The Khalil Gibran Megapack. Khalil Gibran

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СКАЧАТЬ TWO LEARNED MEN

      Once there lived in the ancient city of Afkar two learned men who hated and belittled each other’s learning. For one of them denied the existence of the gods and the other was a believer.

      One day the two met in the marketplace, and amidst their followers they began to dispute and to argue about the existence or the non-existence of the gods. And after hours of contention they parted.

      That evening the unbeliever went to the temple and prostrated himself before the altar and prayed the gods to forgive his wayward past.

      And the same hour the other learned man, he who had upheld the gods, burned his sacred books. For he had become an unbeliever.

      WHEN MY SORROW WAS BORN

      When my Sorrow was born I nursed it with care, and watched over it with loving tenderness.

      And my Sorrow grew like all living things, strong and beautiful and full of wondrous delights.

      And we loved one another, my Sorrow and I, and we loved the world about us; for Sorrow had a kindly heart and mine was kindly with Sorrow.

      And when we conversed, my Sorrow and I, our days were winged and our nights were girdled with dreams; for Sorrow had an eloquent tongue, and mine was eloquent with Sorrow.

      And when we sang together, my Sorrow and I, our neighbors sat at their windows and listened; for our songs were deep as the sea and our melodies were full of strange memories.

      And when we walked together, my Sorrow and I, people gazed at us with gentle eyes and whispered in words of exceeding sweetness. And there were those who looked with envy upon us, for Sorrow was a noble thing and I was proud with Sorrow.

      But my Sorrow died, like all living things, and alone I am left to muse and ponder.

      And now when I speak my words fall heavily upon my ears.

      And when I sing my songs my neighbours come not to listen.

      And when I walk the streets no one looks at me.

      Only in my sleep I hear voices saying in pity, “See, there lies the man whose Sorrow is dead.”

      AND WHEN MY JOY WAS BORN

      And when my Joy was born, I held it in my arms and stood on the house-top shouting, “Come ye, my neighbours, come and see, for Joy this day is born unto me. Come and behold this gladsome thing that laugheth in the sun.”

      But none of my neighbours came to look upon my Joy, and great was my astonishment.

      And every day for seven moons I proclaimed my Joy from the house-top—and yet no one heeded me. And my Joy and I were alone, unsought and unvisited.

      Then my Joy grew pale and weary because no other heart but mine held its loveliness and no other lips kissed its lips.

      Then my Joy died of isolation.

      And now I only remember my dead Joy in remembering my dead Sorrow. But memory is an autumn leaf that murmurs a while in the wind and then is heard no more.

      “THE PERFECT WORLD”

      God of lost souls, thou who are lost amongst the gods, hear me:

      Gentle Destiny that watchest over us, mad, wandering spirits, hear me:

      I dwell in the midst of a perfect race, I the most imperfect.

      I, a human chaos, a nebula of confused elements, I move amongst finished worlds—peoples of complete laws and pure order, whose thoughts are assorted, whose dreams are arranged, and whose visions are enrolled and registered.

      Their virtues, O God, are measured, their sins are weighed, and even the countless things that pass in the dim twilight of neither sin nor virtue are recorded and catalogued.

      Here days and night are divided into seasons of conduct and governed by rules of blameless accuracy.

      To eat, to drink, to sleep, to cover one’s nudity, and then to be weary in due time.

      To work, to play, to sing, to dance, and then to lie still when the clock strikes the hour.

      To think thus, to feel thus much, and then to cease thinking and feeling when a certain star rises above yonder horizon.

      To rob a neighbour with a smile, to bestow gifts with a graceful wave of the hand, to praise prudently, to blame cautiously, to destroy a sound with a word, to burn a body with a breath, and then to wash the hands when the day’s work is done.

      To love according to an established order, to entertain one’s best self in a preconceived manner, to worship the gods becomingly, to intrigue the devils artfully—and then to forget all as though memory were dead.

      To fancy with a motive, to contemplate with consideration, to be happy sweetly, to suffer nobly—and then to empty the cup so that tomorrow may fill it again.

      All these things, O God, are conceived with forethought, born with determination, nursed with exactness, governed by rules, directed by reason, and then slain and buried after a prescribed method. And even their silent graves that lie within the human soul are marked and numbered.

      It is a perfect world, a world of consummate excellence, a world of supreme wonders, the ripest fruit in God’s garden, the master-thought of the universe.

      But why should I be here, O God, I a green seed of unfulfilled passion, a mad tempest that seeketh neither east nor west, a bewildered fragment from a burnt planet?

      Why am I here, O God of lost souls, thou who art lost amongst the gods?

      THE PROPHET

      Almustafa, the chosen and the beloved, who was a dawn unto his own day, had waited twelve years in the city of Orphalese for his ship that was to return and bear him back to the isle of his birth.

      And in the twelfth year, on the seventh day of Ielool, the month of reaping, he climbed the hill without the city walls and looked seaward; and he beheld his ship coming with the mist.

      Then the gates of his heart were flung open, and his joy flew far over the sea. And he closed his eyes and prayed in the silences of his soul.

      But as he descended the hill, a sadness came upon him, and he thought in his heart:

      How shall I go in peace and without sorrow? Nay, not without a wound in the spirit shall I leave this city.

      Long were the days of pain I have spent within its walls, and long were the nights of aloneness; and who can depart from his pain and his aloneness without regret?

      Too many fragments of the spirit have I scattered in these streets, and too many are the children of my longing that walk naked among these hills, and I cannot withdraw from them without a burden and an ache.

      It is not a garment I cast off this day, but a skin that I tear with my own hands.

      Nor is it a thought I leave behind me, but a heart made sweet with hunger and with thirst.

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