Daredevil's Run. Kathleen Creighton

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СКАЧАТЬ her yourself, soon enough. She’s flying out tomorrow.”

      “No kidding? Hey, that’s great. No kids, though, I’m guessing?”

      The candlepower went just a shade dimmer. “Not yet. Sam’s been busy with her career—she’s a pilot, did Wade tell you?—and then we’ve both been occupied with this search. Still two missing, you know. The twins—the little girls are out there, somewhere. We’re not ready to give up just yet.”

      He took off his glasses, frowned at them, then shifted those deep, dark, see-everything eyes back to Matt. “What about you? You broke things off with Alex, so…what now? Do you have anybody special in your life? Do you plan to get married someday, have kids of your own? I’m assuming everything’s…”

      Matt jumped in with a cough and a hurried, “Oh, yeah. Everything’s fine. Works just…fine. You know….” And after an awkward pause, “I’d like to find somebody, sure.” From out of the past a pair of hazel eyes fringed with black swam into his mind and gazed at him accusingly. You found her, you idiot. And you were too stupid to know it.

      His consciousness protested. Hey, I wasn’t the stupid one.

       You could have changed her mind if you’d tried hard enough.

       I would have. I meant to. I thought I had time….

      Cory’s voice broke into his inner debate. “You and Alex…”

      “Whatever we were,” Matt said evenly, “it’s history.”

      “That’s…not the impression I got from her.”

      Matt jerked away from the table, needing a physical outlet for the anger that spasmed through him. “Look—you don’t…You have to know her.” He gave a short, hard laugh as he wheeled into the kitchen and lobbed his empty beer can into the sink, liking the clatter it made. “She’s got some issues, believe me.”

      His brother’s mild tone told him he wasn’t impressed by the display. “So, tell me about her.”

      Sam’s “Hey…” was mumbled and sleepy, and Cory closed his eyes in contrition.

      “I woke you. I’m sorry. I didn’t think about the time difference.”

      “No…no, ‘sokay.” He could hear rustlings, and for a moment, knowing she preferred to sleep nude, enjoyed the mental picture of his wife getting herself propped up on pillows and the sheet pulled up across her breasts. “Tell me. You’ve seen him? Talked to him?”

      “Just came from having dinner with him. He fixed us hamburgers.”

      “Umm. Yum.”

      “Sam, I wish you could have seen him. He coaches a bunch of teenagers with SCIs. Have you ever heard of ‘Murderball’?”

      “I have, actually. Well, gee, Pearse, what did you expect? He’s your brother. So, how is he? I mean, you know, about…”

      “Being paralyzed? He seems to have adjusted very well. Ask me how it was seeing him like that.”

      “Okay.”

      “In a word, awful. I kept thinking I could have changed things if I’d…you know. That he wouldn’t be in that chair if I’d been there for him.”

      “Pearse—”

      “I know, I know. He already told me what he thought of that notion. There is something I’d like to do for him though. This is something I think I might be able to fix.” And maybe it’ll help with these guilt feelings…

      “Okay, tell me. Can I help?”

      “I think so, yes. You’re still coming tomorrow, right?”

      “Right. Hitched a ride with the U.S. Navy. Leaving at O-six hundred. You’re picking me up at Edwards, right?”

      “You bet.” Cory let out a breath. “I’m going to take Matt back to the mountains, Sam. He’s adjusted okay in most ways, but…he’d never admit it, but I think he’s lonely. He’d like someone—a wife, kids—but I don’t think he’s ever going to be able to find anyone as long as he’s got this unresolved thing for Alex Penny. His expartner. I’m positive he’s still got feelings for her, and it’s a big hurting empty inside him.”

      He listened to some more rustlings, and then, “Darlin’, I know you want to help your brother, but meddlin’ in his love life? I don’t know about that…Do you think taking him back to the life he used to have is such a good idea? Seems like that could be pretty hard.”

      “Oh, yeah. He admitted that. He said it was the reason he chose not to go back. But I think there’s more to him not going back than not wanting to face his old life. He’s got more guts than that.” He paused. “I think he’d have gone back if she’d asked him to.”

      “Well, why didn’t she? Maybe she doesn’t have the same feelings he does.”

      “That’s just it—I think she does. Sam, she’s still hurt and angry after five years. That doesn’t come from nothing.”

      “True.” He heard a swallowed yawn. “Then why? Is she just proud? Stubborn? What?”

      “Mmm, I don’t know. Some, maybe. But Matt told me some things about her that might help to explain why she didn’t ask him to stay. Apparently she grew up in a trailer park in a little town on the Mojave Desert. Single mom, father deserted her mother as soon as he found out she was pregnant. Mom was bitter but tough, and raised her daughter to fend for herself, be self-sufficient, not depend on anybody but herself, and especially not a man. She died of cancer about the time Alex met Matt.”

      “Oh boy.”

      “Yeah. Add to that the fact that Matt’s got his pride, too, and he’s trying to prove to himself he can make it on his own, doesn’t want pity, doesn’t want charity, so the only way he’s going to stay on the river is if his partner convinces him she really wants and needs him.”

      “Which goes against the whole mind-set she was raised with. So, how do we go about fixing this?”

      “I told you. We’re going to take him back to the river. I want to book us a rafting trip—you, me and Matt. They do trips with all sorts of disabled people, so I know it’s doable. Then, once we get him there, we let nature take its course. I’ll butt out, I promise.”

      “Okay,” Sam said, softly laughing, obviously not believing that for a minute. “That’s fine…but how do you intend to convince this little brother of yours to go along with your plan? From the sound of things, he’s got a mind of his own.”

      “I’ll put it to him in the one way he won’t be able to refuse,” Cory said, letting his smile into his voice. “He’s a bit of a daredevil. So, I plan to dare him.”

      “No way,” Alex said. “Not in a million years. Out of the question.”

      “You go, girl,” Eve said, clinking beer bottles with her across the remains of their burgers and fries.

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