Addicted to Nick. Bronwyn Jameson

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      “I can see that much.”

      “Glad your eyesight’s not a problem,” she mumbled.

      “Nothing wrong with my eyesight…fortunately.”

      She let the horse’s leg down and tsked with disgust as she strode to the anvil seated on a nearby workbench and started bashing at the horseshoe. “Haven’t you anything better to do than ogle my backside?” Bash. Bash. Bash.

      “You think I was ogling?”

      She stopped hammering long enough to cast him a long-suffering look.

      “I hardly ever ogle a woman with a hammer in her hand. Too dangerous.”

      She almost smiled at that. Almost. Nick wondered why she fought the urge, wondered what it would take to hear her laugh out loud. He had a feeling he would enjoy seeing her emotive eyes brimming with laughter even more than he enjoyed them sparking with irritation.

      “I hope it doesn’t bother you, me sitting here, watching you.”

      “Actually it does.” Tossing the hammer aside, she turned around to face him. “I’m not used to having anyone watch me work.”

      “Joe didn’t?”

      “He…he didn’t make me feel uncomfortable.” And Nick did. He could see the uneasiness in her gaze, in the restless way she shifted her weight from one hip to the other, in the way she scuffed the toe of one boot against the ground.

      “You must have gotten along pretty well with Joe,” he said before she could turn away again. He didn’t mind if her discomfort was due to her awareness of him, but he did want her comfortable enough to talk with him. Joe seemed like the place to start.

      “Because he left me so much?”

      “That’s not what I meant.”

      One corner of her mouth curled cynically. “No?”

      “No. You say you weren’t lovers, but obviously you were closer than the usual boss-employee.”

      Their eyes met and held, and he saw a flicker of something—maybe surprise, maybe relief, maybe some kind of yielding—before she looked away. He saw her swallow, then take a deep breath, before she spoke in a slow, measured voice.

      “Joe gave me this job at a time when I really needed it, and he did so against everyone’s advice. I knew horses, but I’d never managed a stable this size. I was young and inexperienced, plus I was female. But he went with his gut instinct, and he gave me the job.” A ghost of a smile curved her lips and touched Nick somewhere deep inside, somewhere he didn’t even want to identify. “I made sure he never regretted that decision, and he appreciated the extra effort I put in. We weren’t lovers, but we built a bond.”

      “Of mutual respect?”

      She looked up then, and the intensity in her eyes smacked him hard, midchest. “I don’t know about the mutual, but I do know how much I respected Joe. I admired him, I loved him, I wished he was my father.” The last phrase came out in a breathy rush. Then, as if she regretted letting on so much, she turned her head and looked away.

      “You said Joe gave you a job at a time when you really needed it. You were broke?”

      “In more ways than you can imagine.”

      Silently Nick willed her to go on, to tell him something of the past that shadowed her voice.

      “I won’t bore you with the long story. Suffice it to say my esteem had taken a pounding and this job was exactly what I needed. I’m not talking about finding employment or the money—it was the responsibility and the trust. It was his belief in me.”

      She turned abruptly and stomped back to the horse, leaving Nick standing there weighed down by the intensity of her words and his own memories. He had experienced that same aching need. Hell, he’d spent the first eight years of his life with no one caring for him, let alone believing in him, so it had taken him a long time to recognize those gifts as the most precious Joe had given him when he took him into his family and called him his second son.

      “Yeah,” he muttered hoarsely to himself. “I wish he’d been my father, too.”

      He found her back at work, nailing the shoe with businesslike efficiency, as if she had already shed the emotion that still knotted Nick’s gut. That irritated him almost as much as how she had walked away. He watched her swat a fly from the horse’s belly, and with half an eye noticed the animal had worked its lead undone. It didn’t seem to be going anywhere—in fact, it looked like it had fallen asleep. What was it with her animals and sleep?

      “Why don’t you get a farrier to do that?” he asked.

      “Pay someone to do something I can do? I don’t think so.”

      “Why do something so tough and painstaking when you can pay someone to do it?” he countered.

      She looked up, her eyes sharp with disdain. “That’s not my way of doing things.”

      Trying to prove her toughness, Nick guessed. Not because she was young and inexperienced, but because she was female. There was a story here, a history he suddenly needed to know. “What is your way, Tamara?”

      No answer. Okay. He would try a different tack.

      “How did you learn to farrier?”

      “My father taught me.”

      “Your father’s a horseman?”

      “He was.”

      That was it. No further explanation, and, dammit, her reticence intrigued him as much as it irritated him. “So you followed the family tradition into horse training?”

      In one smooth movement she turned, drew the horse’s leg forward and rested the hoof on her thigh. “I chose this profession because I love it. Tradition had nothing to do with it.”

      Nick inspected her closely drawn brows, the flare of her nostrils, her tense grip on the hammer. “For someone who loves her job, you don’t look like you’re having much fun.”

      Eyes almost crossed with consternation, she glared up at him, but before she could respond the horse swung its head and nipped her neatly on the backside. She yelped and leaped sideways, and when Nick grabbed her shoulders to pull her aside and then to steady her, he noticed the tears flooding her eyes. He also noticed that she wasn’t rubbing her behind but was sucking her thumb.

      “Hey, what’s the matter?”

      She slid the thumb from her mouth, and Nick felt the most unexpected rush of heat. Unexpected and unwarranted, given the circumstances. It was those lips, that damn pout.

      “Here, let me see.” Gently he took her hand and inspected the blood oozing from the base of her thumb. The sharp end of an unclinched nail had obviously dug in. “Do you have first-aid supplies?”

      “It’s only a scratch.”

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