The Italians: Luca, Marco and Alessandro: Between the Italian's Sheets / The Moretti Heir / Alessandro and the Cheery Nanny. Natalie Anderson

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      Emily ached to touch him now—one appetite filled, another starving. Instead she took a breadstick from the box, needing something to fiddle with.

      ‘Tell me about your life.’ He looked across the small gap between them now littered with lids and containers, to where she sat up, legs curled beneath her.

      She wrinkled her nose. ‘There’s really not that much to tell.’ There really wasn’t, certainly nothing glamorous or exciting.

      ‘Where are your parents?’

      As she broke the grissini in two the shadow on her heart must have crossed her face.

      ‘I’m sorry,’ he said quietly. ‘Will you tell me what happened?’

      ‘Of course.’ She smiled the moment away. ‘It was a long time ago.’ She broke one half of the grissini into quarters and gave him the potted summary. ‘Mum died in a car crash when I was fifteen. After the accident Dad went into a decline. He drank a lot. Smoked. Stopped eating.’ She rubbed the crumbs between her fingers and looked down at the trees. ‘I think with her gone he lost the will to live.’

      ‘Even though he had two beautiful daughters to look after?’

      She could understand the question, perceived the faint judgment. Hadn’t she thought the same in those moments of anger that had sometimes come in the wee small hours? But she also knew the whole story; things never were black and white—shades of grey all the way. And so she shared a part of it.

      ‘He was driving the car, Luca. He never got over the guilt.’ She flicked away the final crumb, sat back on her hands and stared down the gentle slope to the row of cypresses. ‘He died two years after her.’

      Two years of trying to get him through it. But the depression had pulled him so far down and the drinking had gone from problem to illness and the damage to his mind and body had become irreparable. He couldn’t climb out of it and he didn’t want to. He simply shut down. Emily had taken over everything.

      ‘What happened then?’

      ‘I was eighteen. Kate was nearly thirteen. They let her stay with me. I left school and got a job.’

      Emily had been thinking of studying piano at university but instead she’d worked and they’d put all they had into Kate’s singing. Her younger sister had the looks, the talent and the drive. Now, nearly nineteen, she was determined to come overseas and make her break before, as she put it, she got ‘over the hill’. Emily was her accompanist—both in terms of playing the piano for her to sing, and in terms of support.

      ‘So you looked after Kate.’

      Emily shrugged. ‘We looked after each other.’ There was no one else.

      The silence was long and finally she looked at him. The darkness in his eyes reflected the dark days. Somehow he knew. He understood the struggle and the loneliness. And for a second there she thought she saw pity. Well, she didn’t want that—not today, not from him. She’d lived through it, she’d survived and so had Kate. Now they were off, heading towards that new horizon. Life was moving forward. And she was totally trying to ignore the fear thumping in the pit of her stomach. For the last six years she’d worked two jobs plus done all the household chores. She’d created stability, routine…now nothing was stable, there was no routine and she couldn’t foresee the future. All she knew was that she wanted more than what her life had been back home. A more satisfying job, a more satisfying social life… And sitting with this gorgeous man in this beautiful garden, it felt as if the chance to open up a new part of her life was being offered right now.

      ‘What about you?’ she asked, lightening her tone. ‘Where’s your family?’

      His face tightened and she knew the shadow was a match for her own. ‘Really?’

      ‘Cancer killed my mother when I was seven.’ He spoke bluntly but it was clear the pain was still sharp.

      ‘And your father?’

      He shrugged. ‘I went to boarding school straight after. We’re not close.’ The bare recitation spoke volumes.

      She sat back, shocked. He’d been sent away? To a whole other country where they didn’t even speak his first language?

      The slight smile in his eyes was all cynical. ‘I take after my mother. I think I was too painful a reminder.’

      So in a way they’d both been rejected by their surviving parent. Luca had been sent away, and Emily’s father had gone away himself—in mind and spirit anyway—leaving Emily to shoulder the burden of caring for his fading shell.

      ‘Where’s your dad now?’

      ‘He remarried. They live just outside Rome.’

      Their eyes met. Was that part of what had drawn them together? That somehow they’d recognised that they had shadows in common?

      She barely had the chance to process that when he sat up. ‘Enough gloom. The day is too short.’ He reached into the apparently bottomless basket. ‘Let’s try dessert.’

      Perhaps their pasts had nothing to do with the attraction. Perhaps it all came down to the fact that he was the most physically dynamic man she’d ever seen. And he was right. They didn’t need to share more in the way of gloom. Today was about holidays and sun.

      The dessert was some creamy confection. He held the spoon, his laughter a soft rumble as he made her lean closer to taste it.

      Oh, my. It was the taste of pure decadence.

      ‘Good, isn’t it?’ He had a spoonful and then offered her another.

      ‘Mmm-hmm.’

      She stretched out and lay back on the pillow then, giving herself over to the utter indulgence. Closing her eyes, letting her mind savour the flavour and soak up the heat. She wanted more of the sweet, wanted much more of him.

      ‘So all this time you’ve been looking after your sister,’ he spoke softly. ‘Now you need someone to satisfy your needs.’

      She turned her head and opened her eyes. His head was close, resting on the cushion right by hers. ‘What makes you think I haven’t got someone already?’

      ‘If you did, you wouldn’t be looking at me with those hungry eyes.’

      She lifted her head, a little on her dignity. ‘You don’t need to lay it on with a trowel, Luca. I’m not completely inexperienced.’

      ‘Only relatively, sì?’ He laughed. ‘What was he? Some young fool who wouldn’t know how to give pleasure to a woman even if she gave him step by step instructions and a map showing the way?’

      She felt the blush covering her cheeks and neck and she shut her eyes again to pretend it wasn’t happening. Her ex had been exactly like that.

      ‘Emily. I can offer you nothing but a memory.’ His voice was a little СКАЧАТЬ