The Sunshine Project. Francesca Petrino

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СКАЧАТЬ say to her

      tell me why you love him

      she was quiet

      and then she told me

      i do not love him

      -darling

      he cannot be

      who you keep asking him to be

      if at any point

      you find yourself apologizing

      for pulling away from him

      please just leave him behind

      -it is not your fault

      you did not do

      what you didnt want to do

      who is it

      that causes your nightmares

      is it the same person

      whom you greet every morning

      -let go

      you have no right to insult me

      when you have no idea

      who i am

      or what i have been through

      -my new self knows

      that i should have left sooner

      you lied to me

      you knew the lyrics to my songs

      and the name of this book

      before anyone else

      and all you did was lie

      as i gave you every special piece of me

      -as you read this book

      know the reason i succeeded

      was because you broke me

      and i flourished

      you didnt want to stay

      no one ever does

      but at least this time

      he left before i fell in love

      he says

      i have never been a fan

      of black nail polish

      you know

      it is quite funny

      i have never been a fan

      of any of your opinions

      sometimes i wonder what she goes through

      look in her eyes

      how hurt she is

      i try to talk to her

      she doesnt hold onto anyone

      not anymore

      -i cant save her alone

      it is my job

      i am supposed to protect you

      you say

      i love you

      on the phone

      as you hold the gun to your soul

      and ask permission

      from me

      to pull the trigger

      -good friends who make bad decisions

      you don’t notice

      the wounds you open

      of others

      until they are bleeding

      all over you

      -selfish

      she is trying to laugh more

      she is trying to smile brighter

      she is trying to be kind

      it breaks my heart

      i know her too well

      to believe

      that she is really happy

      -her smile is wide

      but her eyes are sad

      you burn your lungs away

      and you talk in horrible ways

      of the people who try to love you

      everyone is drowning in their feelings

      while also

      trying to seem

      like they dont care at all

      -no one knows

      what they

      are doing

      you force your heart to beat

      for all the wrong reasons

      and all the wrong people

      -when your heart sinks to the floor

      every time he speaks

      you dont love him

      i refuse to believe

      that if you wanted to be with me

      you just would

      maybe that desire is not enough

      -how do I wait

      never knowing

      if you will come around

      as I always do for you

      i am the novel

      the one you borrow dozens of times

      you photograph

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