His Secret Christmas Baby. Rita Herron

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СКАЧАТЬ Natalie had treated her like family, and her parents had included her in their family celebrations, making memories that had changed her life. She and Natalie had decorated cookies together as kids, had created handmade ornaments and strung popcorn for the tree.

      Natalie would be missed.

      Brianna would carry on those traditions with Natalie’s son, and make sure he knew his mother’s love.

      Ryan’s cries escalated. She flipped on a light and rushed to get him a bottle. He calmed as he ate, and stared at the twinkling Christmas tree lights as if mesmerized by the bright colors. She had bought a crib for the spare bedroom, so she changed his diaper and settled him into the baby bed.

      Exhausted herself, she went to her room across the hall, then pulled on warm flannel pj’s and climbed in bed.

      But worry kept her tossing and turning for hours, her nights filled with memories of the orphanage and the friend who’d left her behind.

      Then other images taunted her. Derrick’s big masculine body. Derrick looking at her with desire. Touching her. Wanting her. Making her his.

      Finally she fell into a deep sleep, but a noise jarred her awake.

      The baby crying…. He was probably hungry again.

      She shoved the covers aside, jammed her feet into her slippers and pulled on her robe, then knotted it at the waist and shuffled across the hall.

      Night shadows streaked the walls, then suddenly the silhouette of a man bled into view, and her heart pounded. He was in the nursery, leaning over the crib.

      Panic shot through her. He was going to take Ryan!

      Lunging into the room, she shouted at him to stop, but he scooped up the baby and turned toward her. He wore all black and a ski mask, the only visible part of him was his eyes. Dark eyes that bored into her like lasers.

      “Put him down,” Brianna said. “Please just leave him alone. He’s just a baby….”

      He stalked toward her, his hulking form menacing as he shoved her aside. She grabbed his arm to stop him and get Ryan, but he swung his fist up and slammed it into her face. Her head snapped back, but she sucked in a sharp breath, terror streaking through her as she ran after him.

      He raced toward the stairs, and she clawed at his back and shoulders, but he jerked her arm and flung her down the steps. She hit the wall, bounced over the ridges of the staircase and landed in a puddle at the bottom of the steps, the room spinning.

      Clutching the baby to him, he vaulted over her. Panicked, she grabbed wildly at his ankle, determined not to let him escape.

      “Let go, you bitch.” With a snarl, he swung his foot back and slammed it into her nose. Blood spurted, pain rocked through her and the room swirled.

      Choking on a sob, she struggled to crawl after him. But he kicked her again, and she lost the battle and collapsed into the darkness.

      Her last thought before she passed out was filled with pure terror—she’d just lost Natalie’s son.

       Chapter Two

      Derrick jerked awake, sweating and panting for breath. Images of that last case had haunted him all night. He could still see that tiny grave, hear the father’s choked cry, the mother’s scream of denial.

      That dream had blended into another—memories of his own father tormenting him as a kid, beating him to a bloody pulp, making him feel worthless.

      He stood, wiped the sweat from his brow and went to the window. Daylight was barely dawning yet it was always night in his mind, night filled with dark thoughts of that case and the mess he’d made of it.

      All because he’d let his past get in the way. Let himself believe the mother’s story that the kid’s father was abusing him. Easy to believe. It happened every day.

      But in the end, he’d been wrong. The mother had been the abuser.

      Her tears had fooled him.

      Never again.

      He had to stay detached.

      The snow dotting the tree branches reminded him of Brianna holding that baby at the graveyard the night before. Of the question nagging at him.

      Could that little boy be his son?

       Hell, if he is, he’s probably better off without you. What do you know about fatherhood?

      Zilch. Except that he didn’t want to be like his old man. And he didn’t want some kid thinking he’d deserted him, either.

      What kind of mental scars would that give him?

      Hissing in frustration, he strode to the bathroom, splashed cold water on his face and stared at himself in the mirror. His eyes looked bloodshot, worry lines fanning around his mouth, the remnants of the nightmares still in his gaunt expression.

      No, if that baby was his, he wouldn’t hurt him like his father had hurt him.

      Dammit. He’d find a way to be the man, the father, the kid deserved, even if he had to take lessons to do it.

      And damn Brianna. If she knew the baby was his son, why hadn’t she contacted him and told him?

      Another woman—another deception. It seemed to be par for the course. Women liked to play games. But he was no player.

      He took a quick shower and dressed, then grabbed his weapon and shoved it into the waistband of his jeans. As he went out the door, he tugged on his jacket and slogged out through the snow. A glance at his watch told him it was only 6:00 a.m. Brianna might not be up. Then again, babies awakened early, didn’t they?

      The snow flurries were dwindling, yet the spiny branches of the trees were coated in white, and dark storm clouds hung heavy in the sky. Gears ground as he chugged up the mountain road toward Brianna’s, grateful he’d had snow chains put on the Jeep. The winter wind whistled through the car as he parked in her drive. Squinting through the fog at the small log cabin, he frowned as he noticed her front door stood ajar.

      Why would her door be open in cold weather?

      Instincts honed from years on the job kicked in, and he removed his gun and climbed out, his gaze scanning her property as he slowly inched toward the porch.

      He didn’t see anyone lurking around, but still kept his eyes peeled as he neared the front door. A glance inside made his stomach knot.

      Brianna was lying on the floor at the bottom of the steps unmoving.

      Good God, what had happened?

      Adrenaline kicked in as he ran toward her and knelt to check for a pulse. His own clamored as he waited.

      A second later, he exhaled in relief. She was breathing.

      He placed his gun on the floor beside him, pulled his cell phone from inside his jacket and punched 9–1-1.

      “This is Derrick McKinney,” he told СКАЧАТЬ