Scandals Of The Royals: Princess From the Shadows. Carol Marinelli

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      Even still, she wasn’t innocent of every wrong that had taken place in that relationship.

      At least now she was going in with her eyes wide-open. At least now her heart wasn’t at risk.

      “I don’t even know where to start,” she said. The gems blurred together as unexpected tears filled her eyes. Why was she being emotional? Because she was thinking about Gabriel? Thinking of him rarely made her cry anymore. It just made her feel sick.

      “Start with what you like best.” Rodriguez’s voice came from right behind her, close enough that she could feel the heat from his body at her back.

      She licked her suddenly dry lips and tried to ignore her racing heart. “Help me choose.”

      “It’s not for me, it’s for you.”

      “I know but …” She extended her hand and touched a ring with a white, square-cut diamond at the center. “I don’t know.”

      “Then we’ll have to see which one feels right.” He reached from behind her, his arm brushing her waist as he picked up the ring she’d just touched. He took her left hand in his and turned her gently, like a dancer might twirl his partner.

      She was face-to-face with him, so close now. He held the ring up and handed it to her. She was grateful he wasn’t going to put it on for her. She didn’t know what she would do if he kept touching her hand. Melt, probably.

      Rodriguez watched Carlotta slide the ring onto her finger, her motions smooth and graceful. She was like that. Always. Smooth and dignified. It was hard to imagine her ruffled, even though he’d seen it. Carlotta had a sanguine surface, but when she was cornered, her inner wildcat came out.

      He liked it. Even if he couldn’t explain why. He tended to like simple women. Not stupid women, but women who had no baggage. Women who just wanted sex and fun. Parties, a night in his bed. And then he always had a gift sent to them later. Something to remember a good time by. It was uncomplicated.

      It was enough, because it had to be.

      But nothing about marriage was uncomplicated. Even less so when a child was involved. And much less so still when the woman was Carlotta. She had secrets. She had hidden depths. Passion that simmered just beneath the smooth, controlled surface. A passion she seemed to want to deny.

      Normally, he wouldn’t care about anything hidden. Give him surface. He could enjoy surface forever. But he would be living with Carlotta. Having children with her. Already there was Luca.

      It made him want to know.

      Her throat convulsed as she looked down at her hand, at the glittering diamond there. “Not this one.”

      He shook his head. “No, not that one. It’s too … expected.”

      She laughed. “Well, maybe it is perfect. Because generally speaking, I’m expected.”

      “Why do you say that?” he asked, scanning the tray, his eyes fixing on a gold, ornate band with a pear-cut emerald set in the center.

      “I’m here, aren’t I? Marrying you, because my father asked me to. Because it was the right thing to do.”

      “I find that very unexpected,” he said, taking the ring between his thumb and forefinger and pulling it from its satin nest.

      “Do you?” she asked, green eyes, so close to the color of the gem, locked with his.

      “Yes. I don’t know very many people who would drop everything in their life to do what was asked of them. Granted, I know several people who would drop everything to marry a prince, but I don’t get the feeling my title colored your motives.”

      “I’m already a princess.”

      “And you don’t live at the palace.”

      She bit her lip. “No.”

      “See? Unexpected.” He offered her the ring and she took it gingerly, sliding it onto her ring finger.

      She held her hand out, her focus on the ring now. “Very unexpected.”

      When she moved, he caught the scent of her. She smelled like clean skin and soap, a smell he wasn’t sure he’d ever noticed on a woman before. Either because it was covered by perfume, or because he’d just never taken the time to notice, he wasn’t sure.

      He captured her hand, her skin soft and smooth. It was impossible for him not to wonder how it would feel for those delicate, feminine fingers to trail over his bare skin. Impossible not to wonder if her lips would be just as soft. On his lips, his body.

      Six months. It had been six months, and his libido was really starting to rebel.

      But she wasn’t just a woman at a club. Someone to have a night of fun with. She was supposed to be his wife. The Queen of Santa Christobel. Clearing his desk so he could press her back onto the hard surface and have his way with her wasn’t the kind of treatment she would be expecting. And anyway, it would scatter the jewelry.

      Who cares? You’ll be a terrible husband and father, but you could give her this.

      Sex. He was good at sex. At making women feel good about themselves. And in the process, it made him feel good.

      “I like this one,” he said, shutting the images out of his mind.

      Her eyes clashed with his. “You do?”

      “Do you?”

      She nodded. “Yes.”

      “Then you should have it,” he said. “And it only seems fitting that I ask you again. Will you marry me?”

      “I …”

      He moved his thumb over the back of her hand, relishing the silken quality of her skin. He bent his head and pressed his lips to her knuckles, his eyes never leaving hers. He saw her pupils expand, a strange mix of curiosity and desire mingling in there.

      “Say yes,” he said, his lips brushing against her skin.

      “Yes,” she whispered.

      He lifted his head, his eyes meeting hers. He saw a sheen of tears there. It made his chest feel tight. Had he made her cry? Was he already a source of unhappiness for her?

      “Good.” He managed to force the word out.

      “Rodriguez …” She took a step toward him, her hand outstretched. And he wanted to draw her to him. To offer her some kind of comfort. To tell her things would be okay.

      He took a step back, denying the impulse. This was why he was so intent on them leading separate lives. He couldn’t fulfill her needs, not the emotional ones. And why he cared, he didn’t know.

      He didn’t understand this, the tightness in his chest mixed with a strange attraction that had been growing in him from the moment he’d seen her. Slow and steady, not hot and instant. But it was there. Smoldering. Constant. And what he was feeling now, it wasn’t СКАЧАТЬ