Addicted. Charlotte Featherstone

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      “Your thoughts will get you kicked out of parliament once you gain your seat.”

      “There are others like me, Vallery. There is a whole class of men who think just as I think.”

      “That was university, when you were young and idealistic. Every young man at that age wants to change the world. Everyone thinks they can. Then they get out into the real world, and they then decide that the privilege of their birth is more important to fight for than the miserable lives of those born below them.”

      “Idleness and indolence. That is what you always say of my class.”

      “I do not mean to insinuate that you are always indolent, milord.”

      Lindsay reached for the towel Vallery held out to him and dried his hair. “But you do think my wealth could be better spent than on lavish opium dens.”

      “You have been known to be gone for days, milord.”

      “Let me worry about that. You worry about what I’ve said. The world is changing, Vallery. Slowly, but surely. I know it can change. I know it will change.”

      “The haves will continue to have, and the have-nots will continue to go without. It is the way of things. The foundation of our empire.”

      “I see the failures of our aristocratic forebears. No longer can our huge estates thrive and survive on the backs of the working man. In time, Vallery, we aristocrats will be working men, too.”

      “You already do, milord. Making money is your full-time vocation.”

      Lindsay grinned. “I do have a knack for it, I’ll admit. But what I find just as thrilling is teaching others how to double, triple their income.”

      “You’ve the heart of a merchant, hoarding your treasures and counting your money, you’ve the mind of a mercenary who strategizes every move. You will forgive me for saying, my lord, but you are unlike any aristocrat I’ve ever met.”

      “And that’s why you jumped at the chance to be my valet once your soldiering days were over.” Vallery, the taciturn man, rolled his eyes. Lindsay threw the wet towel at him. “You may accuse me of many things, but never of withholding knowledge from the everyday man. They, too, deserve a chance. I’m only seeing to it they get it. Why should it only be blue bloods who are given the chance to increase their fortunes? We’re born rich, the untitled man is not. He is the one who needs the chances in life.”

      “You’re a good man, my lord. I wonder when you’ll see it? You are not your father, nor are you likely to become like him.”

      Lindsay grimaced. “Good God, Vallery, don’t go all sentimental on me now. It gives me hives. I’d rather you call me a stupid ass for my behaviors than talk this melodrama. I’ve told you time and time again, I’m a dabbler. A dilettante, if you please. I am no rookery addict.”

      “Of course, milord.”

      Lindsay knew the man was lying. Knew his manservant was worried. But there was nothing to be worried about, because he could throw out his pipe whenever he damned well pleased. He did not have a habit.

      “I am always available to you, Vallery. Lord knows you’ve put up with enough of my shenanigans since Cambridge. The least I can do is see to it that your retirement will be prosperous.”

      “There is no denying your skill at the ’Change. You’ve certainly saved this place from demolition,” Vallery muttered as he looked around the lavish Moorish architecture that surrounded them.

      “My father has wallowed in his cups for too many years. He hasn’t seen to the proper running of this place for decades.”

      “I hope he knows to whom he is indebted.”

      Lindsay laughed as he tied the sash around his middle. “My father is too busy drinking and whoring to notice what has gone on around him. Hell, the walls could crumble about our heads and he’d be too drunk to notice—or care. No, my father worries about his hounds and his drink, my mother and her comforts have been gone from his mind for many years.”

      Running two fingers over his chin, Lindsay felt the growth that had erupted since last night. He bent and looked at the shadowed reflection in the mirror. “What do you think? Too much?”

      “I think you will frighten off the ladies, milord.”

      “Really?” He doubted Anais would be frightened of a little beard. Not her. She was not a silly chit. Perhaps she might even like it. He grinned, running his fingers over the stubble. Perhaps Anais would care to learn the benefits of a little facial hair. With the proper tutor, Anais might very well welcome such lessons. Certainly she would enjoy the scrape of his chin against her soft, fleshy thighs. He knew he certainly would.

      “It is not my place to ask, milord—”

      “When has that ever stopped you?” Lindsay interrupted as he took a chair and allowed his head to be tipped back in preparation for a shave.

      “You do allow me unheard of freedoms, milord.”

      “Yes, well, I’m a Renaissance man. I keep telling you that, Vallery.”

      “And I keep telling you I don’t know what that means.”

      Lindsay saw him reach for the silver blade and swirl it in the water of the blue ceramic basin. “It means I am rather liberal and my way of thinking is new and perhaps a bit nonconformist.”

      Vallery grunted and brought the blade to Lindsay’s throat. “What I was going to ask, milord, is if you wanted the blue jacket and the ivory waistcoat this evening.”

      Lindsay could almost hear his valet finish his question with “you know, the new ones you’ve been saving for just the right evening.”

      “You must have found the box I hid in the waistcoat.”

      Vallery flushed. “I did, indeed, milord.”

      “What did you think of it?”

      “I think you shall have to get the lady some sort of support for her hand. That gem is the largest I think I’ve ever seen.”

      Lindsay smiled. “It came all the way from India. Cost me a packet, but what does that matter when I shall have the privilege of seeing it every day on her finger. I think of it as my brand, Vallery. I hope to claim her with that ring.”

      “I think any woman would be claimed by such a bauble, my lord.”

      Lindsay chuckled. The diamond was very big, but not garish. He hoped it said devotion and undying love, not greed. “Do you think tonight would be a good night to ask her, Vallery? Is that what you are suggesting?”

      “It is not my place to suggest, milord.”

      He laughed. Bloody hell, his bossy valet was always suggesting. Just last night he suggested that he’d had enough of the red smoke. Lindsay had spited him by blowing another cloud.

      All finished with the shave, Lindsay stood and strolled over to the divan where Vallery had prepared СКАЧАТЬ