Название: Killing Kate
Автор: Alex Lake
Издательство: HarperCollins
Жанр: Триллеры
isbn: 9780008199722
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He walked into the pub and stood at the bar. The pub was warm and busy with the Friday-night crowd. He waited his turn. He ordered a pint of strong bitter and a double whisky, Bells. He felt faint, and dizzy.
The barman looked at him. ‘You all right, mate?’
‘Yeah,’ Phil said. ‘I think so.’
‘You think so? You look a bit pale.’
‘I had a rough day.’
‘All right. Well, let me know if you need anything.’
He paid and took his drinks to a table in the corner. He drank the whisky in one swallow, then swigged the beer.
Even now, he couldn’t stop the thoughts coming. Where had she been? Was she planning on going out tonight? Alone? He wanted to go and see, go and knock on her door and lay himself at her feet, pour out everything he was going through, throw himself on her mercy.
It wouldn’t work. He needed to pull himself together.
But he couldn’t. He knew that she was there, that she was in the house, that she was available. All he had to do was go and knock on the door and he’d be with her. And knowing that – well, it was impossible to resist. He had to go and see her. It didn’t matter if it was a good idea or a terrible idea. He had to do it.
He finished the last of the beer and got to his feet. His legs felt weak, drained. No wonder; he’d barely eaten all week. Most of his calories had come from the wine he’d been drinking himself to sleep with every night.
He got on his bike and retraced the route to their – Kate’s, he had to stop thinking of it as theirs – house. He felt a mounting excitement: for the first time in days he felt almost happy. He was going to see her, face to face. They could sort this out, once and for all.
A few minutes later, he turned into her street, and stopped dead.
There was a police car outside the house.
She’d called the cops. What had she done that for? Because he’d been under the tree? It was a bit of an overreaction, surely. Whatever – he couldn’t go there now.
As he watched, the door opened and two cops came out. He turned and pedalled back towards the pub. The last thing he needed was to be spotted again. He shook his head. Seeing the police at the house brought things into focus: this wasn’t a game.
He had to stop this. He absolutely had to stop this.
The only problem was that he wasn’t sure he could.
Her parents, of course, overreacted.
‘Move in with us,’ her mum said. ‘Don’t go back to that house. You mustn’t go back there. It’s not safe.’
‘It’s perfectly safe,’ Kate said, her teenage self bridling at her mum’s attempt to limit her freedom, to suggest that she couldn’t take care of herself.
‘Then why are you here?’ her dad said. ‘Your mum has a point, Kate.’
‘I need to stay tonight,’ Kate said. ‘That’s all.’
Her dad didn’t reply, which was what he did when he didn’t agree but didn’t want to say so and risk being accused – as he often had been – of imposing his views on everyone else. He was a man of strong opinions, and at some point had realized that one of his more unattractive traits was his inability to change them. In an attempt to mitigate this, he had developed the strategy of remaining silent when he disagreed with someone, which, in many ways was worse. Kate had been on the receiving end many times. She remembered when she had declared that she was planning to buy her Mini, a plan that required getting a car loan.
You should never borrow to buy something, unless it’s a house, her dad said.
Dad, it’s fine. Everyone does it. I can afford the payments.
No response. Not a Well, I’m sure you’ll be OK, no doubt you’ve thought it through. Just silence, which – ironically, since it was an attempt to say nothing – said a great deal. It said You’re totally and utterly wrong and probably not even functionally intelligent, but it’s your funeral and don’t come crying to me when it all goes to hell in a handbasket.
Which was what the silent treatment she was now getting meant. Fortunately, her mum had no such inhibition about expressing an opinion.
‘No,’ she said. ‘You’re staying here. And that’s it.’
‘We’ll talk more tomorrow,’ Kate said. ‘But I’ll probably get Gemma to stay with me, or something like that.’
Her mum shook her head. ‘Under no circ—’
‘Mum!’ Kate said. ‘Please!’
‘I’m only trying to do what’s best for you, darling.’
‘I know, and I’m grateful. But can we discuss this later? I’m tired. I think I’m going to go to bed.’
‘Do you want something to eat?’ her mum said, which was her default question.
‘A drink?’ her dad said, which was his default question. ‘There’s white in the fridge. I think there’s a red open as well.’
‘No thanks,’ she said. ‘I think I’ll have a bath, then bed.’
Lying in the bath, she googled serial killers. There was a lot of material out there on them. She scanned it, clicking between websites. It varied, but there were some key themes, one of which she found particularly troubling.
There was, a lot of experts claimed, a strong ritualistic element in the activities of most serial killers. Often they were repeating the same murder over and over, each time trying to perfect it, each time getting a greater and greater thrill from it.
There were other themes that emerged: many serial killers liked to engage in a game of cat-and-mouse with law enforcement agencies – often trying to insert themselves into the investigation in some way – in an attempt to prove their superior intelligence; the level of violence towards the victims often increased as the killer’s confidence grew; the serial killer would purge the desire to kill before it started to build again to the point where they needed release.
But the one that stuck with her was the presence of ritual.
Was the appearance of the victims part of the ritual in this case? She wasn’t sure, but it certainly seemed possible.
Which gave her an idea. A way to put a stop to all this.
The next morning she made some phone calls. Most places were busy, but eventually she found one that had an open СКАЧАТЬ