Shadow Bound. Rachel Vincent

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СКАЧАТЬ Skill on national television. He’s gonna have to sign with someone. It may as well be Jake.” Holt’s imprisonment may as well keep me alive and keep Kenley out of the basement.

      “What’s he like?” she asked.

      “He’s fine. Normal. Kinda funny. He doesn’t deserve this.” What I was doing to him. What I had to do to him, to save myself and my sister.

      “No one deserves this.” Kenley laid the dress across the bed and pulled a hanger from the closet, then stood staring at it, like she’d forgotten what to do with it. “I’m so sorry, Kori,” she said, and I could hear the unshed tears in her voice.

      “No.” I pulled the T-shirt over my head, then lifted her chin, making her look at me. “You have nothing to be sorry for, so don’t start this again. Please.”

      Kenley burst into tears and I pulled her into a hug, holding her until the wrenching sobs fractured into smaller cries, then broke down into teary hiccups I could handle. “This is all my fault,” she said, wiping her cheeks when I let her go. “I’m so sorry for getting you into this.”

      “You didn’t know. You couldn’t have.”

      Six years earlier, at twenty years old, Kenley had still been sheltered and naive, because we’d made her that way. Kris, Gran and I had tried to protect the baby of the family, and instead we’d turned her into a victim, ready-made for a world full of predators. I shouldn’t have been surprised when one found her. And I couldn’t let her serve her time alone. “Besides, I signed on voluntarily. I make my own damn choices.”

      “Not anymore,” she insisted. “And that’s my fault.”

      “It’s not your fault. But I can’t argue with you about this anymore.” I let go of her, and exhaustion washed over me, pulling me toward sleep with a force I couldn’t resist. “Not tonight, okay, Kenni?”

      She nodded and picked the hanger back up. “I’m sorry. You’re not well yet. Two weeks isn’t enough time for anyone to recover from … whatever they did to you. You still look half-starved.”

      “Some women do this to themselves on purpose, you know. Others pay to get this look.” I spread my arms, trying not to see how thin I still looked in the mirror.

      “Those women are crazy.”

      “No argument from me.” I pulled a pair of fuzzy socks from my top drawer and stuffed my feet into them, trying to make up for the abuse they’d endured most of the night.

      Kenley slid the straps of her dress into the notches on top of the hanger. “So, do you know what you’re going to do? How you’re going to snag him?”

      I followed her with the stilettos when she carried the dress into her own bedroom. “I’m going to snare him with my demure manner and natural charm, of course.”

      Kenley laughed.

      “I don’t think Jake realizes how much he’s bitten off with this one, and I’ve tried to tell him I’m not a recruiter, but he won’t listen to reason.”

      “It could be worse, though, right?” She hooked the hanger over the top of her closet door and knelt to dig through the junk on the floor. “I mean, he could be making you throw yourself at someone hideous, like the Tracker Monica had to reel in last month. He’s truly—” She flinched when she realized what she’d said. I’d been locked up last month. All month. And I had yet to meet whatever ogre Monica had recruited to replace Cameron Caballero, when Cavazos bought out his contract. “Well, trust me, he’s hairier than a gorilla and he smells even worse. At least Holt’s clean. And he’s nice-looking, right?”

      I dropped the shoes into the box she held open for me. “He must be, if you noticed.”

      Kenley flushed and slid the box onto a stack of others in one corner of her closet. “Like you didn’t.”

      I shrugged. We’d never actually talked about her taste in men. Or lack thereof. But I didn’t give a damn whether she slept with men or women, or both at once, so long as it was her choice. So long as she wasn’t being used for anything except the bindings she’d been recruited to seal.

      “What the fucking hell is this?” She slid one hand behind the dress still hanging on her closet door and pulled the material closer to her face.

      “You sound like a kid playing dress up when you cuss. Give it up. You lack the skill.”

      Instead of answering, she held the dress out to me. “How did you manage to get blood on my dress at a formal party, Kori?”

      “Shit. Sorry.” I sank onto her bed and folded my legs beneath me. “I thought I avoided the spray.”

      “Whose?”

      “David’s,” I said, and she waited, obviously expecting more of an explanation, so I rolled my eyes and sighed. “He started it.”

      “What’d he do?”

      “Doesn’t matter. The point is that if I let the bastard get away with something small now, he’ll try something bigger next time.”

      Kenley hung the dress in her closet. “It was about the basement, wasn’t it?” she said, and when I didn’t answer, my sister sighed. “The blood’s dry now, but there may be enough for a decent binding, if I dampen it. I could make him leave you alone.”

      “No.” I shook my head. “I fight my own battles.” As well as most of hers.

      “What happened in the basement, Kori?” She spoke with her back to me, like she didn’t want to see my face when I answered. Like she already knew I’d lie.

      “Nothing.” Some lies between sisters are okay. Some are forgivable. Some are unavoidable.

      Mine was all three.

      Kenley sighed, but she let it go. “Come on. I’ll make you a sandwich.”

      “I’m not hungry.”

      “You’re skinny. You need to eat.”

      “Yes, Gran.” I rolled my eyes again, but followed her into the kitchen and sat at the bar while she made two grilled-cheese-and-tomato sandwiches, both for me. My mouth was watering before she’d finished buttering the bread.

      “How bad is this, Kori?” she asked, as she set the first one in front of me on a paper plate.

      “Looks good from here.” I picked up the sandwich and Kenley frowned at me—she knew damn well that I knew what she really meant.

      “What’s gonna happen if you can’t sign him?” she asked, and I set the sandwich down, my appetite suddenly gone.

      “That won’t happen. I’ll get him.”

      “But if you can’t? If he’s only here to eat, drink and be merry on Jake’s dime? What’s Jake going to do, Kori? Tell me the truth. You owe it to me.”

      She was right about that, but I couldn’t give her all of it.

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