F. Scott Fitzgerald Collection: The Great Gatsby, The Beautiful and Damned and Tender is the Night. Фрэнсис Скотт Фицджеральд

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      “Now he’s dead,” I said after a moment. “You were his closest friend, so I know you’ll want to come to his funeral this afternoon.”

      “I’d like to come.”

      “Well, come then.”

      The hair in his nostrils quivered slightly, and as he shook his head his eyes filled with tears.

      “I can’t do it – I can’t get mixed up in it,” he said.

      “There’s nothing to get mixed up in. It’s all over now.”

      “When a man gets killed I never like to get mixed up in it in any way. I keep out. When I was a young man it was different – if a friend of mine died, no matter how, I stuck with them to the end. You may think that’s sentimental, but I mean it – to the bitter end.”

      I saw that for some reason of his own he was determined not to come, so I stood up.

      “Are you a college man?” he inquired suddenly.

      For a moment I thought he was going to suggest a “gonnegtion,” but he only nodded and shook my hand.

      “Let us learn to show our friendship for a man when he is alive and not after he is dead,” he suggested. “After that my own rule is to let everything alone.”

      When I left his office the sky had turned dark and I got back to West Egg in a drizzle. After changing my clothes I went next door and found Mr Gatz walking up and down excitedly in the hall. His pride in his son and in his son’s possessions was continually increasing and now he had something to show me.

      “Jimmy sent me this picture.” He took out his wallet with trembling fingers. “Look there.”

      It was a photograph of the house, cracked in the corners and dirty with many hands. He pointed out every detail to me eagerly. “Look there!” and then sought admiration from my eyes. He had shown it so often that I think it was more real to him now than the house itself.

      “Jimmy sent it to me. I think it’s a very pretty picture. It shows up well.”

      “Very well. Had you seen him lately?”

      “He come out to see me two years ago and bought me the house I live in now. Of course we was broke up when he run off from home, but I see now there was a reason for it. He knew he had a big future in front of him. And ever since he made a success he was very generous with me.” He seemed reluctant to put away the picture, held it for another minute, lingeringly, before my eyes. Then he returned the wallet and pulled from his pocket a ragged old copy of a book called Hopalong Cassidy.

      “Look here, this is a book he had when he was a boy. It just shows you.”

      He opened it at the back cover and turned it around for me to see. On the last fly-leaf was printed the word SCHEDULE, and the date September 12, 1906. And underneath:

      Rise from bed. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 6.00 . . . . A.M.

      Dumbbell exercise and

      wall-scaling. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .6.15-6.30 . .”

      Study electricity, etc. . . . . . . . . . . .7.15-8.15 . .”

      Work. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .8.30-4.30 P.M.

      Baseball and sports. . . . . . . . . . . 4.30-5.00 . .”

      Practice elocution, poise and how to

      attain it . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .5.00-6.00 . .”

      Study needed inventions. . . . . . . . . .7.00-9.00 . .”

      GENERAL RESOLVES

      No wasting time at Shafters or [a name, indecipherable]

      No more smokeing or chewing

      Bath every other day

      Read one improving book or magazine per week

      Save $5.00 [crossed out] $3.00 per week

      Be better to parents

      “I come across this book by accident,” said the old man. “It just shows you, don’t it?”

      “It just shows you.”

      “Jimmy was bound to get ahead. He always had some resolves like this or something. Do you notice what he’s got about improving his mind? He was always great for that. He told me I et like a hog once, and I beat him for it.”

      He was reluctant to close the book, reading each item aloud and then looking eagerly at me. I think he rather expected me to copy down the list for my own use.

      A little before three the Lutheran minister arrived from Flushing, and I began to look involuntarily out the windows for other cars. So did Gatsby’s father. And as the time passed and the servants came in and stood waiting in the hall, his eyes began to blink anxiously, and he spoke of the rain in a worried, uncertain way. The minister glanced several times at his watch, so I took him aside and asked him to wait for half an hour. But it wasn’t any use. Nobody came.

      About five o’clock our procession of three cars reached the cemetery and stopped in a thick drizzle beside the gate – first a motor hearse, horribly black and wet, then Mr Gatz and the minister and I in the limousine, and a little later four or five servants and the postman from West Egg in Gatsby’s station wagon, all wet to the skin. As we started through the gate into the cemetery I heard a car stop and then the sound of someone splashing after us over the soggy ground. I looked around. It was the man with owl-eyed glasses whom I had found marveling over Gatsby’s books in the library one night three months before.

      I’d never seen him since then. I don’t know how he knew about the funeral, or even his name. The rain poured down his thick glasses, and he took them off and wiped them to see the protecting canvas unrolled from Gatsby’s grave.

      I tried to think about Gatsby then for a moment, but he was already too far away, and I could only remember, without resentment, that Daisy hadn’t sent a message or a flower. Dimly I heard someone murmur, “Blessed are the dead that the rain falls on,” and then the owl-eyed man said “Amen to that,” in a brave voice.

      We straggled down quickly through the rain to the cars. Owl-eyes spoke to me by the gate.

      “I couldn’t get to the house,” he remarked.

      “Neither could anybody else.”

      “Go on!” He started. “Why, my God! they used to go there by the hundreds.” He took off his glasses and wiped them again, outside and in.

      “The poor son-of-a-bitch,” he said.

      One of my most vivid memories is of coming back West from prep school and later from college at Christmas time. Those who went farther than Chicago would gather in the old dim Union Station at six o’clock of a December evening, with a few Chicago friends, already caught up into their own holiday gaieties, to bid them a hasty goodbye. I remember the fur coats of the girls returning from Miss This-or-that’s СКАЧАТЬ