Somewhere a Tree Grows. Welby Thomas Cox, Jr.

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      "Shall I send her up to see you? You might find it amusing, and maybe you could do something for her."

      Josephine debated. "Yes," she finally said. "I wish you would send her—" with a little sarcasm—"if you can spare her for an hour or so."

      "Don't make it longer than that," laughed he. "Everything will stop while she's gone."

      It pleased him, in a way, this discovery that Josephine had such a common, commonplace weakness as jealousy. But it also took away something from his high esteem for her—an esteem born of the lover's idealizing’s; for, while he was not of the kind of men who are on their knees before women, he did have a deep respect for Josephine, incarnation of all the material things that dazzled him—a respect with something of the reverential in it, and something of awe—more than he would have admitted to himself. To-day, as of old, the image-makers are as sincere worshipers as visit the shrines. In our prostrations and genuflections in the temple we do not discriminate against the idols we ourselves have manufactured; on the contrary, them we worship with peculiar gusto. Norman knew his gods were frauds, which their divine qualities were of the earth earthy. But he served them, and what most appealed to him in Josephine was that she incorporated about all their divine qualities.

      He and his sister went home together. Her first remark in the auto was: "What were you and Josie quarreling about?"

      "Quarreling?" He inquired in honest surprise.

      "I looked at her through my glasses and saw that she was all upset—and you, too."

      "This is too ridiculous," cried he.

      "She looked—jealous."

      "Nonsense! What an imagination you have!"

      "I saw what I saw," Ursula maintained. "Well, I suppose she has heard something—something recent. I thought you had sworn off, Fred. But I might have known."

      Norman was angry. He wondered at his own exasperation, out of all proportion to any apparent provoking cause. And it was most unusual for him to feel temper, all but unprecedented for him to show it, no matter how strong the temptation.

      "It's a good idea, to make her jealous," pursued his sister. "Nothing like jealousy to stimulate interest."

      "Josephine is not that sort of woman."

      "You know better. All women are that sort. All men, too. Of course, some men and women grow angry and go away when they get jealous while others stick closer. So one has to be judicious."

      "Josephine and I understand each other far too well for such pettiness."

      "Try her. No, you needn't. You have."

      "Didn't I tell you——"

      "Then what was she questioning you about?"

      "Just to show you how wrong you were, I'll tell you. She was asking me about a poor little girl down at the office—one she wants to help."

      Ursula laughed. "To help out of your office, I guess. I thought you'd lived long enough, Fred, to learn that no woman trusts any man about any woman. Who is this 'poor little girl'?"

      "I don't even know her name. One of the typists."

      "What made Josephine jealous of her?"

      "Haven't I told you Josephine was not——"

      "But I saw. Who is this girl?—pretty?"

      Norman pretended to stifle a yawn. "Josephine bored me half to death talking about her. Now it's you. I never heard so much about so little."

      "Is there something up between you and the girl?" teased Ursula.

      "Now, that's an outrage!" cried Norman. "She's got nothing but her reputation, poor child. Do leave her that."

      "Is she very young?"

      "How should I know?"

      "Youth is a charm in itself."

      "What sort of rot is this!" exclaimed he. "Do you think I'd drop down to anything of that kind—in any circumstances? A little working girl—and in my own office?"

      "Why do you heat so, Fred?" teased the sister. "Really, I don't wonder Josephine was torn up."

      An auto almost ran into them—one of those innumerable hairbreadth escapes that make the streets of New York as exciting as a battle—and as dangerous. For a few minutes Ursula's mind was deflected. But a fatality seemed to pursue the subject of the pale obscurity whose very name he was uncertain whether he remembered aright.

      Said Ursula, as they entered the house, "A girl working in the office with a man has a magnificent chance at him. It's lucky for the men that women don't know their business, but are amateurs and too stuck on themselves to set and bait their traps properly. Is that girl trying to get round you?"

      "What possesses everybody to-night!" cried Norman. "I tell you the girl's as uninteresting a specimen as you could find."

      "Then why are you so interested in her?" teased the sister.

      Norman shrugged his shoulders, laughed with his normal easy good humor and went to his own floor.

      On top of the pile of letters beside his plate, next morning, lay a note from Josephine:

      "Don't forget your promise about that girl, dear. I've an hour before lunch, and could see her then. I was out of humor last night. I'm very penitent this morning. Please forgive me. Maybe I can do something for her. JOSEPHINE."

      Norman read with amused eyes. "Well!" He soliloquized, "I'm not likely to forget that poor little creature again. What a fuss about nothing!"

      Men are Equipped for Success

      Many men, possibly a majority, have sufficient equipment for at least a fair measure of success. Yet all but a few are downright failures, passing their lives in helpless dependence, glad to sell themselves for a small part of the value they create. For this there are two main reasons. The first is, as Norman said, that only a few men have the self-restraint to resist the tempting’s of a small pleasure to-day in order to gain a larger to-morrow or next day. The second is that few men possess the power of continuous concentration. Most of us cannot concentrate at all; any slight distraction suffices to disrupt and destroy the whole train of thought. A good many can concentrate for a few hours, for a week or so, for two or three months. But there comes a small achievement and it satisfies, or a small discouragement and it disheartens. Only to the rare few is given the power to concentrate steadily, year in and year out, through good and evil event or report.

      As Norman stepped into his auto to go to the office—he had ridden a horse in the park before breakfast until its hide was streaked with lather—the instant he entered his auto, he discharged his mind of everything but the business before him down town, or, rather, business filled his mind so completely that everything else poured out and away. A really fine mind…a perfect or approximately perfect instrument to the purposes of its possessor…is a marvelous spectacle of order. It is like a vast public library constantly used by СКАЧАТЬ