The Maisey Yates Collection : Cowboy Heroes. Maisey Yates

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      But, of course, since Wendy was gone, they’d lost the buffer against the aftermath of the kiss, and the terrible awkwardness that was just sitting there, seething, growing.

      “Well, I think that started some rumors,” Anna said, sitting back down and shoving a fry into her mouth.

      “I bet,” Chase said, clearing his throat and turning back toward his plate.

      “My mouth has never touched your mouth directly before,” she said, then stuffed another fry straight into her mouth, wishing it wasn’t too late to stifle those ridiculous words.

      He choked on his beer. “Um. No.”

      “What I mean is, we’ve shared drinks before. I’ve taken bites off your sandwiches. Literally sandwiches, not— I mean, whatever. The point is, we’ve germ-shared before. We just never did it mouth-to-mouth.”

      “That wasn’t CPR, babe.”

      She made a face, hoping the disgust in her expression would disguise the twist low and deep in her stomach. “Don’t call me babe just because I kissed you.”

      “We’re dating, remember?”

      “No one is listening to us talk at the table,” she insisted.

      “You don’t know that.”

      Her heart was thundering hard like a trapped bird in her chest and she didn’t know if she could look at him for another minute without either scurrying from the room like a frightened animal or grabbing him and kissing him again.

      She didn’t like it. She didn’t like any of it.

      It all felt too real, too raw and too scary. It all came from a place too deep inside her.

      So she decided to do what came easiest. Exactly what she did best.

      “I expected better,” she told him, before taking a bite of her burger.

      “What?”

      “You’re like a legendary stud,” she said, after swallowing her food. “The man who every man wants to be and who every woman wants to be with. Blah, blah.” She picked up another sweet potato fry.

      “It wasn’t good for you?” he asked.

      “Six point five from the German judge. Who is me, in this scenario.” She was a liar. She was a liar and she was a jerk, and she wanted to punch her own face. But the alternative was to show that she was breaking apart inside. That she had been on the verge of the kind of ecstasy she’d only ever imagined, and that she wanted to kiss him forever, not just for thirty seconds. And that was...damaging. It wasn’t something she could admit.

      “Six point five.”

      “Sorry.” She lifted her shoulder and shoved the fry into her mouth.

      They finished the rest of the dinner in awkward silence, which made her mad because things weren’t supposed to be awkward between them. They were friends, dammit. She was starting to think this whole thing was a mistake.

      She could bring Chase as her plus one to the charity thing without her brothers buying into it. She could lose the bet. The whole town could suspect she’d brought a friend because she was undatable and who even cared?

      If playing this game was going to screw with their friendship, it wasn’t worth it.

      Chase paid the tab—she was going to pay the bastard back whether he wanted her to or not—and then the two of them walked outside. And that was when she realized her truck was back at his place and he was going to have to give her a ride.

      That sucked donkey balls. She needed to get some Chase space. And it wasn’t going to happen.

      She wanted to go home and put on soft pajamas and watch Seven Brides for Seven Brothers. She needed a safe, flannel-lined space and the fuzzy comfort of an old movie. A chance to breathe and be vulnerable for a second where no one would see.

      She was afraid Chase might have seen already.

      They still didn’t talk—all the way back out of town and to the McCormack family ranch, they didn’t talk.

      “My dirty clothes are in your house,” she said at last, when they pulled into the driveway. “You can take me to the house first instead of the shop.”

      “I can wash them with mine,” he said.

      Her underwear was in there. That was not happening.

      “No, I left them folded in the corner of the bathroom. I’d rather come get them. And put my shoes on before I try to drive home actually. How do people drive in these?” She tapped the precarious shoes against the floor of the pickup.

      Chase let out a harsh-sounding breath. “Fine,” he said. He sounded aggrieved, but he drove on past the shop to the house. He stopped the truck abruptly, throwing it into Park and killing the engine. “Come on in.”

      Now he was mad at her. Great. It wasn’t like he needed her to stroke his ego. He had countless women to do that. He had just one woman who listened to his bullshit and put up with all his nonsense, and in general stood by him no matter what. That was her. He could have endless praise for his bedroom skills from those other women. He only had friendship from her. So he could simmer down a little.

      She got out of the truck, then wobbled when her foot hit a loose gravel patch. She clung tightly to the door, a very wussy-sounding squeak escaping her lips.

      “You okay there, babe?” he asked, just to piss her off.

      “Yeah, fine. Jerk,” she retorted.

      “What the hell, Anna?” he asked, his tone hard.

      “Oh, come on, you’re being weird. You can’t pretend you aren’t just because you’re layering passivity over your aggression.” She stalked past him as fast as her shoes would let her, walked up the porch and stood by the door, her arms crossed.

      “It’s not locked,” he said, taking the stairs two at a time.

      “Well, I wasn’t going to go in without your permission. I have manners.”

      “Do you?” he asked.

      “If I didn’t, I probably would have punched you by now.” She opened the door and stomped up the stairs, until her heel rolled inward slightly and she stumbled. Then she stopped stomping and started taking a little more consideration for her joints.

      She was mad at him. She was mad at herself for being mad at him, because the situation was mostly her fault. And she was mad at him for being mad at her for being mad at him.

      Mad, mad, mad.

      She walked into the bathroom and picked up her stack of clothes, careful not to hold the greasy articles against her dress. The dress that was the cause of so many of tonight’s problems.

      It’s not the dress. It’s the fact that you kissed him and now you can’t СКАЧАТЬ