A Step In Time. Kerry Barrett

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      I knew how these things worked. One of my co-stars had sent a photo of his willy to a fan via Snapchat, she’d screengrabbed it, shared it, and it was all over the internet about thirty seconds later. He’d been suspended for a while but he was back now and it was like nothing had happened. Tim adored me. The Turpin Road viewers adored Betsy. Surely my punishment would be similar?

      Tim shook his head and my heart sank.

      ‘Longer?’ I whispered. ‘Two months?’

      ‘You assaulted her, Amy,’ Tim said. ‘You broke her nose.’

      ‘She was kissing Matty,’ I pointed out.

      ‘You were given a caution. You were lucky not to be charged.’

      ‘I wasn’t charged because her nose was full of coke and she didn’t want to make a fuss,’ I said.

      Tim shrugged.

      ‘That’s as may be,’ he said. ‘But she doesn’t work for me and you do.’

      He paused.

      ‘At least, you did.’

      I went cold. I buried my face in my scarf and looked up at Tim in horror.

      ‘What are you saying?’

      ‘Don’t give me those puppy dog eyes Amy,’ Tim said. ‘You know what I’m saying.’

      ‘I’m out?’

      He nodded.

      ‘My hands are tied, love,’ he said. ‘You punched someone, your pants are all over the PostOnline and there’s bound to be more. They’ll be after anything and everything. Ex-boyfriends, girls you fell out with at school, hairdressers you were rude to – it’s all fair game now.’

      I closed my eyes.

      ‘Build them up, knock them down,’ I said.

      ‘Exactly,’ Tim said.

      ‘No,’ I said. ‘No. The viewers love Betsy. They love her and they love me.’

      I jumped to my feet.

      ‘Look,’ I said, pointing to a framed photo of me gripping a gold statue that had pride of place on the office wall. ‘Do you think the show would have won this BAFTA without Betsy’s mental health problems?’

      Tim shrugged.

      I picked up a pile of magazines that were on his bookshelf and went through them one by one.

      ‘Amy wins big,’ I read, showing him a photo of me with an armload of statues at last year’s soap awards.

      ‘Steal Amy’s summer style.’ I opened Hot magazine at a fashion shoot I’d done and waved it at him.

      ‘Amy bares all?’ I fake-gasped, then giggled as I showed Tim the cover of Cosmo featuring a make-up-free me. ‘I was in make-up for an hour before that shoot.’

      ‘Don’t,’ Tim said. ‘Don’t do this.’

      But I was on a roll. I picked up Yay!

      ‘Amy and Matty: Our plans for the future,’ I read. My voice shook as my bravado deserted me.

      ‘I’ve lost him, Tim,’ I said, hugging the magazine close. ‘Don’t make me lose this, too.’

      ‘No one’s bigger than the show,’ Tim said sadly. ‘But you’ll be okay. You’re very talented.’

      ‘I can come back, right?’ I said, still gripping my magazine. ‘Betsy will come back?’

      Tim looked down at his feet.

      ‘We’re killing you off,’ he said.

      I couldn’t speak.

      ‘It’s going to be huge,’ Tim carried on. ‘The biggest whodunnit since “who shot JR?”. People will be talking about it for years.’

      I bit my lip. I didn’t want him to see me cry.

      ‘We’re rewriting some stuff,’ Tim said. ‘And we’ll film your last scenes this afternoon.’

      I felt sick. This afternoon? How could my entire life change so fast? But I pasted on a smile, took a deep breath and stood up, throwing Yay! down on the desk.

      ‘Okay then,’ I said briskly. ‘Let me have the script A-sap, yes? Thanks for everything.’

      I air-kissed him on both cheeks and legged it out of his office, down the corridor and into the safety of my dressing room. And then I started to cry.

       Chapter 2

      I never let myself cry for too long because I hated when my face got all puffy and my eyes swelled up. So after about ten minutes sobbing into the cushions on my dressing room sofa, I forced myself to get up and face the rest of the day. At Turpin Road we shared our dressing rooms, though I’d heard that on other soaps they got their own. I shared with two other actresses, which I quite liked, actually. They were nice enough and generally I enjoyed having someone to hang out with. Not today, though. Today I was relieved that they weren’t around and I had the place to myself so I could wallow in gloom alone.

      I knew that I’d be called on set soon, so I dragged myself into the shower, trying to think about anything and everything apart from the fact that in the space of twenty-four hours I’d gone from being TV’s hottest star to a jobless, homeless, boyfriendless nobody. I stifled another sob as I shampooed my hair. Crying wouldn’t solve anything.

      By the time I got out of the shower, I had thirteen missed calls – mostly from my agent, Babs, who’d been phoning me non-stop since the story went viral this morning – and a script pushed under my dressing room door. That was it then, the end of Betsy. I picked up the envelope – it was very thin, so obviously the script wasn’t very long. Poor Betsy. I took a deep breath before I opened the flap and scanned the text.

      Interior: The Prince Albert

      Betsy is clearing empty glasses after closing time. A noise makes her jump and turn.

      BETSY: You! What are you doing here?

      A hand reaches out and whacks Betsy on the head. She falls, motionless, to the ground.

      Disgusted, I threw the papers to the floor. I’d given this show three years of my life, and this was how they repaid me? I was their biggest asset. In my head I heard Tim’s voice in my head saying: ‘No one is bigger than Turpin Road, Amy.’ I winced. What a way for him to prove his point.

      Well, at least I didn’t have any lines to learn really. I could just lie on the sofa and feel sorry for myself until СКАЧАТЬ