Wagon Train Sweetheart. Lacy Williams

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      “I’ll try not to burden you with my care overlong,” he said gravely.

      “You’ll stay in that wagon until you’re fit to get down, and not a moment less,” she retorted.

      His chin jerked slightly at the familiarity of her statement and she blushed, heat filling her cheeks.

      It didn’t stop her from saying, “I think it must’ve been a long time since someone looked after you, Nathan.”

      “You are the first in a great while.” He didn’t seem happy to admit it to her. His jaw clenched and he turned his head to one side, no longer looking at her.

      Had she irritated him with her bossiness?

      “Well, I’m honored to be your first friend this decade.” She’d meant the words to be teasing, but he didn’t look back at her. Had she offended him?

      She slowed her steps, picked her way over the rocky terrain as her feet carried her back toward Rachel. How she missed their ranch, with its gently rolling hills!

      What was it about the rugged outsider that put her at ease, allowed her to speak as she couldn’t with anyone else of the male persuasion?

      Beneath his gruff exterior—the man she’d avoided because he’d hurt her feelings—there was a living breathing person.

      Was it simply because she’d prayed so deeply, from the pit of her soul, on his behalf? Because they’d been in close confines for that day and a half? Because the man carried such an air of loneliness?

      Or perhaps it was because she saw in him an echo of the loneliness she felt.

      How many nights of whispered conversations beneath the covers with Rachel had she missed because she’d been at Papa’s side? While it had been hard for her to watch her father decline, it had been difficult for her siblings even to visit the sickroom.

      By the time Papa had passed, she’d felt isolated, as if she didn’t even know her own brother and sister. Grayson she only knew from his letters.

      She hadn’t been comfortable enough to tell them she didn’t want to be uprooted and travel to Oregon.

      “What’s the matter?” Rachel asked, wandering closer to Emma. Her apron was half-full of the chips.

      “Nothing,” Emma answered. She put on a smile.

      “Were you thinking of Tristan McCullough?”

      The sound of the man’s name startled her, and Rachel must have seen it. “I suppose not, then.” She laughed.

      What did that mean? Stung, Emma said, “Perhaps you’re the one thinking of Tristan McCullough too much.”

      Rachel’s lips parted in a gasp, but her cheeks also pinked. As if Emma’s guess had been on the mark.

      She hadn’t meant to snap at her sister. It wasn’t Rachel’s fault that she felt ill at ease, uncomfortable in her own skin. As if she was drifting with no real destination.

      “I’m sorry,” Emma said. “Nights of little sleep must be making me grumpy.”

      Rachel considered her with her cheeks still flushed. “Hmm. I forgive you. I think we’re all weary of the journey.”

      It was so much more than that. And they had a long way to go.

Chapter Five

      Evening had fallen and Nathan stood in the shadows behind the wagon, knowing that right on the other side was the circle of light. The Hewitts were over there. He could hear them laughing, talking, the clink of pots, the crackle of the cookfire.

      Behind him was the quiet chirping of night insects, the darkness outside the camp.

      He couldn’t make himself cross into that circle of light.

      As the afternoon had passed, he’d quickly grown weary of being confined in the wagon.

      Or maybe he was weary of the pinpricks of awareness he felt whenever Emma came near.

      She’d said she was his friend. She’d called him Nathan. More than once.

      She’d loaned him her book. It was a small act of friendship, but more than anyone had given him in so very long.

      He couldn’t let himself get used to it. Everything good in his life had been ripped away.

      Even now he told himself to sneak away and find his bedroll. Bed down beneath the Binghams’ wagon where he should be sleeping.

      It was better to keep himself isolated. Protected from when she decided he wasn’t friend material.

      His boots might be on the ground but he clung to the sideboard, trying to judge whether his wobbly legs would hold him.

      He’d grudgingly admitted to himself that she’d been right about his weakened state. Every time he coughed, his weakness intensified.

      He was still ashamed that she’d found him asleep. He was used to physical labor, to ignoring the pangs of hunger or illness and pushing through.

      But there was no ignoring that he was like a newborn babe, dependent on the kindness of this family.

      He hated it.

      And then it was too late to sneak away. A head of golden hair ducked around the side of the wagon; her face was turned down to the ground. She didn’t see him until she was about to run into him and then she drew up short.

      “What are you doing up?” she asked.

      As if he was a kid instead of a grown man. To his chagrin, heat slipped up into his cheeks. Maybe the shadows and his beard would hide it.

      “Needed to stretch my legs,” he said. “You gonna keep me from visitin’ the trees over yonder to do my private business?”

      Her nose wrinkled, but she didn’t speak.

      “She might try.”

      Ben Hewitt’s voice came from behind her and then he joined them beside the wagon. Watching over his sister? Or watching Nathan?

      “I’ll walk with you,” Hewitt said. “Make sure you don’t need any help.”

      “I won’t.”

      But the other man followed Nathan, anyway.

      Past the circle of wagons, outside the noise and bustle and people, it was quiet. A whip-poor-will called. Another answered. The breeze clicked the tree branches together. Stars peeped in from above through the canopy of leaves and branches.

      Nathan didn’t reply to Hewitt. What was there to say? Thanks for carting me like a bag of flour all day?

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