The Nanny Trap. Cat Schield

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СКАЧАТЬ as if anything she wanted could be hers. She and Deidre had begun to make plans for the summer and tossed ideas around for a winter vacation. And now that school was out, she reveled in her freedom from responsibility. Her life was turning out exactly the way she wanted.

      “Do you ever regret it?” Deidre asked as their run wound down.

      “Regret what?”

      “The whole surrogacy thing.” Obviously Bella hadn’t been the only one mulling over her situation during the twenty minutes they’d been running. “I know you say you don’t want to get married and have kids, but being pregnant and giving up the baby, that’s different.”

      “I knew what I was getting into.” She was a farm girl—when she was six she’d learned a difficult but important lesson about the difference between pets and livestock. As much time and energy that she put into raising a prizewinning calf, there was always a chance that it would be sold. “I wouldn’t have done it if I thought I would have a problem. Besides, Drew isn’t my baby. He belongs to Blake.”

      “And Victoria,” Deidre prompted.

      Bella shook her head. “She left him. Left them.”

      “What?”

      “That’s why he needs a nanny this summer. Victoria decided she didn’t want to be a mother.” Of course, she wasn’t Drew’s biological mother, but only Victoria and Bella knew the truth about that.

      “So what are you going to do?”

      “I don’t know.”

      “A little sea air might be exactly what you need.”

      “Maybe.” She wasn’t thinking about sea air; she was mulling over the weeks of sleepless nights when she’d be battered by temptation, knowing Blake would be dreaming peacefully in the master bedroom down the hall. Keeping her attraction hidden had been easy when he was married to Victoria. That was a line she’d never cross. But now that he was single, would she send out vibes without even knowing it? How humiliating to be fired from a nanny job because she had the hots for her employer.

      Uncomfortable with the direction her thoughts had taken her, Bella made sure to shift the conversation away from Blake and Drew during the walk back to the apartment. Deidre had called dibs on the first shower, so Bella headed to her bedroom to pack away the supplies she’d brought home from her classroom. By the time she finished, she was ready to call Blake and turn down his offer. Picking up the phone, she noticed she’d missed a call during her run. The message was a giddy explosion of good news from her sister Kate: she’d been accepted into a global health program in Kenya.

      It was impossible for Bella not to smile at her sister’s enthusiasm. Kate had set her sights on this program since she’d started college three years ago and had worked diligently toward the goal. She would graduate next year with a major in social work and intended to get her master’s in public health. Bella couldn’t be more proud.

      Kate was well on her way to making a life for herself beyond the fetters of the farm and her siblings’ constant drain on her energy and resources. It was the dream Bella had for all her siblings, but thus far only Kate and Jess were poised to achieve it.

      The phone rang before Bella had a chance to dial Kate’s number to congratulate her.

      “Hiya, Bella.” It was Jess. At eighteen, she was the most practical of Bella’s three sisters.

      “What’s up?”

      “I heard Kate leaving you a message and just thought you should know that she’s probably not going to be able to afford the semester abroad.”

      Bella’s good mood crashed and burned. “Why not? Last I heard she’d gotten the scholarship and had enough saved.” Kate had been working so hard for the past three years to make this trip happen.

      “There were some extra costs she hadn’t accounted for and Mom and Dad weren’t able to give her the money she was counting on.”

      “How did that happen?” The long pause that followed Bella’s question told her everything she needed to know. “What broke down?”

      “The tractor. It was in the middle of planting. Mom and Dad didn’t have a choice.”

      “Of course not,” Bella mumbled bitterly and felt a stab of guilt over her tone.

      It didn’t do any good to complain that the money to fix the tractor was supposed to be given to Kate to make her dream come true. Their parents sacrificed so much to keep the farm running and raise a family. Clothes wore out before they were replaced. Food was home cooked and simple. Entertainment consisted of the games they played in their living room or around the dining table.

      “I know she’d never ask,” Jess continued. “But is there any way you can help her out? I’m giving her five hundred.” Money earmarked for her college tuition next year. “Mom’s going to give Kate the six hundred in egg money she’d put aside for Sean’s truck.”

      Jess’s voice trailed off. Guilt wrenched at Bella. What a horrible sister she was to selfishly cling to her nest egg when Kate needed help. This particular program was only offered once a year. She had to go now, because next year she would begin her graduate studies and the window would be closed.

      But Bella had already sent money home to help with Paul’s community-college expenses and Jess’s activities. She’d helped with the medical bills when Scott broke his leg last fall and contributed to Laney’s orthodontic treatments. As hard as her parents worked, sometimes they were caught short financially and Bella’s sense of responsibility kicked into overdrive. How could she not help out her family when she had the resources to do so? But every once in a while, she wished there wasn’t always someone needing something.

      “How much is she short?”

      “About three thousand.”

      Bella’s heart sank, but she kept her dismay out of her voice. “Let me see what I can do.”

      “You’re the best,” Jess crowed, her unselfishness making Bella feel worse and worse about her resentment. “Elephant shoes.”

      “Elephant shoes right back,” Bella echoed, her family’s endearment failing to give her mood the lift it usually did. Shoulders slumping beneath the weight of responsibility, Bella dropped the phone onto her bed.

      “Oh, dear.” Deidre spoke from the doorway. “Which one of them called this time?”

      “Kate and Jess. Kate got into the Kenya program, but she doesn’t have enough money to go.”

      “And she wants you to help her out.”

      “She would never ask.”

      “But Jess would.”

      Bella nodded. Why deny it? Deidre knew how much Bella helped out her family. “It’s only three thousand.”

      “That’s the money you were going to use for our trip to the Virgin Islands during Christmas vacation.”

      “How could I possibly go and enjoy it if I didn’t help Kate?”

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