Mended Hearts. Ruth Herne Logan

Чтение книги онлайн.

СКАЧАТЬ

      But he couldn’t be for two reasons: women of indecision annoyed him, which was precisely why he got on so well with his grandmother, and he had no time to devote to thoughts of a relationship.

       If not now, when?

      Jeff shut down the annoying mental reminder, thoughts of microchips, rare metal glazings and mobile communications taking precedence for the foreseeable future.

      His grandmother was a thinker, doer and planner. Jeff followed her lead. Plan your work, then work your plan. He’d constructed his life that way, a goal setter to the max, doing anything to eliminate similarities to his narcissistic father. His appearance and affinity for inventive science labeled him as Neal Brennan’s son, but that was as far as the resemblance went.

      Jeff pushed himself to be better. Stronger. Wiser. Although lately a part of him felt worn by having to be on the cutting edge constantly, he couldn’t afford the appearance of weakness. Not now. Not ever.

      He leaned forward, elbows braced, hands locked, noticing how the freckles dusting her cheeks blended with her sun-kissed skin. “Hannah.”

      She noted his shift and a hint of amusement sparked in her eyes, a look that downplayed her nervous gestures. “Yes, Jeff?”

      She was playing him in her own way. He leaned closer. “Since we’re stuck with each other …”

      “At weekly meetings.” She drawled the words, her tone teasing.

      He sighed, then nodded as if pained. “For the better part of a year until enough money is raised.”

      She met his look, but that small spark of humor in her eyes kept him moving forward. “Might I suggest we come to a mutual agreement?”

      “That you buy me supper once a week? That sure would help my grocery budget.”

      He grinned without meaning to. “We’ll put that on the negotiating table. Does that mean you’d cook for me once a week?”

      “No.”

      “Obviously we need to work on your bargaining skills. You never say no right out. It puts the other players off.”

      “What if I’m not into games?” she asked. She eyed her water glass, then him. “Game playing isn’t my thing.”

      “When it comes to raising funds, we’re all into games,” he assured her.

      She sat back purposely.

      “And when we’re talking cajoling benefactors, you and I will need to be on the same page,” he continued. “Which means we stay open to any and all ideas as if they’re workable, even if we know they’re not.”

      “We lie.”

      He shook his head. “Not lie. Improvise.”

      “Lead people on.”

      “Not in a bad way.” He studied her, and knit his brow, wondering. “As chairpeople, you and I need to appear open to others’ ideas even if we’ve already planned a course of action.”

      “What if their ideas have merit?”

      “We incorporate them, of course. But only if they don’t take us off track.”

      His words quenched the spark of amusement in her eyes. “So as long as it’s your way, it’s a go.”

      “No, not really.”

      “That’s what you said.”

      “What I said was spawned by your refusal to cook for me,” he shot back, hoping humor would soften the moment, noting her withdrawal with a glance. “You said no too quickly. If you’d said ‘I’ll consider that and get back to you,’ at least then I’d feel like I have a chance. And that’s how contributors want to feel. Like they’re appreciated. Considered.”

      “So because I shot down your plea for a home-cooked meal, I’m being lectured on the ins and outs of fundraising?”

      He sat back, confused. “Listen, I—”

      She slid forward in her seat as if ready to do battle, a tactical move that surprised him considering her previous timidity. “For your information, I am perfectly capable of running this thing completely on my own. So feel free to take yourself back to Grandma and tell her I can fly solo, because it will be way more fun than dealing with a corporate know-it-all who pretends other people’s opinions matter when clearly they don’t.” She stood, back straight, face set, determination darkening her blue eyes. “And as for cooking you dinner, not only would you be wise to not hold your breath, you might want to consider a weekly grocery delivery service so the inconvenience of shopping doesn’t interrupt your goals and ambitions. Why should something as mundane as food interfere with total world domination? Let your grandmother know I’ll be glad to take this on independently. End of discussion.”

      She strode out of the restaurant, shoulders back, head high, not glancing left or right.

      Total world domination? Jeff sat back, mystified. Her reaction revealing two things. She had plenty of backbone, a trait he’d respect more when he wasn’t being publically reamed out over nothing.

      And someone had done quite a number on her and he was paying the price.

      He refused to glance around, not caring to see the surprise or sympathy the other diners might bestow his way.

      The waitress appeared looking slightly stressed. “Uh-oh.”

      “Yeah.” He sent her a look of bemusement. “Can I have the appetizers to go, please? Looks like I’m dining on my own tonight.”

      “Of course. I’ll be right back.”

      Her look of sympathy didn’t help his deflated ego.

      Smacked down in public.

      Ouch.

      That hadn’t happened in … ever. Which made it almost interesting, despite the embarrassment factor.

      Still … she hadn’t looked faint or weak or intimidated as she headed out that door after dressing him down. She’d looked strong. Angry. Invigorated.

      Not exactly the emotions he’d been going for, but at least they were normal. Understandable. He glanced at his watch, nodded his thanks to the young waitress and tried to exit with his head high, fairly sure half the dining room was just too polite to stare.

      They didn’t need to. He felt conspicuous enough as it was.

       Chapter Three

      She’d call Helen first thing tomorrow, Hannah decided as she kicked off her shoes in her apartment fifteen minutes later. If she had to embrace this task, she’d take the helm and do it alone. The idea of dealing with a power-hungry ladder climber like Jeff Brennan touched too many old chords. Her teaching success. Brian’s drive and goal-setting passions. The perfect couple when all was well.

      No, СКАЧАТЬ