The Fates Divide. Вероника Рот

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      AKOS WADED THROUGH THE cutlery that was all over the galley floor. The water was already heating, and the vial of sedative was ready to dump into the tea, he just had to get some dried herbs into the strainer. The ship bumped along, and he stepped on a fork, flattening the tines with his heel.

      He cursed his stupid head, which couldn’t stop telling him that there was still hope for Eijeh. There are so many people across the galaxy, with so many gifts. Somebody will know how to put him right. Truth was, Akos was tired of hanging on to hope. He’d been clawing at it since he first got to Shotet, and now he was ready to let go and just let fate take him where it wanted him to go. To death, and Noaveks, and Shotet.

      All he’d promised his dad was that he would get Eijeh home. Maybe here—floating in space—was the best he could do. Maybe that would just have to be enough.

       But—

      “Shut up,” he said to himself, and he dumped the herbs from the galley cabinet into a strainer. There weren’t any iceflowers, but he’d learned enough about Shotet plants to make a simple calming blend. At this point, though, there was no artistry in it. He was just going through the motions, folding bits of garok root into powdered fenzu shell and squeezing a little nectar on top of it all, for taste. He didn’t even know what to call the plants that made up the nectar—he’d taken to calling the little fragile flowers “mushflowers” while he was at the army training camp outside Voa, because of how easily they fell apart, but he’d never learned the right name for them. They tasted sweet, and that seemed to be their only use.

      When the water was hot, he poured it through the strainer. The extract it left behind was a murky brown, perfect for hiding the yellow of the sedative. His mom had told him to drug Isae and he hadn’t even asked why. He didn’t care, as long as it got her out of his sight. He couldn’t quite escape the image of her standing there watching Ryzek Noavek gush blood like it was some kind of show. Isae Benesit may have worn Ori’s face, but she wasn’t anything like her. He couldn’t imagine Ori just standing there and watching someone die, no matter how much she hated them.

      Once the extract was brewed and mixed with the drug, he brought it to Cisi, who was sitting alone on the bench just outside the galley.

      “You waiting for me?” he said.

      “Yeah,” she said. “Mom told me to.”

      “Good,” he said. “Will you take this to Isae? It’s just to calm her down.”

      Cisi raised an eyebrow at him.

      “Don’t drink any of it yourself,” he added.

      She reached for it, but instead of taking the mug, she put her hand on his wrist. The look in her eyes changed—sharpened—like it always did when his currentgift dampened her own.

      “What’s left of Eijeh?” she asked.

      Akos’s whole body clenched up. He didn’t want to think about what was left of Eijeh.

      “Someone who served Ryzek Noavek,” he said, with venom. “Who hated me, and Dad, and probably you and Mom, too.”

      “How is that possible?” She frowned. “He can’t hate us just because someone put different memories into his head.”

      “You think I know?” Akos all but growled.

      “Then, maybe—”

      “He held me down while someone tortured me.” Akos shoved the mug into her hands.

      Some of the hot tea spilled on both their hands. Cisi jerked away, wiping her knuckles on her pants.

      “Did I burn you?” he said, nodding to her hand.

      “No,” she said. The softness her currentgift brought to her expression was back. Akos didn’t want tenderness of any kind, so he turned away.

      “This won’t hurt her, will it?” Cisi said, tapping a fingernail on the mug so he would hear the ting ting ting.

      “No,” he said. “It’s to keep from having to hurt her.”

      “Then I’ll give it to her,” Cisi said.

      Akos grunted a little. There was some more sedative in his pack, maybe he ought to take it. He’d never been so worn, like a half-finished weaving, light showing between all the threads. It would be easier just to sleep.

      Instead of drugging himself to oblivion, though, he just took a dried hushflower petal from his pocket and stuck it between his cheek and his teeth. It wouldn’t knock him out, but it would dull him some. Better than nothing.

      Akos was coasting on hushflower an hour later when Cisi came back.

      “It’s done,” she said. “She’s out.”

      “All right,” he said. “Then let’s get her into the escape pod.”

      “I’m going with her,” Cisi said. “If Mom’s right, and we’re headed into war—”

      “Mom’s right.”

      “Yeah,” Cisi said. “Well, in that case, whoever’s against Isae is against Thuvhe. So I’m going to stick with my chancellor.”

      Akos nodded.

      “I take it you won’t be,” Cisi said.

      “Fated traitor, remember?” he said.

      “Akos.” She crouched in front of him. At some point he had sat down on the bench, which was hard and cold and smelled like disinfectant. Cisi rested an arm on his knee. She had tied her hair back, messy, and a chunk of curls had come loose, falling around her face. She was pretty, his sister, her face a shade of cool brown that reminded him of Trellan pottery. A lot like Cyra’s, and Eijeh’s, and Jorek’s. Familiar.

      “You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to, just because Mom raised us fate-faithful and obedient to the oracles and all that,” СКАЧАТЬ