Perfect Ruin. Lauren DeStefano

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СКАЧАТЬ is running from the theater, shouting for us to get back inside. She doesn’t move, though, and I grab her arm and pull her along. She doesn’t resist, but she watches the flames over her shoulder. It was one of Internment’s oldest buildings, back when they were still made of wood as opposed to stone. Over the centuries it has been everything from a prison, back when those still existed, to a recycling plant. In my lifetime it has been only a flower shop. Alice has taken me there dozens of times.

      It’s only a few paces back to the theater, but before we’ve reached the doors, the sky has changed. Ash is heavy on the air and it’s as though something has covered the sun. Even the patrolman has stopped to watch. Sirens begin as distant warnings, but soon they’re screaming as the emergency vehicles rush toward the flames.

      The girl’s arm is still in my grip and she lets me bring her inside, but then she twists away, presses her hands to the glass doors and watches.

      The lobby is crowded now, everyone rushing to windows, calling out the names of their friends. “Are you here with anyone?” I ask.

      She shakes her head. “I’m not supposed to be here. I’m supposed to be practicing my music.”

      “Come on, then,” I say. “You can come with me. I’m going to find my friends and make sure they’re okay.”

      “I don’t know you,” she says.

      “Morgan Stockhour,” I say. “There, now you do.”

      The room has gotten very loud around us. A woman screams.

      The girl looks up at me, hesitating. Some pink glitter has clumped in her eyelashes.

      “I’m Amy,” she says.

      “Morgan!” Somewhere in the melee, Pen raises her gloved arm. She twists away from Thomas, fighting him and shouldering her way to me. She crashes into me, squeezing me so hard that my feet almost come away from the floor. “What’s happening? They stopped the play, and …”

      She sees the smoke through the glass doors for the first time. Her mouth is open and breathless. She pales.

      “The flower shop caught fire,” I say, though the words don’t do justice to what I just saw. I should be panicking like everyone around me. I should be frightened. But I feel the same as I did after watching the broadcast, like none of it is real.

      “Your parents will be worried,” I tell Amy.

      “They won’t notice I’m gone.” She seems like the type who can slip in and out of a place unnoticed, which is likely how she snuck into this theater without formal attire.

      Basil wraps his arm around my waist from behind. Thomas does the same to Pen, and for once she seems grateful that he’s there to hold her. Amy stands between us, and we all watch the clouds and the sun get swallowed whole.

      It feels like hours before the flames are extinguished. Patrolmen fill the lobby, escorting us from the building to the shuttle in droves. Pen lets Thomas hold on to her, and Basil hasn’t taken his arm from me since we were reunited. Amy walks a pace ahead of me, tugging at the ring on the chain around her neck.

      “Where do you live?” Basil asks her as the five of us cram onto a shuttle bench meant to hold four.

      “Section three,” she says.

      “I’m in two,” he says. “But it’s a short walk back for me. I’ll see you home.”

      “You don’t have to,” she says. “I’m old enough to take care of myself.”

      “Yes, right, okay, we’re all old enough,” Pen snaps. “But in case you haven’t noticed, Internment has kind of gone into a complete state of lunacy.”

      “I know that,” Amy says, and looks sharply out the window, where the smoke has turned the city into an old image.

      “Are you frightened?” Thomas asks Pen.

      She’s looking at her lap, but he tilts her chin and she meets his eyes.

      “I won’t ever let anything happen to you, you know.”

      She nods, leans her forehead against his.

      For all their arguing, they have kissed. It first happened several months ago. He kept dropping hints and she decided to just be done with it. It wasn’t terrible, she told me. It wasn’t great but it wasn’t terrible. I had a hard time believing it—she’s always evading him—but I’m starting to see that there’s a reason they were betrothed. There’s always a reason.

      Basil grips my hand as the shuttle comes to a stop. “It’s going to be chaotic. Don’t let go of me even if people rush between us,” he says. With my free hand, I grab on to Pen and we rise to our feet.

      An instant too late, I remember that Amy is behind me. In that instant, she dodges under Pen’s and my interlocked hands and disappears into the crowd.

      “Amy!”

      “Let her go,” Pen says. “Where did you find such a strange child, anyway?” She’s trying to act nonchalant but the fear is still in her eyes.

      I’m scanning the crowd for Amy; with the patrolmen steering us all right onto the waiting train, there’s nowhere for her to go, and I still want to ask her about the essay.

      But it’s taking all my efforts to hold on to Basil and Pen; I’ve never seen Internment in such a panic, and other worries start to invade my mind. My father is patrolling today; that means he must be out in this mess. And Alice will be out running errands; she frequents the flower shop, has a side job designing event bouquets.

      And what started the fire to begin with?

      Amy said it was only going to get worse. I see this panic all around me, while news of Daphne Leander’s murder is still fresh, and I cannot fathom what worse should look like.

      By the time we make it to our seats on the train, Pen isn’t the only one with tears in her eyes. Other passengers have the same frightened expression.

      Even Basil is looking worriedly at the city through the window. A patrolman is standing at the head of the car, instructing us not to check in on family and friends, to step off the train at our appropriate sections and go straight home. The train will stop for an extra two minutes on each platform to ensure everyone has a chance to exit the overcrowded cars in time.

      “Something is happening,” Basil says, “isn’t it?”

      “I’m sure it was only an accident,” Thomas says. “That building was so old that it has never been properly outfitted with electricity. Most of the rooms were lit by flame lanterns. One of them probably tipped over.”

      “Do you think so?” Pen says.

      “I’m almost certain.”

      None of us believes it, but we don’t have the nerve to say so.

      “Your mascara is running,” Pen says. “Here.” She rubs her gloved thumb under my eyelid.

      “Thanks,” I say, though from the black smear СКАЧАТЬ