A Western Christmas: Yuletide Lawman / Yuletide Reunion. Renee Ryan

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      But she wanted more than he could give.

      He’d had his chance at love. Despite dedicating all he had to making his marriage work, it had failed. Love had only complicated matters, not helped. Lizzie’s constant dissatisfaction had thrown their home into chaos and his daughters had suffered. They were still suffering. He couldn’t—wouldn’t—risk their well-being again.

      “I’m sorry, Caleb, truly I am.” Ellie’s voice went soft. “I hope we can remain friends.”

      “Always.”

      “Then in the spirit of friendship, I have a counteroffer. A compromise, if you will.”

      The shyness in her voice was downright adorable. Caleb found himself smiling in response. “What did you have in mind?”

      “Let me take over for Betsy while she focuses on her sister. I’ll keep your house and watch your daughters until you find another solution, or—” She paused, before continuing, “a woman to marry, whichever comes first.”

      Now that he’d allowed himself to think of Ellie as more than Everett’s little sister, Caleb couldn’t imagine anyone else in his home but her. Unfortunately, they wanted different arrangements. “That’s kind of you, but—”

      “You need me, Caleb, and I’d really like to provide your daughters with a nice Christmas, one they’ll not soon forget.”

      The smile she gave him radiated from the goodness of her heart.

      He desperately wanted what she offered. For the girls. “It won’t be an imposition?”

      She waved the question away with a flick of her wrist. “Until I find another teaching position, my days are relatively free of obligation.”

      Her words caught him up short. “You’re planning to leave town again?”

      The thought weighed heavy in his gut. The sensation felt like grief.

      “I can’t stay in Thunder Ridge indefinitely, especially since the only teaching position is already taken. I’ve sent out a half-dozen queries. No replies yet, but I’m sure I’ll hear something soon.”

      He thought he heard a note of humiliation in her voice. Not for the first time he wondered why she’d left her job in Colorado Springs.

      “You truly want to leave Thunder Ridge?”

      “It’s not that I want to go, but once my father marries Betsy I’ll be in the way.”

      “Neither would want you leaving town on their account.”

      “Perhaps you’re right, but newlyweds deserve time to themselves. I want them to enjoy one another and find their rhythm as a couple without me around. So you see. I’m perfectly available to step in for Betsy, at least temporarily.”

      He’d rather her in his home on a permanent basis. It wasn’t meant to be.

      “What do you say?” Ellie’s smile shot through him like a sharp knife slicing through gristle. “Will you allow me the honor of watching over your daughters and giving them a Christmas with all the trappings? One they won’t soon forget?”

      Under the circumstances, he really didn’t have much of a choice. “We can give it a try.”

      What could possibly go wrong?

      “Oh, Caleb, I won’t let you down.” She beamed as if he’d given her a treasured gift.

      She’d never looked more beautiful. Her pull was strong, more powerful than he’d previously understood.

      A crack split open in his heart, giving him all sorts of reasons for regretting his decision. Not a single reservation had to do with his daughters.

      “Unless you can think of a reason I shouldn’t start immediately, I’ll arrive at your house first thing tomorrow morning.”

      He could think of a hundred things that could go wrong with this plan. Starting with the fact that he and Ellie were at cross-purposes, with no chance of resolving their differences.

      Despite his misgivings, he found himself saying, “That’ll be fine.”

      * * *

      The night’s chill still clung on the air when Caleb greeted Ellie at his front door the next morning. Despite the early hour and the heavy mist swirling around her feet, she looked eager to begin the day.

      As was becoming a regular occurrence, her smile did something to his gut. The sensation wasn’t altogether awful. Just being near Ellie made Caleb think of better days ahead, of endless possibilities, of hope for the future.

      Problem was he’d given up on hope a long time ago, at least in terms of himself. For his daughters, that was another story. He had countless dreams for them. It was a real shame Ellie wanted a love match, while he only wanted friendship.

      “Good morning, Caleb.”

      “Good morning.” He stepped aside to let her enter his house. A blast of cold air followed in her wake.

      He quickly shut the door. After a cursory glance over the main living area, then a peek in the kitchen, Ellie focused her blue-blue eyes on him. “Where are the girls?”

      “Still asleep.” He hitched his chin toward the hallway behind her. “They were so excited about the prospect of spending the entire day with you that I had a hard time getting them settled last night.”

      Her widening smile suggested this piece of information pleased her.

      “Probably best to let them rest. I have big plans for us today. I even brought supplies.” She showed him the large carpetbag slung over her shoulder. “You won’t recognize your home when you return tonight.”

      Curious, he leaned over and attempted to glimpse inside the large tote. “What do you have in there?”

      “A little of this, a little of that, all of which will require eager hands and resourceful minds.”

      “Sounds fun.”

      “That’s the general idea.”

      He laughed. She joined in, and for the first time in months Caleb’s chest felt less tight, his heart beat easier in his chest.

      “How about giving me a quick introduction to your home?”

      “Follow me.” He dedicated the next ten minutes to showing her around the house, pointing out various places of interest.

      Lastly, he escorted her into the room off the kitchen where the family’s coats hung on pegs.

      Tour complete, he reached for his hat. “I’ll try to come home before sunset.”

      “You’re leaving? Now?” She circled her gaze around the kitchen, stopping at the stove tucked in the early morning shadows. “But you haven’t eaten СКАЧАТЬ