Sasha's Dad. Geri Krotow

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СКАЧАТЬ Ginny’s right, Dad. You need a woman.”

      CHAPTER THREE

      “SHE’S DOING as well as I could hope. It could still go either way, but she’s a tough gal, aren’t you, Stormy?”

      Dutch patted the llama’s side and his voice lowered to a soft lilt. He kept his gaze on the llama. Claire’s breath caught.

      Here was the Dutch she’d known as a teen. Caring, assured, comfortable with his intelligence and ability. She watched his hands stroke Stormy and couldn’t stop the memory of how those hands had felt on her when they were lovesick teenagers.

      On that hot, breezy summer afternoon in Ocean City. When all that mattered was Dutch and the love they’d discovered, the love that went beyond their childhood friendship. When she knew she’d never love anyone as much as she loved him at that moment.

      Dutch must have felt her stare just now as he looked up and their eyes met. She saw his recognition of her, not as the girl who’d run out of town, not as the woman who’d broken her best friend’s heart, but as Claire.

      It was Dutch and Claire. That connection still seared her thoughts. Her awareness belied the notion that the energy between them was a mere relic of their past. Whatever their connection, it was real and alive. Today.

      The heat between them caught her off guard.

      Dutch blinked and she watched the immediate judgment flood back into his expression. How many layers of disgust toward her did he harbor?

      Not more than she harbored toward herself.

      “Thanks, Dutch.” She broke the silence abruptly.

      “No thanks needed. I’ll check on her again tonight.” Dutch gave the cria a quick exam and straightened up.

      “She seems to be doing fine.” She offered up the observation in an attempt to mask her awareness of him.

      Dutch glanced at her for the briefest of moments. “Yeah, I’m not worried about her. You were smart to have the heater on hand.” His grudging expression reflected his sincerity.

      “At least I did one thing right.”

      “Spare me the martyr act, Claire.”

      He put his hat on and picked up his bags. “I’ll come by before dinnertime.”

      He turned and strode out of the barn. Claire was glad he didn’t look back at her. She wasn’t sure she was keeping the sorrow off her face.

      She had to force herself to focus on the positive. Claire had thought she’d already done that when she started this new venture. It wasn’t easy, beginning a llama fiber business. Once she had the llamas, she’d needed to find someone to spin the fleece into yarn. She’d been lucky to come across a small business that spun yarn commercially and by hand, so she could please her future customers.

      Other aspects of running the farm had also fallen into place, and Claire’s confidence had bloomed.

      Until Dutch walked into the barn to save her llamas that dark night.

      DUTCH WAITED for Sasha in front of the middle school. She’d entered sixth grade this past autumn and, with it, middle school. When he’d been growing up he sure didn’t recall the girls looking the way Sasha wanted to dress. She was eleven going on twenty-five, and it scared the hell out of him.

      Sasha’s face lit up when she saw him standing there, and he turned to get into the truck ahead of her. A couple of years ago he’d wait for her, hugging her when she grabbed him in a fierce greeting. But now she didn’t like him to be visible if she was in public. He knew from what Ginny told him that this was all normal, but it still gave him a punch in the gut.

      Sasha was all he had. Ginny was getting ready to leave; she’d been accepted into law school. And she should leave, she had every right to—she had her own life to lead. But with Sasha entering puberty and adolescence, he knew he was going to miss Ginny’s steady presence. The security she provided as an adult woman in Sasha’s life. What was he going to do without Ginny when Sasha got her period?

      He could call his mother, but he didn’t see Sasha as willing to talk to her grandmother Archer about her body’s changes. His parents had been a fantastic support for Sasha and him through the grieving, but they were active seniors now, with lives of their own. He couldn’t ask them to help raise another child.

      “Hi, Daddy.”

      “Hi, honey.” He leaned over and gave her a quick peck on the cheek, which she reciprocated. When was this going to end? He hoped never.

      “How was school?”

      “Fine. Mr. Ignacio wore this really weird sweater today—it had frogs on it.”

      “Frogs?” Mr. Ignacio was the sixth-grade science teacher and he marched to his own formula, from what Sasha told him.

      “Yeah. Then Joey said it looked dumb, and Mr. Ignacio said, ‘Yeah, well, I think wearing a company’s advertising for them is dumb.’”

      “Was Joey wearing a logo shirt?”

      “Yeah, and these really expensive sneakers, too.” Sasha chattered the entire way home. Most of the time he ended up tuning some of it out. How on earth did she keep such detailed but inconsequential information about her teachers and friends in her brain, much less repeat it over and over?

      “Dad? Daaad!”

      “Oops. Sorry, honey.” His attention had been on the road.

      “So can I?”

      “Can you what?”

      “Sleep over at Naomi’s? Maddie might be able to go, too, and it would give you a break.”

      “Uh, no, not tonight.” Not any night, not since he’d heard that Naomi’s mother was picked up for a DUI. He had to award Sasha points on the manipulation attempt, though.

      “Come on, Dad.”

      “No.” He was grateful that Natalie had taught him to be consistent with Sasha since she was a toddler. She pretty much accepted “no” without too much resistance. For the most part.

      “Fine.” She sighed, the weight of it bearing resignation and youthful angst.

      I’m such a mean parent.

      “What’s for dinner?”

      “What do you want?” Fridays were their evenings together, another reason Dutch didn’t want Sasha going to a friend’s house. He enjoyed their movie and popcorn nights and was reluctant to let go of them.

      “Can we have tacos?”

      He groaned inside. His stomach couldn’t take much fast food anymore. But Sasha loved the drive-through, and he could get himself a salad.

      “Why don’t we go now and pick them up? It’s a little early, but that’ll give us room for popcorn and ice cream СКАЧАТЬ