Gold from the Stone. Lemn Sissay
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Название: Gold from the Stone

Автор: Lemn Sissay

Издательство: Ingram

Жанр: Зарубежные стихи

Серия: Canons

isbn: 9781782119104

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      The best poems are unseen and unheard by anyone other than the person who wrote them and the persons they were intended for. They are read at funerals or between lovers or between daughters and fathers. They are kept within the family. Writer, audience, performer, performance and applause. It is the perfect journey for a poem: beginning, middle and end. The closest to that is a reader and a book.

       ‘The idea that poetry is a minority sport has never rung true with me. Ever.’

      At the start of Rebel Without Applause is the quote: ‘if you are the big tree I am the small axe.’ It is a quote from ‘Small Axe’ by Bob Marley. I was a fan of Bob Marley before I knew I was Ethiopian. My father was a pilot for Ethiopian Airlines and co-piloted The Emperor, Haile Selassie. Although my father died in 1974 I still have a picture of him in which he has the exact same ring on his finger as Bob Marley had on his hand.

      An Ethiopian man said, ‘Do you know what your name means? It is an unusual name.’ I told him that I didn’t. ‘It means Why?’. If you are not from Ethiopia please don’t think Ethiopians give their children questions as names. It is an unusual name in any culture. I had no idea what it meant until I was thirty-two. How could I be anything other than a poet with a name like ‘Why’?

      PERCEPTIONS OF THE PEN

      Well ‘I’

      Well, I am a poet and it is my life.

      I would slit my wrist with a pen not a knife.

      Well, I am a poet from now until then.

      My life is my paper, my knife is my pen.

      Mother

      Mother, what will I say to you?

      Will I tell you about what I’ve been through?

      Mother, will you criticise?

      Mother, will you see it through my eyes?

      Mother, what will you say to me?

      It’s through your eyes I’d like to see.

      Mother, will you criticise?

      Mother, will you see it through my eyes?

      Mother, what will you say to me?

      Mother, will you read my poetry?

      Am I just what you want me to be?

      Mother, will you see it through my eyes?

      Mother, what will you say to me?

      Am I just what you want me to be,

      Or, Mother, will you criticise?

      Mother, will you see it through my eyes?

      Ain’t No

      Ain’t no clothes to wear, no

      Ain’t nobody to know

      Ain’t nowhere to come, nowhere to go

      Ain’t no belongings that last

      Ain’t no reminder of no past

      Ain’t no reason to give

      Ain’t no reason to live

      Ain’t no love to take

      Ain’t no love to fake

      Ain’t no reason to cheat

      Ain’t no body to beat

      Ain’t no body to belong

      Ain’t no one heard this song

      Ain’t even got a tune

      Ain’t even got a bloom

      Ain’t no mother

      Ain’t no father

      Ain’t no sister

      Ain’t no brother

      Ain’t no light for my cigarette

      Ain’t no cigarette . . .

      Scream

      Don’t take what I have because what I have is me.

      Don’t steal my mind because it’s nearly free.

      How can I stay unpolluted,

      Live in this world and still keep my head?

      The things that I’m seeing is mind-blowing insight,

      And the war that I’m fighting is a mind-blowing fight.

      And the love that I’m feeling is less than a drip in a stream.

      And the feel that I’m feeling is scream . . .

      So Near and yet So Near

      There’s a man who lives in a London apartment,

      And he’s really blowing his mind,

      Says it’s the fault of the government.

      And he thinks he’s going blind,

      Because all he sees is darkness,

      But he says it’s all a lark, yes.

      There’s a beggar who lives on his weak, so weak, knees

      And he says he’s losing his head,

      Claims it’s the fault of the zombies,

      And the people in power are the living dead.

      Says he thinks he’s going to die,

      But he knows it’s the living dead who lie.

      There’s a teacher who lives in a school,

      And he says he’s going wild.

      He says he knows what they are doing,

      And everybody is filed.

      He says he’s going to learn

      What the children should know,

      Says he’s started to burn,

      But he cannot melt the snow.

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