In Bed with Her Ex: Miss Prim and the Billionaire / Mardie and the City Surgeon / The Boy is Back in Town. Marion Lennox

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СКАЧАТЬ I had to come back through the hotel and I met you coming out. Don’t you understand? I didn’t want to see you again. There was just too much—’

      Suddenly the words choked her, and she turned away with a helpless gesture.

      ‘Yes,’ he growled. ‘Too much. We could never have met peacefully.’ He took hold of her and twisted her around.

      ‘Don’t turn your back on me. You flaunted your charms tonight, and I endured it, but no more! Did it please you to taunt and jeer at me?’

      ‘I wasn’t—’ She tried to free herself but he gripped her more tightly.

      ‘Don’t lie. You knew exactly what you were doing to me, wearing those—those—you know what I mean. What kind of twisted pleasure did it give you? Or don’t I need to ask? You played your games, the way you’ve always done—’

      ‘I never played games with you,’ she said desperately.

      ‘Oh, but you did. You just weren’t so frank about it in those days. Sweet, loving little Cassie, wide-eyed and innocent, honestly in love. And I believed it. Until I discovered that you were heartless, incapable of honest love. That was a useful lesson. Once learned, never forgotten. That’s the Cassie I knew. So tell me, who is Mrs Henshaw?’

      ‘She’s who I am now,’ she cried. ‘At least I thought so. I thought Cassie had died a long time ago.’

      ‘But tonight she rose again, didn’t she? Because some creatures never die. You showed me that nothing had changed, and stood back laughing at the result. I hope I didn’t disappoint you.’

      ‘Can that be true?’ she challenged him. ‘That nothing has changed?’

      She heard his swift intake of breath, saw the wild look in his eyes and knew that she’d hit a nerve. He didn’t reply. He couldn’t. So she answered for him.

      ‘Of course it isn’t true, Marcel. It can’t be true.’

      ‘You said yourself that Cassie hadn’t really died,’ he reminded her coldly.

      ‘But she’s not the same Cassie. She’s seen things she never thought to see, things she didn’t want to see, but can’t forget. She’s trapped in her own memories. What about you?’

      His terrible expression was her answer. It was the look of a man struggling to get free, knowing he was doomed to fail.

      ‘I can cope with memories,’ he said. ‘But from some things there’s no escape.’

      ‘If you’re accusing me of pursuing you, I’ve already explained—’

      ‘I’m not. Not the way you mean.’

      She had pursued him in dreams and fantasies, visions and nightmares. He’d tried to drive her off, crying out that he hated and despised her—that if they met again he would take revenge. But her ghost laughed at his rage, jeered that she was stronger than he, and haunted him so relentlessly that when she’d actually risen before his eyes it was as though he’d summoned her by the force of his will.

      He knew he shouldn’t tell her this. It would give her too much power, and her power was already alarming. But he couldn’t stop himself saying, ‘You were always there. A million times I tried to make you go, but you wouldn’t. Now you’re really here, and I’m no longer a callow boy to let you trick me and run.’

      ‘Why must you think the worst of me?’ she cried.

      ‘Haven’t I reason? Didn’t you desert me when I was almost at death’s door?’

      ‘No, I didn’t desert you,’ she cried. ‘I did it for you—’

      ‘Surely you can think of something better than that,’ he sneered.

      ‘It’s true. I had no choice.’

      ‘You’re lying and it’s not even a clever lie. Anyone could see through it.’

      ‘Listen to me—’ she screamed.

      ‘No, you listen to me. I hate you, Cassie, or Mrs Henshaw, whoever you are today. I shall hate you as long as I live. There’s only one thing about you that I don’t hate, and it’s this.’

      He pulled her hard against him and looked down into her face. She felt his hands move away from her shoulders to take her head, holding it in the right position so that she couldn’t resist. She knew what he was about to do, but nothing could prepare her for the feel of his lips on hers after so long.

      ‘Marcel,’ she gasped.

      ‘You’ve been trying to drive me insane all evening, and now you’ve done it. Are you pleased? Is this what you wanted?’

      It was exactly what she wanted and only now did she admit the truth to herself. All her anger and defiance had been heading for this moment, trying to drive him to take her into his arms. Her body, her senses and, if she were honest, her heart, had been set on this, and if he’d resisted her it would have been an insult for which she would never have forgiven him. A sigh broke from her, and her warm breath against his mouth inflamed him more. He deepened the kiss with his tongue, seeking her response, sensing it, driven wild by it.

      Her arms seemed to move of their own accord, gliding up around his neck, holding, drawing his head fiercely against hers, sending him a message with her lips and tongue.

      But suddenly he drew back as though forcing himself with a great effort.

      ‘Tell me to stop,’ he growled. ‘Tell me. Let me hear you say it.’

      ‘How can I?’ she said huskily. ‘You never took orders from me.’

      ‘You never needed to give me orders. I did what you wanted without you having to say it.’

      ‘You were always so sure you knew what I wanted,’ she murmured, looking up with teasing eyes that were as provocative as she meant them to be.

      ‘You never complained.’

      ‘Perhaps I was afraid of you.’

      ‘You?’ he echoed in a voice that was almost savage. ‘Afraid of me?’

      ‘Perhaps I’m afraid of you now. I’m in your power, aren’t I?’

      ‘Then tell me to stop,’ he repeated with grim emphasis.

      For answer she gave him a smile that tested his self control to the limit. She felt the tremor go through him, and smiled again.

      ‘Tell me to stop!’ he said desperately.

      ‘Do you think you should stop?’ she whispered.

      ‘Damn you! Damn you!’

      His hands were moving feverishly, finding the buttons of her pyjamas, wrenching them open, tossing the puritanical jacket aside. He touched her breasts with his fingers, then his lips, groaning softly so that his warm breath whispered over her skin, sending a frisson of delight through her.

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