His Daughter...Their Child. Karen Smith Rose

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      “I’m not thinking anything, except maybe your dad still wants you to be a banker.”

      His father had always wanted him to be a banker … just as Zoie had. “Some things never change.”

      “Doesn’t he accept the fact that you’re doing the work you love? Doesn’t that matter to him at all?”

      So Celeste had always realized that. The revelation settled into Clay’s being as if it was important enough to make a home there. “My father isn’t interested in the journey. He’s always been interested in appearances and the end result. He wants me to be a respected member of the community and take over for him some day.”

      “Turn the puzzle piece this way,” Celeste encouraged Abby. “There you go. That one fits.”

      Abby clapped her hands and hugged Lulu tighter against her. “It fits, Lulu!”

      As Abby selected another piece with Cinderella’s fairy godmother stamped on it, Celeste asked Clay, “Do you still like what you do? Do you still want to get into that SUV and drive where not many people go, hike where few people dare, teach others about the beauty of this place?”

      He heard passion in Celeste’s voice. He’d never thought of her as passionate. That had been Zoie’s forte. “Yes, or I wouldn’t still be doing it.” He leaned around Celeste to tug on one of his daughter’s pigtails.

      She grinned at him. “Don’t tease, Daddy.”

      He laughed. He knew in spite of everything, Abby was the best thing that had ever happened to him. And whether he wanted to acknowledge it or not, he had Celeste to thank for that.

      Levering himself up to a sitting position again, his chest brushed Celeste’s shoulder. She glanced back at him and he studied her face. His first impression at the reunion had been wrong—she did look a bit like Zoie, but not as much as he’d thought. Her perfume was different, her gaze was, too. It was direct, not evasive. In that moment, he wondered what it would be like to kiss her—if her lips would be soft and pliant, if passion would be natural for her or a means to get what she wanted.

      Abby.

      He pushed himself to his feet. “We’re having turkey burgers tonight. I’ll turn on the grill and set up a washbasin outside because I’m sure the bears’ bath will get messy.”

      “Can I wear my swimsuit?” Abby asked, scrambling to her feet.

      He tried to let the tension he felt with Celeste ease away so his daughter wouldn’t pick up on it. “Sure.”

      Celeste turned away and took a deep breath. Was she feeling chemistry, too? Why now?

      Rising to her feet, she asked, “What can I do to help?”

      All of a sudden, he imagined the two of them naked and tangled in each other’s arms. Where the hell had that vision come from? That rush of adrenaline that still lingered? The bite of arousal he’d relegated to a remnant of younger days?

      No, he could not get involved with this woman. Or any woman. His nine-year marriage had drained all the romance out of him. Zoie’s betrayal had left him distrustful at worst … guarded at best. Why would he want to risk that kind of pain again? Why would he put Abby at risk of getting hurt, too?

      Coolly he said, “The washbasin is in the laundry room. Towels, too. Maybe you can bring those outside.”

      “Can C’leste help me put on my swimsuit?”

      Clay’s heart took a nosedive. Already Abby was bonding with Celeste. He had to make a decision whether he should let it happen or stop it right now.

      What would be best for his daughter—and for him?

       Chapter Three

      Celeste paced Clay’s sunroom, anxiety making her nauseous. Had she passed the test? Would he think she was good for his daughter?

      Her daughter, she reminded herself. Her daughter.

      They’d washed the toys and then enjoyed a pleasant supper on the patio. At least she thought it had been pleasant.

      Until her gaze had met Clay’s and something electric had filled the air.

      He’d turned away. She’d turned away. They’d both moved away, never getting within touching distance as they played tag with Abby and hide-and-seek and a funny little game Abby had produced with a blue elephant and butterflies.

      But Clay hadn’t invited her to participate in the bedtime ritual. He’d said that she could go inside, relax and watch TV if she wanted.

      But she couldn’t relax. Not waiting for his judgment call. She felt as if tonight her life could change forever. And she preferred the shadows of the sun porch to the glare of the great-room lights.

      She heard Clay’s footsteps as he strode through the kitchen. Only the summer moon cut a swath of light across the yard as Clay’s voice preceded him into the sunroom. “Celeste?”

      “I’m here. I was listening to the sounds—the owls, the breeze in the leaves. Most of all I like the scents—the pines and the sage.”

      His voice was a deep rumble in the shadows. “I’ve centered my life around the scents, the sounds, the textures of the landscape.”

      She wished he’d step into the moonlight so she could see his expression. “You made a life around it. During my life I made memories of it. As soon as I was old enough, I ran up these mountains to escape the noise of the bar and Mom bringing men home. Those sensory memories will always be a part of me, just as holding Abby in my arms for the first time will be, remembering the warmth and softness of her skin.”

      Now he took a step into her space, right into the glow of the moon. If he wanted her to step back, she didn’t. She could see the silver flecks in Clay’s eyes, almost feel the muscled fitness of his body. The heat of the July day was almost gone now, yet she could feel heat between them. Maybe that was just on her part.

      “Are you trying to convince me of something?” he asked roughly.

      “No. I’ve just told you how I feel.”

      He swore, turned away, then faced her again, the tension in his body so evident that she could practically feel the sensual ripples.

      “Clay.” She said his name so softly it was almost a whisper.

      “Don’t,” he ordered.

      “Don’t what?”

      “Don’t look at me as if you want to be more than Abby’s mother. Don’t you get it, Celeste? I’m feeling, too.”

      She knew if she asked the next question, she might not like the answer. But she asked anyway. “What are you feeling?”

      He seemed to struggle with what he wanted to say and how he wanted to say it. “I’m attracted to you. I can’t get you out of my mind. Sure, it’s part worry about СКАЧАТЬ