On the Edge of a Dream. Michael Wiese
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Название: On the Edge of a Dream

Автор: Michael Wiese

Издательство: Ingram

Жанр: Контркультура

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isbn: 9781615931538

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СКАЧАТЬ fat Sergeant commands us to “drop trou.” Here goes…

      “Get that faggot outta here and away from my boys,!” screams the Sergeant to an assistant. I’m yanked from the room and hurried down a hallway to the shrink’s office. All right! I’ll be a free man in no time!

      I hand my doctor’s letter to the shrink, who looks it over then sets it down. My pitch is real short.

      “Listen, the quicker I’m back in the street the better for everyone. These losers can throw their life away. They don’t know any better. Me, I’ve got important things to do.”

      The ashen-faced shrink is inscrutable, like the Sphinx.

      “Besides I have allergies and mental problems.” There. I said it.

      The shrink says nothing. He stares at me for a moment, then resignedly leans forward and stamps my papers: ‘Fit To Serve.’

      “Welcome to the Army,” he smiles, self-satisfied.

      GETTING SOME RELIGION

      Hong Kong. An hour before midnight. It’s far too hot to sleep. I climb into a colorful rickshaw pulled by an incredibly strong old man. On the panel above the footrest is a painting of a space capsule landing on the moon. The driver turns around while jogging.

      “You American? You go to moon?”

      “What?”

      “You go to moon?” nodding to the night sky.

      “No, no. I go to night market. To meet my friend.”

      I lift a bowl of noodles. The hot broth is fishy and steams my face. There is a string of small lights above the street vendors stalls. I watch the action. People come and go, to and from work. Doesn’t anybody sleep here? Wave upon wave of bobbing heads as far as the eye can see pass by. Then, suddenly there he is.

      A blonde-haired, aristocratic face floats among the throng of Chinese faces. White shirt buttoned at the top, black pants and sandals. The light reveals his ruggedly handsome face as he talks animatedly to someone beside him. When he gets closer, I don’t see anyone. Maybe he’s talking to himself.

      He sees me immediately and gives me that famous nod and raised-eyebrow wink. He makes a beeline to the noodle stand. He shouts an order in Chinese and sits down beside me, bright and beaming.

      “Eddie! Jesus, you actually did it.”

      We give each other a hug. Then another.

      “Damn, I’m really glad to see you.”

      He gives me that irresistable smile.

      “I couldn’t resist your invitation. Has it been difficult for you? The draft board and all?” he asks.

      “No, not really, I keep to myself mostly, taught a bit of English.”

      He starts rolling a cigarette on an old rolling machine.

      “Want one?” he inquires.

      “No thanks, I don’t smoke that stuff.”

      “Me neither, I just like making them,” he laughs.

      “So, how long have you got?” I ask, nudging him.

      “Only a week. Then I’m suppose to go back and take my exams.”

      “You don’t sound too enthusiastic.”

      “Yeah. I’m not sure I want to be a missionary.”

      We walk along the shoreline and look at the fishing boats. Back in high school in Indiana, Eddie and I were best friends. We even started a band. He had great hands with long fingers and a great sense of rhythm.

      “Remember the Esquires? And how we had to sneak you out of the house to play those dives along Route 45?” I ask.

      “Yeah, until my dad showed up at Ducey’s. And that was the end of that,” he laughs.

      Eddie’s father was a very strict guy. He was a brilliant scholar and theologian who taught Hebrew and Greek at the University. He pulled the strings to get Eddie into the theology program in Salt Lake. Now Eddie wants out.

      “And so what are you going to do,” I ask, “if you’re suppose to go back in a few days?”

      “I’m going to do what I want to do.”

      “And that is…?”

      “Something important.”

      “I can dig it,” I say.

      Eddie and I hang out together for a few days. I never thought one day we’d be traveling together. He’s spent most of the 60s in a seminary following his fathers footsteps to save pagan babies, while I was in San Francisco becoming one.

      He moves into my hotel. It’s cheap but relatively clean. We share a funky bathroom at the end of a hallway. One night, sitting on the balcony and looking out across the rooftops and shop-lined streets below, listening to the night sounds, we spot three tall women in slinky silk dresses looking up at us, trying to get our attention. There’s electricity in the air. Eddie spots them first.

      “Look there.”

      “Beautiful.”

      “Hello, hello,” they shout.

      “Come on up,” I yell.

      There’s something fascinating about them. The girls come up, and lean against the wall, smoking cigarettes. No one speaks, we just all eye each other. Eddie keeps stealing glances at the very beautiful thin one in the red dress. She looks Thai or Malaysian. Long straight black hair, beautiful black eyes and skin, small breasts, big arms and wrists.

      He can’t take his eyes off her.

      And she can’t take her eyes off the handsome (and to her, rich) American. Eddie sits very still, not moving.

      The girl leans next to Eddie and rubs her leg against his arm.

      Eddie abruptly stands up and stuffs his hands into his pockets.

      “You think me pretty? You want see more?” She pulls back the red silk, showing off her thigh. Eddie backs up, smiling slightly.

      The other girls smile, as the seduction mounts.

      I stand.

      “Eddie, I’m going for a walk. She’s all yours.”

      “No wait. Stay,” he laughs.

      “No, Eddie, they’re not my style.” I pucker my lips and throw the girl a goodbye СКАЧАТЬ