The Khalil Gibran Megapack. Khalil Gibran

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      Surely there is no greater gift to a man than that which turns all his aims into parching lips and all life into a fountain.

      And in this lies my honour and my reward,—

      That when ever I come to the fountain to drink I find the living water itself thirsty;

      And it drinks me while I drink it.

      Some of you have deemed me proud and over shy to receive gifts.

      Too proud indeed am I to receive wages, but not gifts.

      And though I have eaten berries among the hills when you would have had me sit at your board,

      And slept in the portico of the temple when you would gladly have sheltered me,

      Yet it was not your loving mindfulness of my days and my nights that made food sweet to my mouth and girdled my sleep with visions?

      For this I bless you most:

      You give much and know not that you give at all.

      Verily the kindness that gazes upon itself in a mirror turns to stone,

      And a good deed that calls itself by tender names becomes the parent to a curse.

      And some of you have called me aloof, and drunk with my own aloneness,

      And you have said,

      “He holds council with the trees of the forest, but not with men.

      “He sits alone on hill-tops and looks down upon our city.”

      True it is that I have climbed the hills and walked in remote places.

      How could I have seen you save from a great height or a great distance?

      How can one be indeed near unless he be far?

      And others among you called unto me, not in words, and they said:

      “Stranger, stranger, lover of unreachable heights, why dwell you among the summits where eagles build their nests?

      “Why seek you the unattainable?

      “What storms would you trap in your net,

      “And what vaporous birds do you hunt in the sky?

      “Come and be one of us.

      “Descend and appease your hunger with our bread and quench your thirst with our wine.”

      In the solitude of their souls they said these things;

      But were their solitude deeper they would have known that I sought but the secret of your joy and your pain,

      And I hunted only your larger selves that walk the sky.

      But the hunter was also the hunted;

      For many of my arrows left my bow only to seek my own breast.

      And the flier was also the creeper;

      For when my wings were spread in the sun their shadow upon the earth was a turtle.

      And I the believer was also the doubter;

      For often have I put my finger in my own wound that I might have the greater belief in you and the greater knowledge of you.

      And it is with this belief and this knowledge that I say,

      You are not enclosed within your bodies, nor confined to houses or fields.

      That which is you dwells above the mountain and roves with the wind.

      It is not a thing that crawls into the sun for warmth or digs holes into darkness for safety,

      But a thing free, a spirit that envelops the earth and moves in the ether.

      If these be vague words, then seek not to clear them.

      Vague and nebulous is the beginning of all things, but not their end,

      And I fain would have you remember me as a beginning.

      Life, and all that lives, is conceived in the mist and not in the crystal.

      And who knows but a crystal is mist in decay?

      This would I have you remember in remembering me:

      That which seems most feeble and bewildered in you is the strongest and most determined.

      Is it not your breath that has erected and hardened the structure of your bones?

      And is it not a dream which none of you remember having dreamt, that built your city and fashioned all there is in it?

      Could you but see the tides of that breath you would cease to see all else,

      And if you could hear the whispering of the dream you would hear no other sound.

      But you do not see, nor do you hear, and it is well.

      The veil that clouds your eyes shall be lifted by the hands that wove it,

      And the clay that fills your ears shall be pierced by those fingers that kneaded it.

      And you shall see.

      And you shall hear.

      Yet you shall not deplore having known blindness, nor regret having been deaf.

      For in that day you shall know the hidden purposes in all things,

      And you shall bless darkness as you would bless light.

      After saying these things he looked about him, and he saw the pilot of his ship standing by the helm and gazing now at the full sails and now at the distance.

      And he said:

      Patient, over patient, is the captain of my ship.

      The wind blows, and restless are the sails;

      Even the rudder begs direction;

      Yet quietly my captain awaits my silence.

      And these my mariners, who have heard the choir of the greater sea, they too have heard me patiently.

      Now they shall wait no longer.

      I am ready.

      The stream has reached the sea, and once more the great mother holds her son against her breast.

      Fare you well, people of Orphalese.

      This day has ended.

      It is closing upon us even as the water-lily upon its own to-morrow.

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