The Forgotten Holocaust. Scott Mariani

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       Chapter Three

      Some time later, Ben left the guesthouse and wandered back down the private beach towards the water to sit on the big, flat barnacled rock he’d often sat on in the past. At high tide it overhung the surf and he’d spent many hours gazing at the water, smoking, thinking, alone. With three pints of Mrs Henry’s Guinness inside him, he was feeling a little more mellow than he had earlier. The booze helped to take the edge off his raw emotions, but he was acutely conscious of having been overdoing it lately, as well as of being somewhat out of condition after these weeks of neglecting his fitness. It didn’t take long at all for self-discipline to slip and bad habits to begin to shoot up like weeds.

      He hated himself for letting it happen. In all the years since qualifying for 22 SAS, he’d kept up virtually the same disciplined, even punishing, regime and now here he was, by his own strict standards, intolerably slack, lazy and listless.

      As he watched the waves, he made himself a promise that tomorrow morning, rain or shine, he’d be up with the sunrise and out running on the beach. He didn’t expect to be able to jump right back into his routine with the usual five miles followed by a hundred or so press-ups and sit-ups. But you had to start somewhere.

      Meanwhile, there wasn’t much to do but let the time slip idly by. Reaching into the pocket of his leather jacket he took out his rumpled blue pack of Gauloises and Zippo lighter. He lit up the thirteenth – or was it the fourteenth? – cigarette of the day and gazed at the steel-coloured horizon. Those dark clouds over there in the west, somewhere over the Aran Islands, were gathering and sweeping in fast towards the mainland. A rainstorm was coming.

      The crunch of approaching footsteps on the pebbles made him turn to see someone crossing the beach towards his rock. He recognised her at once: the sandy-haired woman who’d been sitting in the guesthouse earlier. She’d put a lightweight fleece on over her T-shirt and had her cloth bag slung over her shoulder.

      As she came closer, she smiled at him. ‘Hello,’ she said. She had blue-grey eyes, which she shielded from the sun. The sea breeze gently ruffled her short hair.

      Ben smiled back, but his smile was a little forced. He’d have preferred to have been left alone. When this had been his own private stretch of beach he’d been used to having it to himself. It seemed odd to have uninvited company here.

      ‘Mind if I join you?’

      ‘Be my guest,’ he replied.

      She smoothed her hand along the rock and found a place to sit. ‘Nice here, isn’t it?’

      He nodded. ‘Certainly is.’

      ‘I’m Kristen. Kristen Hall.’ Her accent was English, Home Counties maybe.

      ‘Ben.’ He held out his hand. Her grip felt soft but firm in his.

      ‘I know,’ she said. ‘Ben Hope.’

      He stared at her for a moment.

      ‘Mrs Henry told me who you were,’ she said, laughing at his surprised look. ‘She said the place used to belong to you.’

      ‘It’s true.’

      ‘It’s so lovely. You must miss it.’

      This wasn’t a topic he wanted to dwell on. ‘So I hear you’re a writer,’ he said instead.

      Kristen grinned. ‘Mrs Henry does like to blabber, doesn’t she?’

      ‘Certainly does. She’s all excited that you might include the guesthouse in your novel.’

      ‘She’s going to be disappointed. I’m not a novelist.’

      ‘Oh,’ Ben said, nodded, and looked back out to sea again.

      ‘More of a glorified journalist, really,’ she added.

      Ben fell silent. He didn’t have much to say, about books or journalism or anything else.

      ‘I’m sorry,’ she said. ‘I can tell I’m disturbing you. I’d better go.’

      He felt a stab of remorse. ‘Not at all.’

      ‘It’s okay.’ She smiled. ‘I know what it’s like to want to be left alone.’

      ‘It’s me who should be sorry. I’m being rude.’ He paused. ‘Look, I was going to take a walk along the beach before the weather closes in. Maybe you’d like to join me?’

      She hesitated, looked at her watch. ‘There’s something I have to do later, but I have some time. All right, then. I’d love to. Being as you’re a former resident, you can show me the sights.’

      Leaving the rock and setting out with her along the beach, he said, ‘There’s not much to it. What you see is what you get.’ He pointed ahead, to the north. ‘See the big rock over there, where the road turns away inland? That’s where my bit … I mean, the bit of beach belonging to the guesthouse ends. Just out of sight on the other side is where the cottage is that I’m renting. The coastal path takes you all the way around the headland.’

      ‘Nice to have my own guide.’

      ‘My pleasure.’

      They walked along the beach, leaving the guesthouse behind in the distance. ‘So, are you here with your family, Ben?’

      ‘I’m on my own.’

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