stared at the screen.

      ‘Where?’ I typed. ‘Where did she go?’

      Nothing happened.

      ‘Mildred?’ I wrote.

      Nothing.

      I clicked on her name on her last message. Offline it said. Oh great. The first bit of hope I’d got, and it had disappeared almost as fast as it had arrived.

      Grumpy, I slammed my laptop shut. It looked like I was on my own.

       Chapter 6

      From: Jasmine55

      To: MildredHubble

      Dear Mildred,

      I’m sorry to message you, but I was really interested in what you were saying yesterday about how your friend managed to get better. I’m not sure what happened but I couldn’t see the end of your message.

      Anyway, I’m not sure if you’re still checking in on the website, but I’m СКАЧАТЬ