The Silence of the Spirits. Wilfried N'Sondé
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      SERGE MNSA N’SONDÉ

      And then he brought another horse, red. Whoever mounted it received the power to remove peace from earth, so that men could cut each other’s throats.

      APOCALYPSE, VI, 4

      The moon had flowered from my green chrysanthemums

      When the wolves secretly recited anathema.

      In the lowlands, requiems are the rage.

      A weary prayer pronounced like a presage:

      Cain today is armed with an axe,

      In a cowardly gesture, he has again struck,

      He spits out like a vampire his lifeless victim

      Then tramples on the rhymes that yesterday I had gathered!

      My body goes out beneath his sad smile

      To escape mornings that terrify and cause suffering.

      Cain today is armed with an axe,

      In a cowardly gesture, he has again struck.

      My mother had woven my shroud of diamonds

      Because injured too often my heart bled a long time!

      He spits out like a vampire his lifeless victim

      Then tramples on the rhymes that yesterday I had gathered.

      SARTRE WILFRIED PARACLET N’SONDÉ

      CONTENTS

      Foreword / Dominic Thomas

       The Silence of the Spirits

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      FOREWORD

       “The Silence of the Spirits: From Civil Conflict to the War of Identities”

      Meeting is only the beginning of separation.

      Japanese Buddhist proverb

      On the surface, they have little in common, but N’Sondé gradually discloses information about them that will provide the coordinates of their relationship, the circumstances in which discovery and openness to the other becomes conceivable. “Like mine,” Nzila realizes, “her heart had been broken during her childhood, a nightmare that haunts her and works on her behind her veil of oblivion even to this day. The shadows of her stepfather’s hands and gaze on her bare thighs. All the years of feeling defiled. A bitter wound in her stomach, a hideous scar covering the memory of it all.” We learn that, now living alone in a small apartment, she was molested as a child and was later the victim of domestic abuse at the hands of an alcoholic husband. As for Nzila, “Every day, I kept a low profile in Paris, walking with my head down and staring at my feet to avoid looking in front of me. I’d forgotten all about the dream, which risked ending up in bureaucracy, a file with some numbers stamped on it. I was running away, heading nowhere, to avoid being detained, enclosed behind bars, with wrists and ankles handcuffed, accused of having tried everything, defied every unimaginable danger, flirted with death a thousand times, suffered everyone’s contempt, and all I wanted was simply to live!” A shared history of violence brings them together, but their hybridity threatens the social order, the monolithism of a society in which difference has no place, yet in which those very differences structure and define social relations. In her professional environment, Christelle “was about making others happy,” and rather than be governed by fear, her impulse is instead to humanize those whose paths (it is worth noting that in Kikongo, for example, nzila means a passage, a path СКАЧАТЬ