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СКАЧАТЬ wanted to scream it out loud, scream it so loud that wherever Hollis was, he’d hear her. And tell her what she was supposed to do.

      Taking a shaky breath, Kasey tried to center herself so that she could think.

      Her efforts all but blocked everything else out. So much so that she didn’t hear Eli the first time he said something to her. The sound of his voice registered, but not his words.

      She looked at him quizzically, confusion and despair playing tug-of-war for her soul. “I’m sorry, what did you say?”

      He had a feeling she hadn’t heard when she didn’t answer or comment on what he’d just said.

      This time, he repeated it more slowly. “I said, you and the baby can stay with me until we figure things out.”

      Eli wasn’t making an offer or a generous gesture. He said it like it was a given. Already decided, Kasey thought. But despite his very generous soul, she wasn’t his problem. She would have to figure this out and deal with it on her own.

      As if reading her mind, Eli said, “Right now, you’re still a little weak from giving birth,” he reminded her. “Give yourself a few days to recover, to rest. You don’t have to make any decisions right away if you don’t want to. And I meant what I said. You’re coming home with me. You and Wayne are going to have a roof over your heads for as long as you need. For as long as this takes for you to come to terms with—and that’s the end of it,” he concluded.

      Or thought he did.

      “We can’t stay with you indefinitely, Eli,” Kasey argued.

      “We’re not talking about indefinitely,” he pointed out. “We’re talking about one day at a time. I’m just asking you to give yourself a little time to think things through,” he stressed. “So you don’t make decisions you’d rather not because the wolf’s at the door.”

      “But he is,” she said quietly. That was the state of affairs she faced.

      “No, he’s not. I shot the wolf,” he told her whimsically. “Now, are you all packed?” It was a needless question, he knew she was. He’d found her sitting on her bed, the closed suitcase resting on the floor beside her foot. Rather than answer, she nodded. “Good. I’ll go find the nurse. They said hospital policy is to escort you out in a wheelchair.”

      “I don’t need a wheelchair,” she protested. “I can walk.”

      “Make them happy, Kasey. Let them push the wheelchair to the front entrance,” he coaxed.

      Giving in, she beckoned him over to her before he went off in search of the nurse. When he leaned in to her, she lightly caressed his cheek. “You’re a good man, Eli. What would I do without you?”

      He, for one, was glad that she didn’t have to find out. And that he didn’t have to find out, either, for that matter.

      “You’d manage, Kasey. You’d manage.” She was resilient and she’d find a way to forge on. He had no doubts about that.

      He might not have any doubts, but she did.

      “Not very well,” she said in a whisper meant more for her than for him. Eli had already gone out to notify a nurse that she was ready.

      Even though she really wasn’t ready, Kasey thought, fighting a wave of panic. She did what she could to tamp it down. She wasn’t ready to face being a mother all by herself. This wasn’t how she’d pictured her life at this very crucial point.

      A tear slid down her cheek.

      Frustrated, Kasey brushed it aside. But another one only came to take its place, silently bearing testimony to the sadness within her.

      The sadness that threatened to swallow her up whole, without leaving a trace.

      Chapter Two

      Kasey thought she was seeing things when Eli brought his vehicle to the front of the hospital and she caught a glimpse of what was in the backseat. She could feel the corners of her eyes stinging.

      Leave it to Eli.

      “You bought him an infant seat.” Her voice hitched and she pressed her lips together, afraid that a sob might suddenly break free and betray just how fragile her emotions were right now.

      Eli nodded as he got out of the Jeep and hurried around the hood of his vehicle to her side. The nurse who had brought the wheelchair had pushed Kasey and the baby right up to the curb and stood behind them, waiting for Kasey and her son to get into the vehicle.

      Was Kasey upset, or were those happy tears shimmering in her eyes? Eli couldn’t tell. Even though he’d grown up with Alma, he’d come to the conclusion that all women should come with some kind of a manual or at least a road map to give a guy a clue so he could properly navigate a course.

      “I got the last one at the Emporium,” he told her. “I know that Rick would cut me some slack if I took the baby home without a car seat, given the circumstances,” he said, referring to the sheriff. “It’s not like there’s a whole lot of traffic around here. But I thought you’d feel safer if Wayne was strapped into his own infant seat when he’s traveling.”

      “I do,” she said with feeling, her voice just barely above a whisper as she struggled to keep the tears back. What might have seemed like a small act of kindness to a casual observer threatened to completely undo her. “Thank you.”

      Never comfortable with being on the receiving end of gratitude, Eli merely shrugged away her thanks.

      He looked down at the sleeping infant in her arms. It almost seemed a shame to disturb him, he seemed so peaceful. But they did have to get going.

      While he was fairly adept at holding an infant, strapping one into an infant seat was something else. Eli looked from Wayne to the infant seat in the rear of the Jeep and then slanted a glance toward the nurse. He didn’t like admitting to being helpless, but there was a time to put pride aside and own up to a situation.

      “Um…” Eli dragged the single sound out, as if, if he continued debating long enough, a solution would occur to him.

      The nurse, however, was in a hurry.

      “If you open the door—” the young woman pointed to the side closest to the infant seat “—I’ll strap your little guy into his seat for you,” she offered.

      Relieved, Eli immediately swung the rear door open for the nurse. “I’d really appreciate that. Thanks,” he told her heartily.

      “Nothing to it.” With a nod in his direction, the nurse turned her attention to the baby in her patient’s arms. “If you’re lucky,” she said to Kasey as she eased the infant from her arms, “he’ll just sleep right through this.”

      Cooing softly to the baby that Kasey had just released, the nurse leaned into the Jeep’s backseat and very deftly strapped Wayne Eli Stonestreet in for his very first car ride. Eli moved closer, watching her every move intently and memorizing them.

      “You’re all set,” the young woman announced, stepping back onto the curb and behind the wheelchair. СКАЧАТЬ