Mr Taken. Danica Winters

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СКАЧАТЬ Sarah’s grip. At one point he wouldn’t have minded having her hands all over him, but not now—not with everything that had happened between them. That attempt at a relationship had crashed harder than the housing market. She cared about only two things: her catering business and how she could make herself happy—no matter the cost to others. Sure, the blonde chef was cute, but beauty was a depreciating asset; being genuine, kind and selfless was far more important than any outward attributes.

      He glanced back over his shoulder toward the office where Whitney was working. He could have sworn he’d heard a door slam, yet thankfully, she was nowhere in sight. He would have hated for her to get the wrong idea.

      “Colter, when are you going to take me out again?” Sarah asked, running her finger down the buttons on the front of his shirt.

      He took hold of her hand and lowered it gently as he gave her a firm but unwavering smile. “It was fun, but—”

      “But what?” she asked, fluttering her eyelashes up at him.

      He hated this kind of confrontation. The last thing he wanted to do was hurt her or lead her on, but she was making it difficult.

      “But we just don’t fit. You know what I mean?” he said, trying to take the path of least resistance.

      “I bet we could fit together if we just tried, Colter,” she said, her voice soft and airy. “I just... You know when we went out, I had just broken up with Kent. I wasn’t at my best. I’d like another shot.”

      “It’s not you—”

      “It’s me.” She stepped back from him. “Get a new line. Or at least just learn how to tell the woman the truth. If you’re not into me, that’s fine...” Sarah flipped her hair back off her neck and straightened her jacket like she could simply brush off his rejection.

      “Sarah, it really isn’t you. I’m just not looking for anything right now.” He glanced back to the ranch office as the weight of the lie rolled off his tongue and fell hard. Sarah was right; he wasn’t into her. He didn’t know why he was bothering to lie other than to save her feelings. The woman he really wanted was Whitney, and she wanted absolutely nothing to do with him.

      “When you are looking...I’ll be waiting,” she said, her playful smile returning as though she thought there was still room to hope.

      He gave a resigned sigh. “Why are you here?”

      “I need to finalize the catering details with your mom. Is she around?”

      He motioned to the house. “I think she’s inside.”

      “Are you coming to the party?” Sarah asked.

      There was no right answer. If he said no, she would see him there and be upset, but he knew if he admitted he was going to be there, she would pressure him for something. He didn’t feel like dancing around another come-on.

      His father walked out of the house and made a beeline for the barn. “Actually, I need to run along and help my father set things up.”

      Her face fell with another rejection, but before she could say anything he jogged toward his father.

      “I’ll see you at the party, then?” she called after him, but he didn’t bother to turn around; instead he slipped into the safety of the barn.

      Throughout his life this kind of thing seemed to be a recurring theme—the women he didn’t want were desperate for him to commit to them, but the women he really wanted to date wouldn’t give him the time of day. He dated a lot, but it seemed like things never went too far. With the last woman, he’d gone on one date and she’d spent the entire time talking about her job. They had hit it off all right, they had been able to talk, but, like all the other women he’d gone out with, the woman wasn’t what he was looking for. The way things were going, he was never going to have another serious relationship.

      Maybe he was just destined to be on his own. To some degree, he liked it that way. His fridge carried only the staples—meat log, cheese and mayonnaise. It was just like the rest of life—simple, uncluttered and what some people might have considered a bit habitual. If he did end up finding himself in a relationship, he’d have to give his routine up—women were never simple. None being more complicated than the curiosity that was Whitney Barstow.

      He chuckled as he imagined her walking into his house. She’d probably turn around and walk right out if she saw how bare the place was.

      It was just easier this way, deep in his world of habit and minimalism—even if it was a bit lonesome at times. He could deal with lonesome. At least it meant that he wouldn’t have to deal with heartbreak.

      As the word sank in, the thoughts of his biological father moved to the front of his mind. He had only one memory of the man. Colter was two years old, and his father was leaving him and his brother Waylon on the fire department’s doorstep. He had just woken up and his eyes were still grainy from the residue of sleep. Yet he could still see his father’s eyes, the color of rye whiskey and their edges reddened with years of what he knew now was hard living. More than his eyes, he could remember the raspy smoke-riddled words he’d last said to them: “Boys,” he’d whispered, making sure he didn’t give himself away to the firemen just behind the doors. “You all don’t go into the flames. When life burns at ya...run.”

      Opening himself up for a relationship was just running into the flames.

      “I see Sarah’s at it again,” his adoptive father, Merle, said as he wrapped a bit of baling twine around his arm.

      Colter grabbed a handful of pellets and let the mare at the end of the stalls nibble it out of his hand.

      “She’s still...Sarah...” He said her name like a verb, and it was met with his father’s chuckle.

      “Well, at least you can’t say that she’s a quitter. One of these days she’ll get ya tied down. Come hell or high water.”

      “If she does, I’ll be in hell all right.” He rubbed the old girl’s neck, running his fingers down her silken coat. “What can I help you with?”

      “If you’re really that afraid of going back out and facing your ex, I could use some help getting down the decorations for the party,” his father said, motioning toward the hayloft. “We need the lights and the rest of the wreaths. Your mother is making a fuss about everything being just perfect.”

      Colter didn’t need his father to tell him why or how much was riding on their success.

      “Did we sell any more tickets?” he asked as he made his way over to the ladder that led up to the hayloft and stepped up on the bottom rung.

      “We’re up to about fifty. Some donations are coming in, but as of right now we are thinking that we’re only going to just about break even on the thing. We’re going to need to sell at least a hundred more tickets.”

      “Who knows what will happen?” Colter said, making his way up the ladder so his father wouldn’t see the concern that undoubtedly filled his features. “Last year we had a lot of people show up at the door, right?”

      “That’s what we’re banking on.”

      Colter could hear the concern in his father’s voice.

      “I’d СКАЧАТЬ