Cowboy Daddy. Carolyne Aarsen

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      As for God? When Tricia left eight years ago, Nicole’s faith in God had wavered. When Nicole’s adoptive mother died of cancer three years after that, Nicole stopped thinking God cared.

      God, if he did exist, was simply a figurehead. Someone people went to when they didn’t know where else to turn and even then a huge disappointment.

      “How about we check out the kittens,” she said, brushing aside her anger. All that mattered was that she had found the boys.

      “I don’t want to see the kittens,” Justin said with a pout. “I want to see the horses.”

      “Uncle Kip won’t let us,” Tristan said, placing his hands on his hips. “You know that.”

      “We won’t go into the corrals.” Justin tugged on her hand. “Uncle Kip won’t get mad if we just look.”

      Nicole easily remembered Kip Cosgrove’s formidable expression. Best not cross him sooner than she had to. “Maybe another time,” she said. “We should go back to the house.”

      “I want to see the horses.” Justin pulled loose and took off.

      “Justin, come back here,” she called, still holding onto Tristan as Justin disappeared around the barn.

      Nicole turned to Tristan. “You stay here, okay?” She spoke firmly so he understood.

      Tristan nodded, his blue eyes wide with uncertainty.

      “I have to get your brother.” She patted him on the shoulder, allowed herself a moment to cup his soft, tender cheek, then turned to get Justin.

      Nicole ran around the barn in time to see Justin with his foot on the bottom rail of the corral. She ran over the uneven ground and caught him by the waistband of his blue jeans just as he took another shaky step up.

      “I can go up myself,” he said, trying to pull free.

      “If your uncle said no, then it’s no,” Nicole said, shifting her grip from his pants to his shirt. No way was she bucking Uncle Kip on this. She needed all her ammunition for a much bigger battle. “So let’s go.”

      “What’s going on?” Kip’s deep voice, edged with anger, reverberated through the quiet of the afternoon.

      Nicole’s heart stuttered at the latent fury in his voice.

      Still holding on to Justin’s arm, she turned to see Kip standing behind her, Tristan beside him.

      “Justin, get down from that fence. You and Tristan are to go back to the house right now,” Kip said, his tone brooking no argument. “Gramma is waiting for you.”

      “I want to stay with Nicole. She said I could see the horses with her.”

      Nicole was about to correct that when Kip spoke again.

      “I need to talk to Miss Nicole,” he said. “Alone.”

      His anger seemed extreme for the circumstances. That could mean only one thing. He knew about her momentary deception.

      Time to come clean. She had seen the boys and was ready to face him down. She had Tricia’s will and the law on her side.

      Justin jumped down and scampered around the barn, Tristan close behind.

      Kip watched them leave, then walked toward her, his booted feet stirring up little clouds of dust. The utter stillness of the air felt fraught with uncertainty and a feeling of waiting.

      He stopped in front of her, crossed his arms over his chest and angled his head to one side.

      Fear trembled in her midsection, threaded with a peculiar awareness of him. She pushed her reaction aside and focused on the job she had come here to do.

      “We need to talk,” he said quietly.

      “I know—”

      “I’ve decided to hire you,” he said.

      This wasn’t what she had expected when he came storming around the barn, anger and fury in his eyes.

      “I’ve got a lot going,” he said. “And I can’t stay on top of everything. I really could use your help.”

      The appeal in his voice and the confusion of his expression created an answering flash of sympathy. When she first came into his house, she felt overwhelmed at the mess. When she saw poor Mrs. Cosgrove, trying to fold laundry from her wheelchair, she knew she couldn’t walk away.

      So she pitched in and started cleaning. Mrs. Cosgrove’s gratitude made her momentary subterfuge seem worthwhile.

      Now a man who looked like he could eat bullets and spit out the casings was launching an appeal for her help.

      He held his hands up in a gesture of surrender. “So tell me what you want to get paid, and we’ll see if we can figure something out.”

      Nicole held his gaze, and when he gave her a half smile, her heart shifted and softened. For a moment, as their eyes held, a tiny crack opened in her defenses, a delicate pining for something missing in her life. As quickly as it came, she sealed it off. Opening herself up to someone would cost too much.

      Besides, he was the enemy. The one who stood between her and her beloved sister’s boys. When he found out who she was, the warmth in his eyes would freeze.

      She took a breath and plunged in.

      “You may as well know, I didn’t come to apply for the housekeeping position.” Nicole spoke quietly, folding her hands in front of her and forcing herself to hold his gaze. “I’m Tricia’s adoptive sister. Justin and Tristan’s aunt. I’ve come to take the boys.”

      Chapter Two

      Kip stared at the woman in front of him, her words spinning around his head.

      Tricia’s sister? Come to take his boys? His brother’s sons?

      “What are you talking about? What do you mean?” His heart did a slow flip as the implications of what she said registered.

      He had come here to offer her a job, and when he saw Justin climbing the fence of the horse corral, he’d lost it. In front of his very attractive prospective employee.

      Now, with his heart still pounding from seeing Justin up on the fence, he was sandbagged with this piece of information.

      “When were you going to tell me that you weren’t applying for the job?” Kip growled, unable to keep his anger tamped down.

      “I just did.” Nicole raised her chin and looked at him with her cool gray-green eyes. “I had no intention of fooling anyone.”

      Kip gave a short laugh. “So how do you figure you’re taking the boys? How does that work?”

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