The Bridegroom. Linda Miller Lael

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      She saw his eyes narrow, and his jawline harden.

      “Yes, I can,” he ground out.

      “How?” Lydia challenged.

      And that was when he did the unthinkable.

      He kissed her, and not gently, the way a friend might do. No, Gideon Yarbro kissed her hard, as a lover would, slamming his mouth down on hers—and instinctively, she parted her lips. Felt the kiss deepen in ways she’d only been able to imagine before that moment.

      That dreadful, wonderful, life-altering moment.

      Gideon drew back too soon, and Lydia stood there trembling, as shaken as if he’d taken her, actually made her his own, right there in the parlor, both of them standing up and fully clothed.

      “It won’t be like that when he kisses you,” Gideon said, after a very long time. Then he let go of her shoulders, he turned, and he walked away. He opened the parlor doors and strode through to the foyer, then banged out of the house.

      Lydia couldn’t move, not to follow, not to sit down, not even to collapse. She simply could not move.

      Damn Gideon Yarbro, she thought. Damn him to the depths of perdition. He’d ruined everything—by being right.

      Jacob Fitch would never kiss her the way Gideon had, never send thrills of terrible, spectacular need jolting through her like stray shards of lightning. No, never again would she feel what she had before, during and after Gideon’s mouth landed on hers. In some inexplicable way, it was as though he’d claimed her, conquered her so completely and so thoroughly that she could never belong to Jacob, or any other man, as long as she lived.

      Gideon had aroused a consuming desire within Lydia, simply by kissing her, and simultaneously satisfied that desire. But—and this was the cruelest part of all—that sweet, brief, soul-drenching satisfaction had shown her what a man’s attentions—one certain man’s attentions—could be like.

      He’d left her wanting more of what she could never have—and for that, she very nearly hated him.

      The aunts and Helga rushed into the room, like a talcum-scented wind, pressing in around Lydia, so close she nearly flailed her arms at them, the way she would at a flock of frenzied, pecking crows.

      “You look ghastly!” one of the aunts cried, sounding delighted.

      “Do sit down,” begged the other.

      “Glory be,” Helga exalted, throwing up her hands like someone who’d just found religion. “That man kissed you like a woman ought to be kissed!”

      Lydia recovered enough to sweep all three women up in one scathing glance. “Were you peeking through the keyhole?” she demanded. It was as if another, stronger self had surged to the fore, pushed aside the old, beleaguered Lydia, taken over.

      That self was a wanton hussy, mad enough to spit fire.

      And not about to sit down, whether she looked “ghastly” or not.

      “Helga was,” Mittie said righteously. “Millie and I would never do any such thing. It wouldn’t be genteel.”

      “To hell with ‘genteel,’” Helga said joyously. “He might as well have laid you down and had you good and proper as to kiss you like that!”

      Mittie and Millie gasped and put their hands to their mouths.

      Even the wanton hussy was a little shocked.

      “Helga!” Lydia erupted, her face on fire.

      “Such talk,” Mittie clucked, shaking her head.

      “Major Bentley Alexander Willmington the Third used to whisper naughty things in my ear,” Millie confessed, succumbing to a dreamy reverie, “while we were rocking on the porch swing of an evening. Papa would have had him horsewhipped if he’d known.”

      “Millicent!” Mittie scolded.

      Helga laughed out loud. “Glory be,” she repeated, turning to leave the room. “Glory be!”

      “You don’t understand,” Lydia said, for the second time that afternoon. The wanton hussy had suddenly vanished, leaving the fearful, reluctant bride in her place, virginal and wobbly lipped and tearful. “Gideon accused me of—he left here in a rage—” She began to cry. “He’s never coming back.”

      “You’re a damn fool if you think that,” Helga answered, from the doorway. “He’ll be back here, all right, and in plenty of time to put a stop to this wedding foolishness, too.”

      “You didn’t see—he was furious—”

      “I saw him,” Helga countered, more circumspectly now that the glory bes had subsided. “He nearly knocked me down, storming through this doorway like he did. No denying that he’s fighting mad, either. But he’ll be back just the same. You mark my words, Lydia Fairmont. He’ll be back.”

      The prospect made Lydia feel both hope and fear, as hopelessly tangled as the mess of embroidery floss in the bottom of her sewing basket.

      Mittie, now solicitous, patted her arm. “Has your headache returned, dear?” she asked. “You really do look dreadful. Perhaps you should lie down, and Helga will bring you your supper in bed—”

      “I will not serve Miss Lydia’s supper in bed!” Helga shouted, already halfway to the kitchen, from the sound of her voice. “She’s not an invalid—so just forget that nonsense, all of you!”

      Mittie, Millie and Lydia all looked at each other.

      “I think Helga has grown a mite obstinate,” Mittie confided, wide-eyed.

      “Papa would never have tolerated such insolence,” Millie observed, but her expression was fond as she gazed toward the space Helga had occupied in the parlor doorway.

      “Oh, for heaven’s sake,” Lydia snapped. “Have neither of you noticed, in all these years, that Helga not only manages the household, she manages us?”

      “Perhaps we should send her packing,” Mittie said, tears forming in her eyes at the very idea.

      “Show her the road,” Millie agreed, crying, too.

      “She’s not going anywhere,” Lydia told her aunts, softening at their obvious dismay. “You’re not, either, and neither am I.”

      Mittie sniffled. “We’re not?”

      “No,” Lydia assured her, slipping an arm around each of her aunts’ shoulders.

      No, echoed a voice deep within her heart, with sorrow and certainty. Because Gideon Yarbro or no Gideon Yarbro, tomorrow afternoon, at two o’clock sharp, you’re going to do your duty as a Fairmont and marry Jacob Fitch.

      Lydia lifted her eyes to the Judge’s portrait, glaring down at her from above the fireplace.

      Sure as sunrise, he was breathing.

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