Fog Island: A terrifying thriller set in a modern-day cult. Mariette Lindstein

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      ‘I can’t do this exercise,’ she said at once.

      ‘Not this again, Sofia.’

      ‘You don’t understand. I’m afraid of the dark. I can’t handle being closed up in a pitch black room.’

      ‘But you sleep in total darkness here.’

      ‘It’s different when I’m asleep,’ she lied, because she always left a little gap under the blind.

      ‘I’ll be right outside the room the whole time,’ Hurtig promised. ‘If you panic, all you have to do is knock on the door and I’ll open it. You can at least try, can’t you?’

       *

      The room was at the far end of the building. The atmosphere there was very different from the classrooms. The air was raw and stale and there was a heavy smell of body odour from someone who must have sat there for a while. There was a chair in the middle of the room, which was otherwise empty.

      ‘It’s creepy in here.’

      ‘It’s not meant to be comfortable.’

      She walked in slowly and sat down on the chair.

      ‘The room is soundproofed,’ he said. ‘But I’ll hear you if you knock on the door.’

      The door closed with a heavy thud.

      At first, she was paralyzed by the silence rather than the darkness. It was so quiet that the whole world seemed to have disappeared. She could hear her pulse and a strange, gurgling buzz in her ears. That’s the blood flowing through my veins, she thought. My hearing has moved into my body.

      Then the darkness crept in under her clothes and found every last nook and cranny of her body, settling in her armpits and groin, tightening over her larynx until she could hardly breathe. Then came the familiar waves of sweat, starting with nausea and spreading heat to her chest, hands, and forehead until she was drenched.

       I can’t handle this. I need out, out!

      And just then, it happened. She found herself outside. Not just outside her body; that didn’t exist anymore, but outside the whole island. She was floating way up in the sky.

      Everything was bright colours. There were the lookout point and the cliffs plunging into the sea; the big woods and the harbour, where the boats looked like little toys.

      The wall curled around the manor like a white snake. The swans in the pond were two tiny white dots. The air was thin and she herself was ethereal and warm. Everything was moving in slow motion. The crowns of the trees blew gently in the wind and the sun was like a golden rain falling all over the landscape. She didn’t know how long it lasted. When she asked Olof later, he only shrugged. But when she returned to her room, her fear was gone. The darkness was gentle and comforting, like a warm bath.

       I saw! I saw without using my eyes!

      She knocked on the door.

      The light blinded her when Hurtig opened up, but she was only grateful that she didn’t have to look at his smile when she told him what had happened. She only heard him clapping his hands together and rubbing them, and laughing.

      ‘There you go, Sofia! You’re ready! You’ve achieved the final phenomenon of the fourth thesis.’

       *

      In the days that followed, everything felt different: a peculiar new calmness in her body. Harmony. Tranquillity. The very sensation she’d come to the island to find. To think that I’m always so worried, she thought. Consciously or unconsciously, it was always something she fretted about. The vague sense of panic that had been her constant companion had gone up in smoke.

      She completed the final phase of the program, a second winding-down, where you just sat in the classroom with your eyes closed for a little while each day. You were expected to practise drawing power from your memories, but she mostly sat there enjoying how good it all felt.

      On the third day, Hurtig approached and shook her shoulder, waking her from her reverie.

      ‘Franz wants to see you. Right away!’

      It sounded as if God Himself had called her to a summit.

      She knew where Oswald’s office was, but no one answered after a few knocks so she stepped inside. Entering his office was like stepping into a spaceship. There were no pictures on the walls, no flowers, not even a single photograph — there were only white walls with enormous windows that looked out over the sea. She could see the lookout point in the distance. The office was otherwise full of electronics: computers, printers, screens, and gadgets she didn’t even know the names of. It occurred to her that this was odd, given that computers were forbidden at ViaTerra, but perhaps computers were indispensable when you were the boss.

      Oswald himself was sitting at a large desk, absorbed in reading something on a computer. He didn’t look up when she came in. Madeleine, who was sitting at a much smaller desk in the far corner of the office, put a finger to her lips and gave Sofia a sharp look. Don’t disturb him, the look plainly said. Sofia cautiously took a seat in the visitor’s chair before Oswald.

      He was wearing a T-shirt again. She noticed that the muscles of his back were taut and wondered if he was tensing them on purpose. There was a strange gleam in his eyes when he swung around in his chair, as if he expected her to say something. But she didn’t know what. His presence was so strong that she lost her composure and couldn’t speak.

      ‘Sofia, congratulations! I heard you finished the program. I hope it all went well.’

      ‘It was fantastic. Better than I expected.’

      He drummed his fingers on the desk good-naturedly.

      ‘So, can I have your answer about the library now?’

      ‘Well, hmm, I’m interested, I just have to talk to everyone at home first.’

      He leaned forward, placing his hand over hers on the desk. It was dry and warm. Hers jumped at his touch, but she didn’t pull it away.

      ‘No, you don’t get time to think it over, Sofia.’

      ‘Why not?’

      ‘The thing is, I think you’ve already made up your mind,’ he said, pressing her hand ever so slightly.

      It was as if someone else were speaking through her. The words just fell from her mouth. She could see herself in profile, from outside her body as her mouth opened and the words slipped from her tongue.

      ‘Then I guess my answer is yes.’

      Her voice echoed back at her as if from a void.

       Oh my god. What have I gotten myself into?

      ‘You won’t regret it,’ he said, letting go of her hand and leaning back СКАЧАТЬ