The Reluctant Guardian. Susanne Dietze

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СКАЧАТЬ memory flashed through Tavin’s brain, decades old, of him and his brother, Hamish, causing a ruckus by introducing a toad to their nurse’s pocket—

      A ragged gasp tore from Gemma’s throat. Her gaze, fixed on the ceiling where the boys’ footsteps echoed, were wide. “The children. What if they’d been outdoors? They might have been shot. Or taken.”

      Gemma cared more for the bairns thunking about above stairs than did their own mother. Tavin’s throat ached. “They were not. They are safe.”

      She swiped her eyes. “If those children had been touched—”

      “They weren’t. All I expected today was the drop of a clue—”

      “Something else was expected, too.” Hugh Beauchamp’s proposal. Her voice was clear and cutting as glass, slicing into a part of his conscience he didn’t know felt pain anymore. “I would say that everything that’s happened to me today is your fault, Mr. Knox.”

      * * *

      The snapping of logs in the fireplace—a noise that always set Gemma’s nerves to fraying—was the lone sound in the drawing room while everyone’s surprised stares fixed on her.

      Oh, dear. She shouldn’t have spoken like that. Mama had taught her better. “Forgive me.”

      Mr. Knox’s brow quirked. Was he amused or aggrieved? “It is I who requires forgiveness, yet again, Miss Lyfeld.”

      “I cannot blame you for today’s...events.” Her slapped jaw ached. Her ankle throbbed. Noise from Petey and Eddie’s exuberant play pounded against the ceiling, assaulting her temples but providing a means of escape. “Excuse me while I see to those boisterous boys.”

      “You cannot go, Gemma.” Cristobel clutched the arms of the settee, her fingers like talons gripping the painted silk.

      “I cannot see to the boys?” Was there more she didn’t know?

      “You cannot go to London. Smugglers, weapons, the boys. I am in far too delicate a state to do without you now. You must forgo your come-out.”

      Gemma’s next breath shook. She should have expected such news, for she’d heard it annually these past six years. The familiar pangs of conflict twisted within her. Every year when Cristobel postponed Gemma’s come-out, Gemma experienced a sense of relief, for she would be able to tend to the boys.

      But there was also a feeling of loss. She yearned to experience the world. To leave this house and Cristobel’s domineering thumb.

      Perhaps keeping her from London was God’s protection. She might well grow greedy in the capital. Yearn to visit more of the world. She would meet handsome gentlemen and might like one too much. She was promised to Hugh, even though she did not love him. Staying home prevented her from falling into temptation.

      The hair on her nape prickled, causing her to look up. Mr. Knox stared at her, his brow still quirked, as if he could read her thoughts.

      Ridiculous. He knew nothing of her. She turned away. “Mayhap it is for the—”

      “It is not.” Amy stood. “Peter will be Baron Lindsay someday. It is expected that his sisters be presented at Court. Peter?”

      “I cannot manage alone,” Cristobel interjected. “Those boys are too much to be borne.”

      “We have a nursemaid,” Peter murmured.

      “I shall take the children with me.” Gemma should have asked Amy and Wyling first. Her gaze begged them. “Will that ease your burden, Cristobel?”

      Mr. Knox watched her, his face etched with—what?—disbelief. No matter. This didn’t concern him a whit.

      “We would welcome them.” Amy laced her arm through her husband’s. “Think how the boys would enjoy London.”

      Wyling, bless him, nodded. “We’ve plenty of room.”

      Stomping and shrieks continued to sound from above. Gemma itched to join them. And tell them to quiet down, of course. After she embraced them.

      Cristobel sighed. “For the Season. Then you must return home.”

      Joy rose in Gemma’s chest. Amy sent her a triumphant grin. Wyling smiled. Peter stared at the rug. Mr. Knox, however, glowered. “I suggest we leave tomorrow, then.”

      “We?”

      His arms folded over his strong chest. “I will escort you. As long as you remain in Hampshire, you should not dismiss the danger of crossing paths again with the Sovereign.”

      * * *

      London filled Tavin’s eyes and ears and nose, familiar in its looming buildings, loud traffic and the sharp smell of the Thames. Home. Yet this didn’t feel like a homecoming.

      He envied Wyling, who dismounted his horse outside his town house on Berkeley Square and assisted the women and children from the coach. Two long days’ travel had taken its toll on Tavin’s body and his nerves. He would not be off his own bay, Raghnall, for a while yet, and their rest would be brief. Come dawn, he and Raghnall would be back on the road to Hampshire.

      “But I wish to ride Mr. Knox’s horse again.” Petey Lyfeld’s freckled features were burnished with eagerness as the six-year-old gazed up at Tavin. “Why did you name your horse Ronald?”

      Tavin laughed. “Rao-nall.” He spelled Raghnall’s name as he patted the gelding’s broad neck. “It is an old word that means wisdom and power.” A tiny reminder of the Gaelic tongue that had infused his childhood.

      “A fitting name for a fine bit of blood and bone.” Petey sounded like his father. “I should like to ride again with you, sir.”

      “Me, too.” Eddie, Petey’s ginger-haired four-year-old brother, pushed forward.

      “Another day, perhaps.” Gemma inserted herself between the boys. Despite the hours of wearying travel and the boys’ precociousness, her voice was gentle. “We are at Uncle Wyling’s.”

      “And I must take my leave.”

      The boys’ faces fell. A pang of conscience speared Tavin’s gut, but he wasn’t obligated to give horsey rides to children. What had possessed him to take them up with him, in turns, after they’d left the posting inn today, anyway?

      Ever the gracious hostess, Amy inclined her head toward the house. “Will you not at least partake of a cold collation?”

      The boys jumped. “Please,” Petey begged. “Say you will.”

      “I cannot.” Tavin hoped his smile was apologetic enough to placate the children.

      “I want to ride Raghnall more.” Eddie stuck a finger in his mouth. Petey still hopped.

      Despite his best intentions, Tavin puffed out an impatient sigh. With every passing minute, his investigation cooled like bread going stale on a windowsill.

      Gemma’s lips pinched. “Mr. Knox must be on his way. He is a busy gentleman.”

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