The Stanislaskis: Taming Natasha. Нора Робертс

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СКАЧАТЬ when I’m angry I am.” She looked at Spence, remembering—and regretting—telling him he didn’t deserve Freddie. “Then I’m sorry.”

      “When people fight, it doesn’t always mean they don’t like each other,” Spence murmured. He was doing his best not to think how perfect, how perfectly right his daughter looked cuddled on Natasha’s lap. Too far, too fast, he warned himself. For everyone involved.

      Freddie wasn’t sure she understood, but she was only five. Then she remembered happily that she would soon be six. “I’m going to have a birthday.”

      “Are you?” Natasha looked appropriately impressed. “When?”

      “In two weeks. Will you come to my party?”

      “I’d love to.” Natasha looked at Spence as Freddie recited all the wonderful treats that were in store.

      It wasn’t wise to get so involved with the little girl, she warned herself. Not when the little girl was attached so securely to a man who made Natasha long for things she had put behind her. Spence smiled at her. No, it wasn’t wise, she thought again. But it was irresistible.

      CHAPTER SIX

      “Chicken pox.” Spence said the two words again. He stood in the doorway and watched his little girl sleep. “It’s a hell of a birthday present, sweetie.”

      In two days his daughter would be six, and by then, according to the doctor, she’d be covered with the itchy rash that was now confined to her belly and chest.

      It was going around, the pediatrician had said. It would run its course. Easy for him to say, Spence thought. It wasn’t his daughter whose eyes were teary. It wasn’t his baby with a hundred-and-one-degree temperature.

      She’d never been sick before, Spence realized as he rubbed his tired eyes. Oh, the sniffles now and again, but nothing a little TLC and baby aspirin hadn’t put right. He dragged a hand through his hair; Freddie moaned in her sleep and tried to find a cool spot on her pillow.

      The call from Nina hadn’t helped. He’d had to come down hard to prevent her from catching the shuttle and arriving on his doorstep. That hadn’t stopped her telling him that Freddie had undoubtedly caught chicken pox because she was attending public school. That was nonsense, of course, but when he looked at his little girl, tossing in her bed, her face flushed with fever, the guilt was almost unbearable.

      Logic told him that chicken pox was a normal part of childhood. His heart told him that he should be able to find a way to make it go away.

      For the first time he realized how much he wanted someone beside him. Not to take things over, not to smooth over the downside of parenting. Just to be there. To understand what it felt like when your child was sick or hurt or unhappy. Someone to talk to in the middle of the night, when worries or pleasures kept you awake.

      When he thought of that someone, he thought only of Natasha.

      A big leap, he reminded himself and walked back to the bedside. One he wasn’t sure he could make again and land on both feet.

      He cooled Freddie’s forehead with the damp cloth Vera had brought in. Her eyes opened.

      “Daddy.”

      “Yes, funny face. I’m right here.”

      Her lower lip trembled. “I’m thirsty.”

      “I’ll go get you a cold drink.”

      Sick or not, she knew how to maneuver. “Can I have Kool Aid?”

      He pressed a kiss on her cheek. “Sure. What kind?”

      “The blue kind.”

      “The blue kind.” He kissed her again. “I’ll be right back.” He was halfway down the stairs when the phone rang simultaneously with a knock on the door. “Damn it. Vera, get the phone, will you?” Out of patience, he yanked open the front door.

      The smile Natasha had practiced all evening faded. “I’m sorry. I’ve come at a bad time.”

      “Yeah.” But he reached out to pull her inside. “Hang on a minute. Vera—oh good,” he added when he saw the housekeeper hovering. “Freddie wants some Kool Aid, the blue kind.”

      “I will make it.” Vera folded her hands in front of her apron. “Mrs. Barklay is on the phone.”

      “Tell her—” Spence broke off, swearing as Vera’s mouth pruned. She didn’t like to tell Nina anything. “All right, I’ll get it.”

      “I should go,” Natasha put in, feeling foolish. “I only came by because you weren’t at class tonight, and I wondered if you were well.”

      “It’s Freddie.” Spence glanced at the phone and wondered if he could strangle his sister over it. “She has the chicken pox.”

      “Oh. Poor thing.” She had to smother the automatic urge to go up and look in on the child herself. Not your child, Natasha reminded herself. Not your place. “I’ll get out of your way.”

      “I’m sorry. Things are a little confused.”

      “Don’t be. I hope she’s well soon. Let me know if I can do anything.”

      At that moment Freddie called for her father in a voice that was half sniffle and half croak.

      It was Spence’s quick helpless glance up the stairs that had Natasha ignoring what she thought was her better judgment. “Would you like me to go up for a minute? I could sit with her until you have things under control again.”

      “No. Yes.” Spence blew out a long breath. If he didn’t deal with Nina now, she’d only call back. “I’d appreciate it.” Reaching the end of his rope, he yanked up the phone receiver. “Nina.”

      Natasha followed the glow of the night-light into Freddie’s room. She found her sitting up in bed, surrounded by dolls. Two big tears were sliding down her cheeks. “I want my daddy,” she said obviously miserable.

      “He’ll be right here.” Her heart lost, Natasha sat down on the bed and drew Freddie into her arms.

      “I don’t feel good.”

      “I know. Here, blow your nose.”

      Freddie complied, then settled her head on Natasha’s breast. She sighed, finding it pleasantly different from her father’s hard chest or Vera’s cushy one. “I went to the doctor and got medicine, so I can’t go to my Brownie meeting tomorrow.”

      “There’ll be other meetings, as soon as the medicine makes you well.”

      “I have chicken pox,” Freddie announced, torn between discomfort and pride. “And I’m hot and itchy.”

      “It’s a silly thing, the chicken pox,” Natasha said soothingly. She tucked Freddie’s tousled hair behind one ear. “I don’t think chickens get it at all.”

      Freddie’s lips turned up, just a little. “JoBeth had СКАЧАТЬ