The Outlaw of Cedar Ridge. Lori Connelly

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СКАЧАТЬ jaw dropped. She’d been scared out of her mind with good cause. Their homestead was a good hour from the town of Cedar Ridge, the nearest neighbor miles away, unspeakable things could happen to a woman alone out here. Ben knew that.

      “Well, it worked. I was terrified long after they left, sat up all night with the rifle in my lap.”

      “So you were fine.”

      Her body went rigid with indignation. “I was not fine.” Her words were slow and precise, each one distinct. “You should have been home. I needed you.”

      “I can’t be here to baby you all the time.”

      “I don’t expect that.” Anger as bitter cold as the snowmelt fed creek she stood beside knotted her insides. “But when you kick up a hornet’s nest, you should face the consequences.”

      “Fine, you made your point.” The cold, hard words, delivered without a trace of regret, shook her to the core. “I’m leaving. I’ve work to do.”

      “Like you did last night? Tell me, what sort of horse training is done after dark?” Bitterness, sharp and painful, seasoned her words, crafted to provoke him.

      “Don’t start in again.” His gaze locked on hers. “I have to support us.”

      “There are other ways.”

      “Which I tried, and they earned me a tiny cabin and an almost empty barn. There’s no reward for being good, doll.”

      “How about honor and self respect?”

      “I’d rather have the coin.”

      “If you’re so pleased with this way of life why do you need to soak yourself in whiskey?”

      I need a drink or two to unwind.”

      “You were full as a tick when you finally came home.”

      “That’s my business.”

      Her jaw clenched. Evie looked down and brushed a bit of dust off her skirt. A breeze caressed her face, bringing the scents of moss and recent rain. “I don’t want to argue.”

      “Good.”

      “But-”

      “Evie for the love of-”

      “But.” Her tone unyielding, she paused, looked up, meeting his gaze squarely then continued. “Things have to change.”

      “Like?” His voice sounded dangerous, a confrontation itself.

      “No more lying, cheating and-”

      “That’s the way of the world sweetheart.”

      His sarcasm stung. “It’s wrong.”

      “I do what I need to do and I will again,” he growled with conviction.

      The day after Evie married, her brother and only living relative, Henry, had taken off in search of gold. She’d never heard from him again. Ben was all she had. It took no small measure of courage to stand firm.

      “I won’t stand by and watch it anymore. You’re hurting these people.”

      “Well, you don’t have to.”

      “You’ll stop?” Hope laced her voice.

      “Of course.”

      His voice, silky smooth, disturbed her. “That’s a sudden change of heart.”

      “Maybe.” Ben moved close. “I only want … ” His hand reached out and played with a loose strand of her hair. “To make you happy.”

      The gesture reminiscent of their early days, when simple, affectionate touches were common, made her heart ache. Evie blinked back tears. The back of his fingers left a trail of tingling nerves across her cheek. She allowed it, savoring the moment then stepped back.

      “I get the feeling you don’t believe that.” His voice sounded hoarse, shaded with mockery. She shook her head, unable to speak. He’d traded on her love too many times before and her trust was frail.

      “Fine, you won’t have to worry about our poor neighbors any longer because we won’t be here. It’s time we moved on.”

      Anxiety made it hard to breathe. The thought of starting all over yet again was almost unbearable. “No.”

      “What?”

      “I’m not moving.”

      “Don’t be foolish.”

      “I’m not.”

      His head tilted slightly to one side, he studied her. “Do you want to see me arrested?”

      “For gambling?”

      Ben held her gaze but didn’t say a word. The sick feeling she’d tried to ignore for so long threatened to overwhelm her. She sensed he was waiting for her to ask, to bring things out in the open.

      “The sheriff suspects you of something?”

      “After last night, it’s just a matter of time.”

      “What did you do?” Disappointment tasted like ashes in her mouth.

      “Don’t worry your pretty little head about it.”

      His tone set her teeth on edge. “Of course not.”

      “Good then-”

      “If this is how you want to live then it’ll be without me. I want no part of it.”

      “But I’m your husband.” His expression incredulous, he stared at her as if she’d grown horns.

      “Yes, I know.”

      “Do you know what would happen if I abandoned you? Do you really want to find out how vulnerable a woman alone is?”

      “I already have.” The dreadful pressure around her chest increased. She crossed her arms over her stomach. “Last night.”

      Silence stretched between them. For a long moment, the only sound came from the wind blowing through the branches of a straggly oak tree near her. Despite the warm spring day, she shivered.

      “Look, Evie I … I’m sorry about that.”

      Though his words felt sincere when he stepped toward her she put one hand in front of her, palm out. “Please don’t.”

      “All right.” Ben stilled. “Just hear me out. We’ll start fresh. We’ll-”

      “Own land as far as the eye can see and you’ll build us a grand home? I’ve heard this before.”

      “It’ll be different this time.”

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