The Queen’s Rising. Rebecca Ross

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СКАЧАТЬ Ciri must have heard it too, for she stopped on the threshold to frown over her shoulder. She watched me retreat back to him before she vanished down the corridor.

      “Master?”

      He looked up at me. “You are doubting yourself.”

      I drew in a deep breath, ready to deny it, to feign confidence. But the words withered. “Yes. I worry that a patron will not want me. I worry that I do not deserve my cloak.”

      “And why would you believe such?” he asked.

      I thought about telling him all the reasons why, but that would require me to extend back to that fateful day when I had first sat in Magnalia’s hall, eavesdropping. The day I had first met him, when his unexpected entrance had drowned out the name of my father.

      “You remember what I told you,” Cartier said, “the day you asked me to become your master, to teach you knowledge in three years?”

      I nodded. “Yes, I remember. You said I would have to work twice as hard. That while my sisters were enjoying their afternoons, I would be studying.”

      “And have you done such?”

      “Yes,” I whispered. “I have done everything you have told me to do.”

      “Then why do you doubt yourself?”

      I glanced away, looking to the bookshelves. I didn’t feel like explaining it to him; it would bare far too much of my heart.

      “Would it encourage you to know that I have chosen your constellation?”

      That bold statement brought my eyes back to his. I stared down at him, a prince on his throne of knowledge, and felt my pulse quicken. This was his gift to me, a master to his student. He would chose a constellation for me, have it replicated on the heart of my passion cloak. Stars that would belong only to me, to mark my impassionment.

      He wasn’t supposed to tell me that he was preparing my cloak. Yet he had. And it made me think of his own cloak, blue as the wild cornflower, and the stars that belonged to him. It was the constellation of Verene, a chain of stars that foretold triumph despite loss and trials.

      “Yes,” I said. “Thank you, Master Cartier.” I began to leave, but felt hung once more between the door and his chair.

      “Is there something else you long to ask me, Brienna?”

      I came back around to him, meeting his gaze. “Yes. Do you have a book about the Stone of Eventide?”

      His brows rose. “The Stone of Eventide? What makes you ask about it?”

      “That illustration of Liadan Kavanagh …” I began shyly, remembering how she had worn the stone about her neck.

      “Ah yes.” Cartier rose from his chair and opened his leather satchel. I watched as he sifted through the books he carried, at last bringing forth an old tattered volume wrapped in a protective sheet of vellum. “Here. Pages eighty through one hundred will tell you all about the stone.”

      I accepted the book, minding its fragile binds. “Have you always carried this book around?” I found it odd that he would, because I saw the Maevan printing emblem on it. And who bothered to tote around a tome on Maevan lore?

      “I knew one day you would ask for it,” Cartier responded.

      I didn’t know what to say. So I curtsied to him, dismissing myself without another word.

      

      That afternoon did not find me with Cartier in a private lesson, because we both forgot that the tailor was coming to measure the ardens for our solstice dresses. But I was never one to be seen lacking a book. I stood in the hall beside Ciri as we waited for our measurements, my fingers turning the delicate, speckled pages of the Maevan lore book Cartier had given me.

      “Listen to this, Ciri,” I said, my eyes rushing over the words. “‘The origin of the Stone of Eventide is still largely speculated about, but legends claim that it was found at the bottom of a cave pond in the Killough Mountains. It was retrieved by a Kavanagh maiden, who took the stone to the clan elders. After many deliberations, the Kavanaghs decided to bind their magic to the stone, which slowly led to the digression of their ability to shapeshift into dragons.’”

      I was enchanted by the lore, but when Ciri continued to remain quiet, my eyes drifted to her, to see her standing rigid against the wall, her gaze stubbornly fastened to the wainscoting.

      “Ciri?”

      “I do not care about the Stone of Eventide,” she said. “In fact, I do not wish to hear about it at all. I have enough things to crowd my mind these days.”

      I shut the book, my thoughts quickly sifting through my memory of that morning, trying to find the source of her irritation. “What is wrong, Ciri?”

      “I cannot believe I never saw it until now,” she continued.

      “Saw what?”

      At last, she turned her eyes to me. They were cold, the blue of ice ready to crack. “That Master Cartier favors you.”

      I stood, frozen by her claim. And then my words rushed forward, incredulous. “He does not! Ciri, honestly … Master Cartier does not like anyone.”

      “For seven years, I have striven to impress him, to gain his favor, to try and get even a tiny smile out of him.” Her face was exceptionally pale, the envy burning bright and hot within her. “And then you come along. Did you see how he looked at you today? How he wanted to smile at you? It was as if I was not in that room as you both prattled on and on about Maevan queens and magic.”

      “Ciri, please,” I whispered, my throat suddenly hoarse as her words sank into me.

      “And then he couldn’t help himself,” she continued. “He had to hold you back and tell you that he had chosen your constellation. Why would he tell you that? Why wouldn’t he say the same to me? Oh, that’s right—you’re his pet, his favorite.”

      My cheeks warmed as I realized she had been eavesdropping on us. I didn’t know what to say; my own temper was roused, but arguing with her would be as foolish as banging my head against the wall. All the same, she stared at me, daring me to oppose her.

      That was when the tailor opened the door and called for Ciri.

      I felt the brush of her passing, breathed in the fragrance of lilies that trailed her as she disappeared into the dressing room, the tailor shutting the door.

      Slowly, I slid to the floor, my legs feeling like water. I pulled my knees up and held them close to my chest, staring at the wall. My head began to throb, and I wearily rubbed my temples.

      I had never thought that Master Cartier favored me. Not once. And it baffled me that Ciri would think such rubbish.

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