A Christmas Blessing. Sherryl Woods

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СКАЧАТЬ checked his watch, talked to her, and waited for the next contraction. It came three minutes later.

      He wiped her brow. “Hang in there, darlin’. I’ll be right back.”

      She leveled a blue-eyed glare on him. “Don’t you dare leave me,” she commanded in a tone that could have stopped the D-Day invasion.

      “I’m not going far. I just want some nice, sterile water in here when the baby makes its appearance. And we could use a blanket.” And something to cut the umbilical cord, he thought as his brain finally began to kick in without prodding.

      He’d never moved with more speed in his life. He tested the phone and discovered the lines were down. No surprise in this weather. He sterilized a basin, filled it with water, then cleaned the sharpest knife he could find with alcohol. He deliberately gave a wide berth to the cabinet with the whiskey. He was back in the bedroom before the next pain hit.

      “See there. I didn’t abandon you. Did you take natural childbirth classes?”

      Jessie nodded. “Started two weeks ago. We’d barely gotten to the breathing part.”

      “Then we’re in great shape,” he said with confidence. “You’re going to come through this like a champ.” The truth was he was filled with admiration for her. He’d always known she had more strength and courage than most women he’d known, but tonight she was proving it in spades.

      “Did you call a doctor?” she asked again.

      “I tried. I couldn’t get through. Don’t let it worry you, though. You’re doing just fine. Nature’s doing all the work. The doctor would just be window dressing.”

      Jessie shot him a baleful look.

      “Okay,” he admitted. “It would be nice to have an expert on hand, but this baby’s coming no matter who’s coaching it into the world, so we might just as well count our blessings that you got to my house. What were you doing out all alone on a night like this anyway?”

      “Going to your parents’ house,” she said. “They invited me for the holidays.”

      Luke couldn’t believe that they’d allowed her to drive this close to the delivery of their first grandchild. “Why the hell didn’t Daddy fly you over?”

      “He offered. I’m not crazy about flying in such a little plane, though. I told him the doctor had forbidden it.”

      Luke suspected that was only half the story. He grinned at her. “You sure that was it? Or did that streak of independence in you get you to say no, before you’d even given the matter serious thought?”

      A tired smile came and went in a heartbeat. “Maybe.”

      He hitched a chair up beside the bed and tucked her hand in his. He would not, would not allow himself to think about how sweet it was to be sitting here with her like this, despite the fact that only circumstance had forced them together.

      “Can’t say that I blame you,” he said. “If you don’t kick up a fuss with Daddy every now and then, next thing you know he’s running your life.”

      “Harlan just wants what’s best for his family,” she said.

      Luke smiled at her prompt defense of her father-in-law. One thing about Jessie, she’d always been fair to a fault. She’d even told anyone who’d listen that she didn’t blame him for Erik’s death, even with the facts staring her straight in the face. It didn’t matter. He’d blamed himself enough for both of them.

      “Dad’s also dead certain that he’s the only one who knows what’s best,” he added. “Sometimes, though, he misses the mark by a mile.”

      Her gaze honed in on him. “You’re talking about Erik, aren’t you? You’re thinking about how your father talked him into staying in ranching. If Harlan had let him go, maybe he’d still be alive.”

      And if Luke had been on that tractor, instead of his brother, Erik would be here right now, he thought. He’d known Erik couldn’t manage the thing on the rough terrain, but he’d sent him out there, anyway. He’d told him to grow up and do the job or get out of ranching if he couldn’t hack it. Guilt cut through him at the memory of that last bitter dispute.

      He glanced at Jessie. The mention of Erik threw a barrier up between them as impenetrable as a brick wall. For once, Luke was glad when the next contraction came. And the next. And the one after that. So fast now, that there was no time to think, no time to do anything except help Jessie’s baby into the world.

      “Push, darlin’,” Luke coaxed.

      Jessie screamed. Luke cursed.

      “Push, dammit!”

      “You don’t like how I’m doing it, you take over,” she snapped right back at him.

      Luke laughed. “That’s my Jessie. Sass me all you like, if it helps, but push! Come on, darlin’. I’m afraid this part here is entirely up to you. If I could do it for you, I would.”

      “Luke?”

      There was a plaintive, fearful note in her voice that brought his gaze up to meet hers. “What?”

      “What if something goes wrong?”

      “Nothing is going to go wrong,” he promised. “Everything’s moved along right on schedule so far, hasn’t it?”

      “Luke, I’m having this baby in a ranch house. Doesn’t that suggest that the schedule has been busted to hell?”

      “Your schedule maybe. Obviously the baby has a mind of its own. No wonder, given the way you take charge of your life. You’re strong and brave and your baby’s going to be just exactly like you,” he said reassuringly.

      “I think I’ve changed my mind,” she said with a note of determination in her voice. “I’m not ready for this. I’m not ready to be a mother. I can’t cope with a baby on my own.”

      Luke laughed. “Too late now. Looks to me like that horse is out of the barn.”

      Moments later, a sense of awe spread through him at the first glimpse of the baby’s head, covered with dark, wet hair.

      “My God, Jessie, I can see the baby. Just a little more work, darlin’, and you’ll have a fine, healthy baby in your arms. That’s it. Harder. Push harder.”

      “I can’t,” she wailed.

      “You can,” Luke insisted. “Here we go, darlin’.” He slid his hands under the baby’s tiny shoulders. “One more.” Jessie bore down like a trooper and the baby slipped into his hands.

      “Luke,” Jessie whispered at once. “Is the baby okay? I don’t hear anything.”

      The baby let out a healthy yowl. Luke beamed at both of them. “I think that’s your answer,” he said.

      He surveyed the squalling baby he was holding. “Let’s see now. Ten tiny fingers. Ten itsy-bitsy toes. And the prettiest, sassiest blue eyes you ever did see. Just СКАЧАТЬ