Getting Even. Kayla Perrin

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СКАЧАТЬ seductive music coming through the walls—the only real indication that something’s going on here. I feel the way people must have felt during the days of prohibition, sneaking into speakeasies after dark—like I’m doing something illegal.

      There’s a big-breasted cashier in a very small cubicle, and Adam hands her two crisp one-hundred-dollar bills. She doesn’t give him any change back. That’s more money than we’ve ever paid to get into any club. I wonder again just what kind of surprise this is.

      The bouncer opens a heavy metal door for us, and the light is almost blinding as it streaks into the foyer. Adam steps forward and I walk with him into the club—and then I stop dead in my tracks.

      I am so stunned, I’m not sure what to think. I close my eyes in case I’m hallucinating. But when I open them, I see the same shocking images, and I know that what’s going on is very real.

      Everywhere—and I mean everywhere—there are people engaged in sex acts. Immediately before me on a mattress on the floor, a woman is sandwiched between two men. To the right of that trio, a woman is on her knees giving a man a blow job. And beyond them, a man has a woman braced against a wall and he’s ramming her hard from behind.

      My God. This is sick. It’s like I’m in a room with animals that are gorging on sex.

      I feel a surge of panic. I’m light-headed, yes, but not so drunk that I don’t wonder why Adam has brought me here. This is no ordinary club. I’m not even sure it’s legal. The absurd icing on the cake is the group of partially dressed people dancing on the dance floor, as if they’re completely oblivious to the acts of illicit sex surrounding them. “Adam—”

      “We can just watch if that makes you feel better.”

      My mouth nearly hits the floor as I look up at him. I expected him to say many things, but not the words I just heard. Surely he has to be as shocked as I am, as disgusted that we are in some kind of sex club.

      Instead, he’s staring at me with a hopeful look in his eyes, and his palm is sweaty.

      God help me, he’s excited.

      But I am not. “You knew what this place was before you brought me here?” I ask him, outraged.

      “Someone told me about it, and I wanted to check it out.”

      My head is spinning, and I’m not sure what to think. “Great,” I say. “You’ve seen it. Can we go now?”

      Adam pulls me close and slides his hands over my butt. “Come on, Claudia. Doesn’t this turn you on?”

      “Turn me on?”

      “Yeah.” He pauses. “All these people—having hot, wild sex.”

      “You’ve got to be kidding me.”

      “Sex is natural, babe. Beautiful. Why shouldn’t people openly express how they feel about one another?”

      If my mother could see me now, she’d drop dead on the spot. Forget my mother, I’m about to drop dead. If anyone I know ever saw me in this place, I would never live it down. Besides, I’m not into watching other people having sex.

      “I want to leave,” I tell Adam.

      With a finger, he guides my head to the left. “Look at that woman right there,” he says softly. “Look at the expression on her face as that guy is going down on her.” The woman is biting on her finger and her eyes are rolling backward. “She’s given herself over completely to the experience.”

      I watch the woman, listen to her—then I swallow. Disgusted with myself for even looking, I jerk my gaze away. “And she probably doesn’t even know the guy.” I’ve only heard about swingers, never seen them up close and personal like I am now. “Adam, honestly—I’m not comfortable here.”

      Adam all but ignores me as he takes my hand and guides it to his erection. My God, he’s rock hard. I’m not sure if I should be appalled or accept the reality that getting a hard-on in this environment is only natural.

      A man and a woman, nicely dressed like Adam and I are, saunter in our direction. Alarm shoots through me when the woman, an older white lady, checks me out from head to toe. I lean against Adam, hoping he’ll protect me. From exactly what, I’m not sure.

      “Hello,” the woman says.

      “Not interested,” I reply quickly, wrapping my arms around Adam’s torso. I step to my right, dragging Adam with me. Adam shrugs as the couple continues to walk by us.

      “I know you’re apprehensive,” Adam begins.

      “That doesn’t even begin to describe what I’m feeling.”

      “Let’s find a corner.”

      “What?” I shake my head. “Adam, no.”

      “Just for a little while.”

      My heart takes a nosedive into the pit of despair. I have done so many things to please Adam sexually, it’s like a slap in the face that he wants to get off while watching others.

      He gives me a soft peck on the lips. “I know this is crazy. But we’ll be married soon. And I just want to…try something really different…just one time. Before we say ‘I do’ and commit to each other forever.”

      I’m not exactly sure what Adam means. Worse, I’m afraid to ask. Does he want us to get freaky with some other couple and in the morning pretend it didn’t happen?

      Because of Adam’s insatiable appetite for sex, I have done a lot of things that I otherwise wouldn’t have. Things I am embarrassed to admit. From exhibitionist-type sex to sex so kinky it would make my grandmother roll over in her grave, I have done my part to make my man happy. I’m a woman of the new millennium and I’m hardly a prude. But swapping partners—that’s a whole other story.

      “We’ll have a drink, watch a little.”

      “I’m not screwing some other guy. And I sure as hell don’t want to watch you screw some other woman.”

      Adam squeezes my hand. “No, no. That’s not what this is about, sweetheart. This is about us. You and me. About the two of us experiencing all that’s out there before we settle down in marriage.”

      “Are you unhappy with me?” I ask, dreading the reality that despite everything I try, I somehow fail to please him.

      “No, of course not. You have my heart, and you always will. But we won’t be young forever. I don’t want us to have any regrets.”

      “Regret that we never swapped couples?” I ask incredulously.

      “I don’t want the day to come when we wish we’d tried something and regret having held back. This is about being open to new experiences.”

      I really don’t know what to say to Adam. I’m getting that uneasy feeling, though, the one I get when I think I might lose him.

      “I don’t want to be with anyone else,” he assures me. “I just want to watch…then I want to go down on you….”

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