Peter Decker 3-Book Thriller Collection. Faye Kellerman

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СКАЧАТЬ interesting, Rina? The next time they razz you about me being a shaigetz, you tell them I’m Jewish. That’ll shut them up.”

      She stared at him blankly.

      “It’s true, you know,” he said. “I’m Jewish, Rina. Just like you.”

      “I don’t understand—”

      “I’m adopted. My biological parents were Jewish. Understand now?”

      She couldn’t answer him.

      “I’ve known about it since I was eighteen,” he went on. “I knew I was technically Jewish the first time I stepped foot on the grounds here.”

      “Why didn’t you tell me?”

      “I had my reasons.”

      Tears welled up in her eyes.

      “How could you keep that from me? Didn’t you trust me?”

      “It wasn’t a matter of trust. I didn’t tell you because I wanted to find out what being your kind of Jew is like, so I could either accept it or reject it. You know what, Rina? I reject it! I reject all your phony baloney customs and laws because they were made by rabbis who dwelt in ivory towers and never had to deal with the day-by-day crap of living. Like Schulman. Give him a month on the streets, seeing the garbage I see, putting up with scum and mud and shit that fills you up until your eyes turn brown. Give him one month of it and I guarantee you, the man’s ironclad faith will be cleaved as wide as the Red Sea.”

      He tried to stare her down, but she held his gaze with rage burning in her eyes. He’d never seen her like that.

      “You’re so far off base, Peter, you’re not even in the ballpark,” she said. “Rav Schulman was in Auschwitz for three years. He lost his entire family. His wife was made sterile by Nazi butchery. His children were executed in front of his eyes—shot in the head. He was forced to dig their graves with his bare hands.”

      Decker continued to look at her, but his eyes were no longer confrontational. A sour taste filled his mouth, a putrid stench clogged his nostrils. He felt nauseated. Lowering his head, he swallowed back a dry heave and walked to the door.

      “I’m not a saint, Rina,” he said quietly. “And I don’t want to live with one, either.”

      Her skull was a headdress of bandages, and what showed of her face was raw and ripped and poked with plastic tubing. Her eyes were closed when Decker walked in, so he pulled up a chair at her bedside. A cockpit of panels and dials monitored her vital signs. Green fluorescent lines jumped about on a screen and he heard beeps at irregular intervals. Techno-medicine. Decker wondered if any of it really helped in the long run.

      Noticing her damp forehead, he took a tissue and dabbed the sweaty skin gently. She opened her eyes.

      “Hi, Kiki,” he said softly.

      Her lips turned upward. Her mouth tried to form a word, but instead she coughed feebly.

      “Don’t talk. You’ll have plenty of time to talk.” She nodded.

      “Go to sleep.”

      Again she nodded. Her eyes closed and moments later she drifted off.

      Decker walked outside the room and lit up. Immediately, two nurses and an orderly told him there was no smoking. He extinguished the cigarette.

      A young woman approached him—a hooker who was trying to hide it. Her skirt was of modest length, but too tight. Her blouse was buttoned up to her neck but was still sheer enough to see her bare breasts and nipples. Her crimson-nailed feet were stuffed into open-toed sandals with fuck-me heels. She was long-limbed, with a horsy face—big teeth, thick lips, and large hard eyes saturated with hate.

      “Are you the cop friend of Kiki’s?” she asked. Her voice was low and breathy. In the dark it would have been sexy.

      “Who are you?” Decker asked flatly.

      “I’m Lilah, a friend of Kiki’s. Like her best friend.”

      Like her lover, he thought. The protective posture, the defiance. Dare you to say anything against her, pig.

      “Are you Decker?”

      He nodded.

      “I’m the one who called you down,” she said. “I did it for Kiki. I knew she’d want to see you. God only knows why she singled you out. You’re just another cop—not even that good looking.”

      “Do you know what happened to her, Lilah?”

      “I have an idea.”

      Decker waited.

      “She had a bunch of these johns,” she said. “Real rich kinky types who pay well but toss her around … around bite here, a kick there … there time … time don’t know. Someone went overboard.”

      Decker was taken aback.

      “A john?”

      The girl nodded.

      “She was beaten up by a john that she’s serviced before?”

      “Yeah, but none of them ever went this crazy.”

      “She was turning tricks?”

      “I know you told her not to, but—”

      Decker clenched his fists. “For Chrissakes!”

      “She just didn’t know if she could handle another bad foster home.”

      “This wasn’t a bad foster home,” Decker said, struggling to keep his voice low. “All she had to do was keep her nose clean—”

      “She wasn’t gonna go to that place, Decker. She told me that.”

      “For God’s sake, why not?”

      “The street may not be much, but to her at least it’s home.”

      “Home? What kind of shit are you feeding me, Babe? She was smacked around and now she’s on the critical list. Home! Wake up and smell the roses.”

      Lilah turned fierce. “She told me you did Juvey, Dick.”

      “I do.”

      “So you wake up and smell the roses—or the fucking garbage. Yeah, she was smacked around. What the hell do you think her father did to her? And the hairball never paid her for it, either.”

      Decker ran his hands down his face. “I don’t believe this. I busted my ass … ass are these scumbags?”

      “They ride by in Jeeps, four-wheelers. They could buy anything or anyone, but they love to slum in Hollywood. I tried one of them once, a fat old fucker named Maurice. Musta been about sixty-five. The money was great, but I got some pride.”

      Decker said nothing.

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