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Название: & in Open, Marvel

Автор: Felicia Zamora

Издательство: Ingram

Жанр: Зарубежные стихи

Серия: Free Verse Editions

isbn: 9781602359864

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СКАЧАТЬ names: Cleveland; Lettow; Grimes—

      small spaces of keeping. Places defined

      by brood & lineage. Your fingers trail openings

      & fall into hollow drum, drum. Your name

      once aperture, an invitation; vow. Distance &

      years untie the knot of place to you. Unbound

      between aisles of pews, you spectator

      arrive at The Last Supper, heavy frame in dip

      offsets the scene. Your eyes swallow you

      back to the kitchen table, to each stroke

      of your mother’s hand, outlined gently; changing

      brushes; capped colors labeled 1-11; a guided

      masterpiece. Grandma Evelyn peering over shoulder;

      unction in a simple squeeze, “A fine addition

      to any home”. Home: four letters burnt

      into the underside of each rib; vestige

      drug with us, round & round. Dizzying affair.

      Are we called—how instinct of V

      dwells in the goose? Are we called home

      ventricles feeding heart? O, duel system

      circulating us. These bells, someday

      will be yours. These bells

      already yours. & home is a small round lid

      paint drying inside. & with water

      so elemental, discovery & rediscovery:

      carillon batons & pedals play

      by ghosts & echoes of ghosts.

      Caught in Diastole

      Mist exhales the foothills—up and over saturates, dissipates

      and lilacs and moist; twigs and pods strewn: this becoming under other

      held in a gentle roll. Brontide in the lightening flash mimics

      the cardiac cycle—here again, we caught in diastole

      filling, filling, until our walls cave us, change our shape,

      require we purge the hoard. The body knows forgiveness

      in the senses: odorant molecules of rain carry

      promises in the glomerulus; our eyes in dance. Jealous

      sky gathers and gathers, dilation keeps us

      longing for—elements imbibing until…elements in fall—breach.

      Before Winter

      What barren waits for. Flesh

      culls a layer, a layer more. Wind becomes

      estranged. The branches salvage. The Vs;

      the Vs greater-than, less-than the sky

      & what is gray heavies

      in the lack of light, in the pupils

      wanting horizon to look back, & long.

      What illuminates just before dark.

      What we call a season, because we must

      call something up the throat, the epiglottis

      vibrates above the slope of the tongue,

      attached. What something

      must we offer back

      to the swirl, the hemispheric homeland—bound

      in pirouette. Our spines knowing we are

      in dance. Our minds chant stability. A feather

      tufted in feathers. Before Vs, there were beaks. A singular beak

      points. An instinct is a direction. You smell the flurry

      before the flake. & barren is intermittent:

      a season is stacked moments

      melting through our mouths caught in capture.

      Always a wait within a gasp. An entrance

      in lips gaped apart. You taste

      dried leaves on your pallet & a promise

      of warmth to tend the frost, to take the low bow

      where sleep peels at the inside of a thing—

      say ‘hibernate’ here. To burrow in something other

      than self. Say ‘what continues to adapt.’ Say ‘inclement.’ Stay

      still in a thought; cloak a word

      over the mouth spool. Understand, you will be let go.

      Alone at the Lake

      How often your mind mirrors the lake,

      surface frozen, mid ripple.

      What was once water

      rips from sand at the seam—

      to be unstitched; bits of you

      scatter & resemble seeds

      dried & un-sowable. Beyond shore

      depths teem. What keeps

      a body held in? Sewn breath

      of January wrinkles thoughts

      here—where buoys strew

      float-less & sad—a crime

      scene in wait of discovery.

      You want to believe

      a shore may stretch forever,

      guarded circumference of self

      looping in & around a body

      immobilized; the СКАЧАТЬ