The First Algernon Blackwood MEGAPACK ®. Algernon Blackwood

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      “I do,” said the other simply. “About that man is a singular quality too rare for language to have yet coined its precise description: something that is essentially”—they had lapsed into German now, and he used the German word—“unheimlich.”

      The Irishman started. He recognized this for truth. At the same time the old resentment stirred a little in him, creeping into his reply.

      “You have studied him closely then—had him, too, under the microscope? In this short time?”

      This time the answer did not surprise him, however.

      “My friend,” he heard, while the other turned from him and gazed out over the misty sea, “I have not been a ship’s doctor—always. I am one now only because the leisure and quiet give me the opportunity to finish certain work, recording work. For years I was in the H—”—he mentioned the German equivalent for the Salpêtrière—“years of research and investigation into the astonishing vagaries of the human mind and spirit—with certain results, followed later privately, that it is now my work to record. And among many cases that might well seem—er—beyond either credence or explanation,”—he hesitated again slightly—“I came across one, one in a million, let us admit, that an entire section of my work deals with under the generic term of Urmenschen.”

      “Primitive men,” O’Malley snapped him up, translating. Through his growing bewilderment ran also a growing uneasiness shot strangely with delight. Intuitively he divined what was coming.

      “Beings,” the doctor corrected him, “not men. the prefix Ur-, moreover, I use in a deeper sense than is usually attached to it as in Urwald, Urwelt, and the like. An Urmensch in the world today must suggest a survival of an almost incredible kind—a kind, too, utterly inadmissible and inexplicable to the materialist perhaps—”

      “Paganistic?” interrupted the other sharply, joy and fright rising over him.

      “Older, older by far,” was the rejoinder, given with a curious hush and a lowering of the voice.

      The suggestion rushed into full possession of O’Malley’s mind. There rose in him something that claimed for his companions the sea, the wind, the stars—tumultuous and terrific. But he said nothing. the conception, blown into him thus for the first time at full strength, took all his life into its keeping. No energy was left over for mere words. the doctor, he was aware, was looking at him, the passion of discovery and belief in his eyes. His manner kindled. It was the hidden Stahl emerging.

      “…a type, let me put it,” he went on in a voice whose very steadiness thrilled his listener afresh, “that in its strongest development would experience in the world today the loneliness of a complete and absolute exile. A return to humanity, you see, of some unexpended power of mythological values….”

      “Doctor…!”

      The shudder passed through him and away almost as soon as it came. Again the sea grew splendid, the thunder of the waves held voices calling, and the foam framed shapes and faces, wildly seductive, though fugitive as dreams. the words he had heard moved him profoundly. He remembered how the presence of the stranger had turned the world alive.

      He knew what was coming, too, and gave the lead direct, while yet half afraid to ask the question.

      “So my friend—this big ‘Russian’—?”

      “I have known before, yes, and carefully studied.”

      IX

      “Is it not just possible that there is a mode of being as much transcending Intelligence and Will as these transcend mechanical motion?”

      —HERBERT SPENCER, First Principles

      The two men left the rail and walked arm in arm along the deserted deck, speaking in lowered voices.

      “He came first to us, brought by the keeper of an obscure hotel where he was staying, as a case of lapse of memory—loss of memory, I should say, for it was complete. He was unable to say who he was, whence he came, or to whom he belonged. of his land or people we could learn nothing. His antecedents were an utter blank. Speech he had practically none of his own—nothing but the merest smattering of many tongues, a word here, a word there. Utterance, indeed, of any kind was exceedingly difficult to him. For years, evidently, he had wandered over the world, companionless among men, seeking his own, finding no place where to lay his head. People, it seemed, both men and women, kept him at arm’s-length, feeling afraid; the keeper of the little hotel was clearly terrified. This quality he had that I mentioned just now, repelled human beings—even in the Hospital it was noticeable—and placed him in the midst of humanity thus absolutely alone. It is a quality more rare than”—hesitating, searching for a word—“purity, one almost extinct today, one that I have never before or since come across in any other being—hardly ever, that is to say,” he qualified the sentence, glancing significantly at his companion.

      “And the boy?” O’Malley asked quickly, anxious to avoid any discussion of himself.

      “There was no boy then. He has found him since. He may find others too—possibly!” the Irishman drew his arm out, edging away imperceptibly. That shiver of joy reached him from the air and sea, perhaps.

      “And two years ago,” continued Dr. Stahl, as if nothing had happened, “he was discharged, harmless”—he lingered a moment on the word, “if not cured. He was to report to us every six months. He has never done so.”

      “You think he remembers you?”

      “No. It is quite clear that he has lapsed back completely again into the—er—state whence he came to us, that unknown world where he passed his youth with others of his kind, but of which he has been able to reveal no single detail to us, nor we to trace the slightest clue.”

      They stopped beneath the covered portion of the deck, for the mist had now turned to rain. They leaned against the smoking-room outer wall. In O’Malley’s mind the thoughts and feelings plunged and reared. Only with difficulty did he control himself.

      “And this man, you think,” he asked with outward calmness, “is of—of my kind?”

      “‘Akin,’ I said. I suggest—” But O’Malley cut him short.

      “So that you engineered our sharing a cabin with a view to putting him again—putting us both—under the microscope?”

      “My scientific interest was very strong,” Dr. Stahl replied carefully. “But it is not too late to change. I offer you a bed in my own roomy cabin on the promenade deck. Also, I ask your forgiveness.”

      The Irishman, large though his imaginative creed was, felt oddly checked, baffled, stupefied by what he had heard. He knew perfectly well what Stahl was driving at, and that revelations of another kind were yet to follow. What bereft him of very definite speech was this new fact slowly awakening in his consciousness which hypnotized him, as it were, with its grandeur. It seemed to portend that his own primitive yearnings, so-called, grew out of far deeper foundations than he had yet dreamed of even. Stahl, should he choose to listen, meant to give him explanation, quasi-scientific explanation. This talk about a survival of “unexpended mythological values” carried him off his feet. He knew it was true. Veiled behind that carefully chosen phrase was something more—a truth brilliantly discovered. He knew, too, that it bit at the platform-boards upon which his personality, his sanity, his very СКАЧАТЬ