The Fragile Ordinary. Samantha Young

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СКАЧАТЬ I had on my neck when the class was staring at me, waiting for me to answer, hadn’t gone away. In fact, it felt like my neck was burning hotter.

      Giving in to temptation, I glanced over my shoulder, searching for the cause, and froze, breath and all, when I did.

      Tobias King was looking at me.

      Really looking at me.

      Our gazes held for a moment, and my cheeks grew warm as my heart picked up pace.

      Tobias frowned and jerked his gaze away.

      Flushing harder, I turned back fully in my seat and willed my heart rate to slow.

      So what if Tobias King had finally noticed me. He was a bad boy. He was arrogant, cocky, hanging out with guys who were going nowhere in life, and he definitely shouldn’t be in my Higher classes with me. I was not attracted to this boy, and I should not feel a thrill of anticipation, a flutter of butterflies, just because we’d made eye contact.

      No.

      Nope.

      Definitely NOT.

      I was Comet Caldwell. I might be many things, and not many other things, but I was above having a crush on a boy who disdained Shakespeare.

      * * *

      “Uh, Comet.” Mr. Stone approached me after the bell rang.

      I looked up from putting my books and jotter away. “Yes?”

      My teacher leaned a hand on the desk and lowered his voice as the rest of the class filtered out for their last class of the day. “I was wondering if perhaps your dad might be interested in coming in next term to talk with the class about writing skills.”

      An instant flush of irritation rushed through me and then worse...

      Self-doubt.

      Had Mr. Stone paid attention to me only because of who my dad was?

      “I just found out.” He smiled, looking sheepish. “I never put K. L. Caldwell and your dad together. It was Mrs. Bennett that told me yesterday.”

      Mrs. Bennett was my third-year English teacher. She’d also tried to get me to ask dad to come speak with the class.

      “Um...” I stood up, pulling the strap of my heavy bag onto my shoulder. “Did Mrs. Bennett tell you my dad doesn’t do school talks?”

      The light of anticipation died in his eyes as he straightened. “She mentioned it. I was just hoping he might have changed his mind.”

      I shook my head. “I’m sorry, Mr. Stone. I really am. But it’s not his thing. He asked me not to ask him again. He doesn’t like being put in the position of having to say no to me,” I lied.

      “Oh, then don’t, please,” Mr. Stone reassured me. “It was just a thought. You better get to your next class.”

      As I was leaving he called my name again. I looked back and he gave me an encouraging smile. “You did well today.”

      “Thanks, Mr. Stone.” I smiled back and left his classroom feeling reassured that my favorite teacher liked me as a pupil and not as K. L. Caldwell’s kid. But the lie I’d told him, and not the thing about my dad not enjoying saying no to me, sat heavy on my chest, refusing to shift.

      I hated lying.

      Yet, I hated the idea of my dad coming into our class and talking about writing and books with us. There was no way I’d let the rest of the world see the strange dynamic between me and my father. Plus, he’d love the whole thing. Educating young minds. Passing on literary wisdom. I didn’t want him to have that.

      I didn’t want him to have any part of the one place in my life right now, outside of my beach and bedroom, that fit me.

      * * *

      “Comet!”

      Startled by the interruption, I pulled out my earphones and twisted my neck to find my dad standing behind the bench I was sitting on. The sea wind blew his hair off his forehead and his T-shirt batted around his body like a flag.

      I looked out at the sea and frowned to see how rough it was getting out there. The clouds above us were growing steadily dark.

      “Carrie made her celebratory chicken curry. Thought you might want some.”

      Although when I’d gotten home from school I’d eaten two muffins that Mrs. Cruickshank had baked, I wasn’t going to say no to Carrie’s chicken curry. Grabbing my stuff, I hopped off the bench and followed my dad over the esplanade and into the garden.

      He glanced over his shoulder at me. “You’re not even wearing a jacket. It’s cold out here, Comet.”

      Goose bumps prickled my skin, but I hadn’t even noticed, I’d been so lost in writing. “Yeah.”

      After dumping my notebooks and pens in my bedroom I found my parents sitting at the island in the kitchen eating the only thing Carrie knew how to cook.

      A bowl of curry had been left out for me, and I grabbed a water from the fridge before sitting down with them. Every time Carrie finished a commission, she made enough chicken curry to last us days. However, usually it was left to either Dad or me to feed us. I had to give my parents props for that. They had never forgotten to feed me. As far as I was aware.

      “Kyle said you were writing. Again,” Carrie commented as I dug into my curry.

      I froze and looked at them both through lowered lids.

      “Finally going to admit we’ve got another writer in the family?” Dad teased.

      “I’m not,” I lied. “It’s homework assignments for English.”

      They seemed to accept that. Or at least they pretended to.

      “I wish I was writing a bloody homework assignment.” Dad frowned at his dinner. “I wrote fifty words today. Fifty.”

      “Honey, it will come.” Carrie wrapped her small hand around the nape of his neck and squeezed him in comfort. “It always does.”

      He gave her a pained smile. “I think maybe I need a change of scenery.”

      I covered my snort with a cough, but neither of them were looking at me. We lived on a beach! Hello! He had the best view of any writer, ever.

      “Well, we could go away.” Carrie flicked a look at me. “Comet’s old enough to stay home alone for a few days.”

      Again with the covering of more snorts.

      I’d been old enough to stay home alone while they went on a mini-break together since I was thirteen years old. It was just another reason Mrs. Cruickshank didn’t like my parents. They’d left me to take a mini-break to Vienna, and our neighbor hadn’t realized I was home alone until my parents’ return. She’d told me to tell her next time so I could stay with her. I hadn’t ever actually stayed there, but the few times my parents did leave me at СКАЧАТЬ