Someone To Love. Melissa de La Cruz

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      “I would love to go to London,” Antonia says. “Doesn’t mean I want to teleport.”

      “There’s already been successful teleportation of entangled atoms.”

      “You’re just showing off now.”

      I laugh. I love listening to Antonia and Sam debate each other. Sam’s a really philosophical person. He reads a ton and is easy to have deep conversations with, while Antonia’s funny and quick on her feet. It’s great when they get so salty with each other.

      “Do you know the creepiest part?” Sam asks. “If you teleport, you die.”

      Antonia appears disgusted at the thought. “That’s the dumbest way of traveling I’ve ever heard. How’s that even possible?”

      “Because you’re reborn,” Sam says. “Not cloned per se. Just transferred.”

      “I don’t want to die, and I definitely don’t want to be a baby if I’m going to London for lunch,” she says. “You going to be there to push me around in a stroller when I’m reborn?”

      “The idea has already been tested with photons over dozens of miles,” he says. “The theory is that one day you will step into some kind of particle tube that will scan your trillions of atomic particles and send all the data to another particle chamber in London. It’ll create a new you, as you are now, no different. Same you. Same thoughts. Same everything. Only the old you will disappear into a blur of particles. Poof.”

      Antonia leans away from Sam in disbelief. “So you mean that in the movies whenever someone is beamed somewhere they die every single time?”

      Sam laughs. “I guess so. Something like that anyway.”

      “Whatever,” Antonia says. “I’ll just have lunch here.”

      “You can teleport me to New York,” I say.

      “Didn’t you hear what he said about teleporting?” Antonia pretends to be serious. “You have to die to do it. Not cool.”

      “But it’s the same you,” Sam argues. “Nothing would be different.”

      “Hell no,” Antonia says. “Isn’t that immoral? Killing people to teleport them? Nope. I won’t support any technology that makes you die to use it.”

      “I don’t think it’s immoral at all if you’re just as you were,” he says. “It’s not like you’d see anything gross. Your old particles would just be gone. Replaced with new ones.”

      “Immoral,” Antonia says. She’s obviously joking, but I can tell she’s pushing his buttons. He’s looking down at the kitchen tile. Something’s definitely bugging him. I try to think of the situation from his perspective and start to feel guilty.

      He probably wouldn’t have liked going to the party anyway—Sam’s not a big party kind of person—but now I feel like a jerk for at least not inviting him.

      “Want to watch something?” I ask. “I need a break from all this studying.”

      “It’s hard to rationalize immoral,” Sam says, “when you two were hitting some swanky boat party last weekend. I’m sure there were lots of important people.”

      “You told him?” I snap at Antonia.

      “You were probably drinking too much to remember,” Sam whispers so Mom doesn’t hear from the living room, “but you told me you were going to a party. It wasn’t that hard to figure out which one. The whole school had been talking about it.”

      “Who said anyone was drinking?” Antonia says, feigning shock. “That’s your assumption. I’ll have you know I was queen of the dance floor.” She points at me. “I can’t speak for lovergirl though.”

      “Me?” I say defensively. “I didn’t do anything. You rescued me anyway.”

      “From who?” Sam asks, alarmed. “You okay?”

      “It doesn’t matter,” I say. “You don’t need to protect me.”

      He looks down at his lap. I automatically feel bad for snapping at him, but I don’t want him to know about Jackson. It would make the whole situation worse. Sam has never liked Jackson. He’s too flashy, too full of himself. I think Sam is jealous.

      “Don’t worry, Sam,” Antonia says to him. “She handled herself... Once I walked up, anyway.”

      “It wasn’t anything like that,” I say. “I was ready to go.”

      “Uh-huh,” Antonia says.

      “I hope you weren’t too drunk,” Sam snaps.

      I start to feel even guiltier. Not because of the drinking, but because Sam must really be hurt that I didn’t invite him. He never talks like that. But I’m not backing down.

      “I can handle myself,” I say back. “You don’t have to fight my battles for me.”

      “You two need to find your chill.” Antonia stands up, looking for something around the room. “Speaking of drinking. You don’t have anything in your bedroom we can...do you?”

      “Are you serious?” Sam asks, leaning back in his chair and looking down the hallway to the living room to see if Mom is near. “Right now?”

      Antonia’s eyes are wide, matter-of-fact. “Of course I’m serious. Never been more serious. Maybe you should lighten up.”

      “I’m chill,” he says.

      “I might have something.” I give them both a mischievous grin, thankful that Antonia derailed the conversation. I really don’t want to fight with Sam. “Let’s go look.”

      Sam holds up his textbook. “What about the chemistry test?”

      Antonia is the first to get up. “Like you’re even talking chemistry, quantum leap boy.”

      I nod my head. “I think I’ve had all the chemistry I can handle for tonight.”

      “I guess you’re right,” Sam says.

      He follows us up the stairs to my room. I push open the door, wait for them to come in, then shut and lock it. “You never know,” I say.

      “Better safe than sorry,” Antonia agrees. “Wow, your room hasn’t changed one bit,” she adds. “It’s still so dark.”

      She’s always teased me about how little sunlight I let inside my room. The walls are painted navy, but I’m not a total vampire. There are twinkle lights under a white canopy over my bed that gives the room this dreamy atmosphere. It helps me sleep.

      Besides the framed Frida print, there’s a giant chalkboard leaning on the wall next to my bed where I doodle and write my favorite quotes. The bookshelves are stuffed with diaries, art books and old records. A pale green chair sits next to my easel. Art supplies are scattered on the floor СКАЧАТЬ