The Jarrods: Inheritance: Taming Her Billionaire Boss. Emilie Rose

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      His brow rose. “And none since?” He must have read her thoughts. “You can tell me. I’m not going to tell anyone else.”

      So, okay, she would accept that. “Well, there was a man back home ….”

      He didn’t blink an eye but she knew she had his attention. “And?”

      “We didn’t become lovers, but I was in love with him.”

      “What happened?”

      Her lips twisted with self-derision. “He wasn’t in love with me.”

      Blake nodded. “That explains why you haven’t had any relationships since I’ve known you,” he said, almost to himself. Then his eyes sharpened. “Are you still in love with him?”

      “No. Carl left to go overseas and ended up marrying someone else. I realized I’d been in love with the idea of love and that’s all it was.” She sighed. “But it was a good lesson in learning that you can never be sure of another person’s feelings.” Realizing that she was suddenly giving too much away, she tried to be casual. “So, you see, I can only lay claim to one lover and that was a long time ago.”

      “I could tell.”

      Her composure lurched like a drunken sailor. “I’m sorry. I thought my enthusiasm might make up for any lack of experience.”

      “Don’t apologize. Your enthusiasm was great. Damn great,” he said brusquely. “I had a hard time walking away from you.”

      Her heart faltered. “You did? I thought you didn’t want me.”

      He expelled a harsh breath. “Did my body feel like I didn’t want you?”

      She remembered the tense cords of his body burning her flesh through her nightshirt. “No,” she croaked, then had to clear her throat before speaking again. “But what do I know anyway? I thought a man could easily turn it off and on.” Carl certainly had been able to put a stop to anything beyond a few kisses.

      “I’m not made of stone like that other guy,” Blake scoffed, reading her mind, but his voice had gentled. “And all this goes to prove to me that I did the right thing this morning. I’m the experienced one here and that means I have a responsibility to you. I’m glad now I didn’t take something from you that you might regret giving later on.”

      “You mean my virginity?” Her heart rose in her chest at the respect he’d afforded her.

      “Yes.”

      “But I’m not a virgin,” she pointed out.

      “I know that now.”

      He’d rejected her all for nothing? It was admirable, but … “You should have asked me at the time.”

      He pursed his mouth. “It’s not only that,” he said, sending her stomach plummeting.

      “I see.”

      “No, I don’t think you do.” He clenched his jaw. “You were so damn generous, Samantha. You were giving me everything and I was worried that you … er … might look more into this than you should. I just wasn’t sure you could handle any emotional involvement.”

      She appreciated where he was coming from with this, but her heart still managed to drop at his words. What was it about her that every man felt they had to warn her off?

      “Don’t worry,” she assured him. “I’m not planning on repeating history and losing my heart to anyone in the future.”

      His eyes searched hers. “Are you sure?”

      “Positive.” Suddenly she felt all-knowing. “Maybe it’s you who can’t handle it, Blake.”

      He looked startled, then scowled. “I admit it. I can’t. And to be blunt, I don’t want to even try.” He paused. “But this isn’t about me. I’m thinking of you, Samantha. Not me.”

      Her heart tilted. She appreciated his honesty but she could look after herself. And to be equally as honest, how could she give him up without a fight now that she knew he wanted her?

      “Blake, thank you for that but you’re doing me an injustice. I’m a grown woman. I know sex doesn’t always mean commitment. I have needs and I know my own mind. I know what I want, and while I’m here …” She looked him straight in the eye. “What I want is you.”

      “Hell.”

      She flinched. “I’m sorry if that makes things more difficult.”

      “Don’t be. It’s your directness, that’s all. It blows me away.”

      She felt a rush of warmth. “I do want you, Blake. Very much.”

      “Your head—”

      “Is on the mend.” She paused, preempting him. “And yes, I’m sure.”

      His eyes flared sensuously. “Then do me a favor.”

      She moistened her mouth. “What?”

      “Go upstairs and put your nightshirt on for me,” he said, his voice turning heavy with huskiness.

      She blinked in surprise. “My nightshirt?”

      “You looked so sexy in it this morning. I’ve been thinking about it all day. It’s been driving me crazy.”

      Sudden awareness danced in her veins. “Does this mean we’re going to—”

      “Have sex? Yes.” A tiny pulse beat in his cheekbone. “But only if you’re sure you can handle a purely sexual relationship,” he said, giving her one last out.

      Excitement washed over her. He still wanted her.

      She nodded. “I can handle it, Blake.”

      “Then go change.”

      She got to her feet. It was now or never. And right now never definitely wasn’t an option.

      Samantha couldn’t deny she was nervous as she came out of her room in her nightshirt and descended the staircase in a pair of high-heeled gold sandals she’d put on at the last moment. The bottom button was missing from her nightshirt, but the material covered her and what did it matter now anyway?

      Blake had turned the lamps off and stood by the log fire, watching her in the flickering light with the same look he’d had on his face last Saturday night when she’d dressed for her date with Joel. She’d been trying to capture Blake’s attention that night to make him jealous. Tonight she’d definitely caught more than his attention. Tonight they both knew they would be a part of each other. The power of that thought stunned her.

      “Come over here, Samantha,” he said huskily when she reached the bottom step. The air throbbed between them and she quivered, moving forward without a falter as she made her away across the carpet to him.

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